A preview of today’s post. For those loyal readers, this is one of my annual traditions I remember every year. This year~~~ however, will be a little different. It’s something I’ve done twice before, but not through these writings to all of you. It was suggested to me as a way to heal when working with one of my energy practitioners of the past. I have to tell you all this though. When first attempting that initial letter, I froze. 😳 My mind went blank. How could that be when I’m a writer? Well, I talk to Warrior in many ways daily but writing to him seemed silly to me. I needed to do it and had to do it. Very glad I did as I penned 2 to keep personally. *** With having written that to you fans, now I will focus my attention on the ultimate one himself. I hope you join me as I celebrate my two anniversaries.
Dear Warrior,
This still seems so surreal to me being on a spiritual journey with you. October 4th brought 1️⃣0️⃣ years of when I first started this blog after a frustrating morning. I’m sure you remember. An entire decade of double digits now reserved to these writings but also today is exactly 9️⃣ years of when our book was released. A year after I started jotting down all those signs I was receiving, the book came to life. I celebrate both as always with my readers but on this day, I wanted to publicly put out a letter for others to view. No worries as I’m not exposing personal stuff that I cannot share but thought to make these years of 9 and 10 somewhat new.
Just like our readers, you’ll see 2 photos today which has been a long time, but I feel is a great idea as it concerns of both of us, right? How can I possibly sum up these past 9 and 10 years of our lives? Your spiritual one and my earthly one. Too many memories but most all have been shared, albeit a few. I know that photo of you below ⬇️ seems to be AI, but 🤷🏻♀️ I dunno… I liked it but you know that’s a rarity on here from me. My photo was taken by my daughter during my birthday dinner out. Selfies are not that common place anymore but just had to be for today’s BIG post.
Enough of that. So, Mr. Warrior, I hope you are spiritually well but I believe that you are. I still feel the same about this letter writing as I did a few years back. It seems redundant to me, expressing my thoughts and feelings this way but I wanted to give it another try. There’s so much I want to write in detail to those reading today but that match they will not win. I look back to where this all began and as you know, it started much before 2016. I can list a bunch of posts, signs, dreams, songs, feather stories, and A LOT but I won’t as most know all those. Not to mention my physical symptoms and psychic gifts opening up but again~~~ you are aware of everything. I’m so grateful every day but like I wrote years ago, I’d trade it all for your life back as I’m sure anyone would. I know it had to be this way because of circumstances beyond my full control. Without you leaving, none of this spiritual life would’ve happened to me~~~ but it did as it needed to.
Please continue evolving as the spirit you are. I know I say this daily but today’s for our readers. Tell everyone hello for me like your good buddies from the ol’ WWF days. Get into a body you loved, go find a gym to work out, and re-create your favorite matches. There are enough of you to do that as I say, unfortunately. Read your books, paint, and write in your journals. Run around with your dogs. Visit places you loved, especially in Indiana with your birth family and the Southwest where you had businesses and homes. I know you watch over all your family, friends, and fans because we always believe. 🙏🏻
Continue giving your Warrior wisdom and strength to all who ask for it as I know I’m not the only one. I thank you as well for the newer ways we have to communicate as I honor our time together. I’m still in awe of everything you did throughout your life here on earth. You had your hand in so many projects and were thinking outside the box, er wrestling ring with many. The few merch items I have are so cherished by me as I hold onto those pieces of nostalgia forever. I will do whatever inspires me to keep your legacy alive while still remaining true to myself and my time here. I’m not writing the sadness but celebrating this wild warrior journey we are on together. Despite all of us wanting you here longer for so many other moments, your mission was complete~~~ at least for now on other levels too much to understand at times. Sure, I have more answers now but never all of them and I’m not supposed to. I also still have my Janice OMG outbursts that fill me with such joy, but now, it’s more accepting because of newer knowledge. 🥹
These past 9 and 10 years have been the most captivating of my life too numerous describing but you get it. I still will also watch your media with such pride as naysayers have no power over us. You have given me so much more belief and assertiveness in myself that was truly needed. It was always there but I needed you to bring it out when I was ready. My heart will continue to feel in tremendous ways when I dwell but it’s all for a higher purpose I will know someday. That day isn’t soon though, as I have so much work to bring to your Legion of warriors. You will constantly bring me every emotion and you know it’s the best to smile and laugh. I’m so proud of all that has transpired within this decade and without you, it wouldn’t exist. I cannot even explain starting at the beginning with that 15-year-old self of mine, but those numbers aren’t for today.
I want to write so many things, but they feel all jumbled up in my head to truly get out into words. I’m so used to writing to fans and in some ways, that’s easier I guess. Why? Well, I think it’s because I’m so comfortable just chatting with you, I don’t need the written or typed word. Perhaps though at times like today, they need to come if just for a few moments. I hope you can celebrate these 2 anniversaries with me in whatever spiritual sense you can. We have so many really loyal readers and I thank them who show up week after week reading my words. I should direct them to our book: “ Spirit and Belief” on Amazon. Not sure if there will be another but you know I won’t ever dishonor or disrespect by selling out to make a buck. Nope, never. I will end this letter by telling you I will “ live strong, act bold, be brave. Nothing is too hard to do, always believe.” That I will always do forever. Thank you for your Ultimate self and for being JAMES to me. Here’s to 9 for our book and 10 for our blog!
Yours in spirit,
Love, Kathy
P.S. Feel free to send me signs of your choosing!
P.P.S. Tomorrow marks 12 years of “ The Box” story which you will find years ago on here readers or in my book.. . Warrior never belonged in a box…
