Hollywood or Hollyweird?👏🏻🤔❤️🩶

Before covering today’s title, I will begin by remembering the last date within these past two weeks in April. Yesterday, marked 12 years since RAW aired their emotional tribute to The Ultimate Warrior. You will notice a pic below 👇 as I finally got a shot of him greeting fans on RAW but also with “ Hall of Famer” above his name. I had yet in all these years used HOF with him in that way. Glad the thought came to my mind as this month continues. Yes, I know that photo was from his final RAW appearance a week prior but wanted to stick with these memories.

We all know Warrior DID in fact go to Hollywood in 1993 but wasn’t there long. He did refer to it as “ Hollyweird” a few times as a career movies was not in him to keep pursuing. “ Hollywood Hogan” can have that attached to his name but with Warrior, it wasn’t a future he envisioned. Sure, he had the look 💯 totally and did act in the movie “ Firepower” , but the second project with him in the starring role fell through. Warrior wanted to recreate the “ Conan the Barbarian” movies, but did not want to be typecast based on his physicality. I decided to reference this idea a little deeper after listening to a podcast episode of “ The Masters of Wrestling” most recently. Speaking of that, my episode 3️⃣ of “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast is finally out. I will link it at the end. It’s all about how his character influenced women so you guys should give it a listen absolutely!

The Master Emir was discussing how the roles of men in Hollywood have changed much over the years. He cited a few actors, (even some wrestlers) and movies they starred in. Long gone it seems are those Conan type of characters portrayed by men~~~ well being MEN who are brawn and built or even “macho.” I agreed with much of what he said but then disagreed on some. I commented and he actually loved my “women’s perspective” so glad I wrote in! Emir admonished some actors for taking on goofy or perhaps oofish types of roles that seem to demean their quality of being a man. I always like to see both sides of this as with it being Hollywood or Hollyweird. Yes, a few roles I frequently thought were extremely silly based on the guy playing a specific character. I will say this though~~~ people in Hollywood (or weird,) want to challenge themselves and be different than what is expected of them. That sounds like Warrior to me, doesn’t it? These guys have that face or body, which fits a certain “type” but then they want to think outside that for a softer, funnier part just to switch it up sometimes.

Think of “ The Rock” Dwayne Johnson. Most of his roles involve a tough guy image but then as Emir pointed out years ago, he did the “Tooth Fairy” movie which made fans go~~~ huh? Did he pull it off? Well, you can decide that. Perhaps he just wanted a lighter script. He is a father so maybe that changed once he became part of the Disney family. No, all of his roles will not be goofy but we will still know him as that muscled wrestler turned actor.

Another example is Arnold Schwarzenegger. We all know his beginnings with bodybuilding and the Conan movies as I mentioned. How about a few of his different roles for a moment. Anyone remembered “ Junior” where he was a pregnant man? How about “ Kindergarten Cop”? No I just didn’t like it since it came out in 1990! I actually love that movie though as it was truly great to watch him with the little kids. I bet Arnold had fun making both but once again, we were used to seeing him a certain way and then he made us all look twice. Emir mentioned him too in that podcast episode but I do understand why they want to take on unexpected characters that keep fans guessing. It’s similar to a WWE superstar. Does it truly diminish their acting skills? For some I can see how it does but then again, I can see how it does not. What is your opinion on this? I have to find that photo taken of a young Jim Hellwig back in his early days of bodybuilding where he met Arnold. Maybe that’s a good idea to use soon?

I bet you can think of other men in Hollywood that perhaps took on weird roles from time to time. John Cena is another as he also has portrayed an action hero~~~ even with his own series but then again, moves into some ridiculous and often times raunchy guys on screen. John was a huge UW mark too and was acknowledged by W in his HOF speech! Emir was alluding to the fact how the action hero seems to be fading with some men normally primed to take that on and instead succumb to Hollyweird and create a puzzling choice. Again, though~~~ just like with the gimmick matches of the ol’ WWF years, we need the humor to balance out the serious.

As serious as the Ultimate Warrior character seemed to be, there were those times of humor. Very few, but they existed. His funny moments were often like mine of being not fully understood by some but a style all its own. I think many things are humorous when others may not think so. See? We need the balance but are always entitled to our opinions of what we prefer. Emir is included, but I get why he appears so biased. After all, he comes from a wrestling family and has based his business on the physique of men. He does though have Hollywood connections but does that make it weird? It all depends on how one uses it but he is doing the work he loves with passion and purpose. That’s the warrior way.

So, is it Hollywood or Holly weird for all of you warriors out there reading today? Maybe it doesn’t really matter to you as long as you get entertained in a way suited to your preferences. Men can still be macho but also show silliness when needing to. Even “ The Macho Man” had hilarious promos! At least I thought they were. I couldn’t ever see Warrior in a comedic role with a movie but we will never truly know, will we? He definitely had a funny side though, and I’m so glad to at least have known that. Hulk Hogan can be “ Hollywood,” Randy Savage can be “ The Macho Man” but Warrior? He’ll always be ultimate and was never weird to me… 💙

P.S. I still remember telling my family the night of WWE’s tribute to Warrior how we had to start game night early. Mama needed to watch something important to her…

P.P.S. Here’s episode 3 of the U.T. podcast. Check it out from “ The Masters of Wrestling” on their YouTube channel (:

https://youtu.be/BYSMf8nrYLQ?si=gUNg5

Thank you Warrior… 🩷💚🧡💛

“ The Answer is within..” 💙💪🏻🤝

Today is that day. The number 8️⃣ is here to mark 1️⃣2️⃣ years since Warrior left and went back to his original spiritual home. 4 days ago on the 4th marked 9.5 years of me bringing you these writings every week. Life just has a way of sneaking up from behind and bringing us face-to-face with our next opponent, who or what they might be. I had seen that photo of Warrior posing with the “ Brooklyn Brawler” Steve Lombardi numerous times and finally decided it made sense to use today. Warrior acknowledged Steve in his HOF speech as they wrestled close to 100 times I think! I wanted to honor that pic and both of them today as I fondly remember their connection.

The answer is within comes as a result of a few thinkings. First, it alluded to Warrior’s speeches of knowing the genius inside you exists always ready to blast off like a rocket. 🚀 The second mention is yet * ANOTHER* email from my favorite writer as she noticed a woman crying during one of her many workshops. We all struggle at times trying to find that purpose, identity, or mere existence as to why our lives matter. We search for answers because we sometimes can’t go it alone. This woman seemed desperate for something, anything to guide her to that next step forward. I will share my author’s words to that woman as Warrior echoed much as well. She conveyed: “ I think we each contain our own answers and all we need sometimes is for someone to help direct us back to what we already know.”

Yes, this is so very true as I recall similar moments with myself while discovering MY connection to Warrior. No, he never spoke like that through me although he has said other things… 🥹 What I could envision however, was him saying how I personally always had this purpose (if you will) inside but just needed someone~~~ namely him to bring it out in me. He planted the seed but I made it grow. We don’t need others to define us but sometimes need guidance cheering us on in the stands. The answer is within but YOU are the one who brings it forth~~~ not anyone else. I realize this now more than ever with using my voice and messages in various ways. My many readers are mostly men and despite women being more dominant over the years in wrestling, it’s me and the guys which I’ve stated before. I will never bash these men who truly care and respect what I bring to this arena as a woman fan and then some…

Has anyone ever noticed back when either the Ultimate Warrior or even Warrior was doing fan events how there were hardly any women present? Sure, some would be with their guy or off to the side maybe in a pic but never did I see a group of just women coming for an autograph or to speak with Warrior. Correct me if I’m wrong on this but I have watched many videos and never witnessed that. Of course there were female fans~~~ absolutely~~~ but where are they or where were they at signings? Too hidden in the background if you ask me. 🤔

This is exactly why I continue doing what I do but also to always share or inspire all who read as I celebrate Warrior’s life and messages. I will not shrink or shy away as the answers are inside me as well. You guys have your stories and memories different from me, but I have my OWN power and I know Warrior is proud guiding me all along. Never does it not matter as he said of all our lives and what we contribute in ways deserving. I do need some outside sources as rarely can I do this all by myself but the creativity and motivation definitely come from within my warrior spirit. Always am I grateful to anyone for truly reading, listening, and viewing any of my stories pumping life into them through Warrior’s energy.

Warrior knew how to bring his visions to life in ways that others would know as truth when they were ready to receive them. He didn’t have all the answers either, but relied on his own sense of self belief to find some which he encouraged us to do every day in every aspect of our existence. I decided to put these words out there today because after all these years, my stories have been told concerning this time in April. You will reflect in ways that suit you as I do too. Lighting a candle 🕯️ in the evening remains my yearly tradition as I * PAUSE* while thanking Warrior for his time well spent when here. 12 is a big chunk of time when I consider some moments but then others run by just like the character of UW…

We just had Easter last week here too as that holiday usually falls around Warrior’s dates every year. So many activities were going on in my life then but now once again, more to come~~~ just new phases. I’ve learned so much in this time with new opportunities on the horizon. Just because we can’t see the whole staircase doesn’t mean it isn’t there. It’s one step at a time and try not to “run” as you continue your search for those questions. Some might bring you an answer, but some may not. It’s better that way because it encourages more curiosity and learning which is what Warrior would want from us. Don’t spend your entire life waiting on an answer that might never come. Acceptance is a tough thing to master but sometimes we need to tap out in order to tap into another match better suited for us. I’m still learning this warriors as we all remain a work in progress.

Thank you Warrior and Steve Lombardi for that great photo as I treasure all those wonderful pics taken during that HOF weekend. 12 years of him being gone here may not seem that long where he is but I must say~~~ his energy is still so strong as I feel it in many aspects of my life. He is spiritually well and always wants his legion of warriors to know you have the answers within. Make some time to listen to them. He was and is our inspiration but we need to be that for others too. This girl will keep up with the many men voices as I too make mine known. My answers are there waiting to share in all the days I wish to continue on MY warrior journey.

P.S. I love you Warrior and I’m grateful for your words of wisdom always. I believe in every answer meant for me to find…🩷💚🧡💛

Never April Fool’s…

Here we are warriors to April once again. As I always say~~~ like that title above, it will NEVER be called April Fools’ Day to me and hasn’t been for 36 years now on this date exactly. To be clear on another note~~~ these dates lineup just like they did 6 years ago in 2020. That number 6 connecting to WMVI being 36 right NOW. My 6 makes an appearance once again. You will see a shot of the contract signing between Ultimate Warrior and Hulk Hogan with then WWF President Jack Tunney in the middle. Last week was part of the contract with 7, today is 6. Oh, and these dates also repeated back in 2015 as I did check on that. I did not know how April lined up until just a few weeks ago so if you do math correctly, you will get to the number 8… More on that next time.

Thanks to Warrior’s good friend Peter, I was shown through our UW fb group a new WWE Vault video that I will link at the end. It’s called: “ The story of Hulk Hogan vs. Ultimate Warrior (1990)- the Ultimate Challenge of WMVI.” It’s over an hour with interviews, promos, and much previously shown clips but some had been a while for me. A few I vaguely remembered. Parts of their match is shown at the end so a must see for fans wanting to relive that nostalgic time. Who remembers when WM’s started at 4 PM ET instead of the evening? Yep, that was when they were held so Hulk and Warrior probably took to the ring around close to 6:30 PM. Their championship bout was about a half hour, give or take.

My story has been told on here of that late afternoon when I was 17 and a senior in high school. This year watching will be very bittersweet with now both Warrior and Hulk having left us. My birthday viewing this past year was the same. I did watch shortly after Hulk’s passing, but it was too soon. The next time~~~ as I promised myself would be different and it was. Sure, I still had new tears but I celebrated them both in my own way and that will happen again this year, this time. This month brings many dates, milestones, and anniversaries of sorts, mostly in the beginning as I finally look back on them all with so much emotion mixed in.

March flew by, but partly because we had to say goodbye to our much loved dog of almost 14 years. 🐾😓💔🤎 It was one of the hardest things I ever had to face and I asked Warrior if he could check on her for me. I hope he does when visiting his beloved dogs in the Animal Kingdom. I’ve known of other pups passing in April and with my Warrior memories~~~ it would’ve been so much to bear. I’m grateful for her life and ours how it happened when it did as my son was home for his spring break. He just celebrated his 22nd birthday too. I thank all those who have reached out to me with such words of comfort, they truly matter in many appreciative ways you will never know. 🥹

To quote Ultimate Warrior in his WMVI promo: “ physically, none of us can live forever!” That is of course true but the spirits do of those two guys and even my precious pooch. This is what I believe is I hope you do too. The Hulkamaniacs and Warriors came together as one that evening in Canada as many fans were certainly divided, were you? Many also debate if the Ultimate Warrior character was indeed ready to be the brand of WWF back then. I certainly believe he was headed that way like when defeating HTM for the IC belt. Time is always of the essence though, isn’t it? The world of pro wrestling never seems to slow down and speed was at the heart of UW’s gimmick for sure. Without any of it lining up the way it did, we would not have our memories the way they became as this is true for any WWF or WWE moment in history, even today.

Sometimes, just like in our everyday lives~~~ things don’t get lined up exactly as we want or hope but it happens anyway. That’s how it is for all of us in life and I gotta say, it makes stuff so much more interesting at times. Remember those roadmaps of last week? Well, the map doesn’t give us all the answers and we have surprises along the way too, some unexpected and some disappointing. UW winning that Heavyweight title from Hulk did not surprise me all that much (as without being biased,) I knew a change was probably coming.

I could feel and sense it but was not 100% convinced. I think Vince wanted to move forward with UW as champ but then wasn’t sure how to promote or market him as he was so used to it primarily being HH for many years. Again, (without being biased,) being a writer I probably could’ve come up with some great storylines for UW not mimicking Hulk but sometimes that got in the way, which might’ve alluded fans somewhat. I’m not entirely sure on this but it’s one of my theories. This can be another highly talked about area concerning UW’s title reign and the 80s guys did an entire podcast episode on it. You better believe I called in to voice my opinion.

The Ultimate Challenge has so many feelings attached to me as I’ve shared much over the years. I watch to remember, to be entertained, to celebrate, and know the good without the negative aftermath coming to the ring. I slam all that down to the mat, as it has no place during my viewing time. I loved when I heard Hulk say how much fans continued to tell him on socials that the match with him and Warrior was their favorite. I hope they both can maybe meet up where they are now and reminisce together in some spiritual way. Wouldn’t that be truly ultimate?

OK, there were so many other matches that day as I loved the mixed tag team one and Demolition 3peating as tag team champs! So grateful they are getting into the HOF finally!! *** Here’s to WMVI turning 36, 1990 was a great year for me too. I can hear UW’s theme of “ Unstable” anytime! And, my ear was ringing when writing this near the end… 🥰

P.S. Here’s the link to the WWE Vault YouTube channel. “Story of Hulk Hogan vs. Ultimate Warrior (1990), the Ultimate Challenge of WMVI.”

https://youtu.be/watch?v=4yGfK5VWs5M&si=45dl-cRUjjlXByX- 1:18:02 in length.

*** Again~~~if this link is not active on here, head on over to the WWE vault YouTube channel. 💪🏻💪🏻💙💙

Warriors make the Command! 💪🏻🤼💙

I promised you readers how another * BIG* anniversary was coming your way so today is the day. WMVII turned 35 yesterday on the 24th. It was that iconic and unprecedented match between “ Macho King” Randy Savage versus the Ultimate Warrior in a career ending retirement bout. You will see UW below during the contract signing saying: “ My gods have spoken and the warriors have made the command- ‘til the end!” ! I still get teary every time I watch the end when Randy reunites with Elizabeth and as I always say~~~ ratings GOLD at that moment. To all reading who might not know this, but a million NO’s here. Warrior respected Randy so much and would NEVER just pressure the “ Macho King” to get pinned by UW’s boot over his chest. Those guys rehearsed how that match went numerous times and Randy would never have agreed to something like that unless it worked for the match or helped business.

I’m not entirely biased as there are interviews but it’s also knowledge I just know so true fans will understand that. Of course, I can’t forget the other matches of WMVII but MK and UW stole that show as many others will attest. 35, my oh my~~~ another milestone for more of UW’s WM’s and the only time he walked and not ran to the ring. He and Randy were so unique and special together as I’ve written about plenty. That’s my command as one of Warrior’s warriors but many know this about them or I hope you do.

I hope all of you make the command to do in your life what will live forever as that was another of Warrior’s words of wisdom. Those two guys did just that with their unforgettable WMVII match, but we too can do things which become impactful. Think about it for a minute. Us wrestling fans STILL talk about our favorite times from certain eras ( the Golden one for me) even 35 years later. Sure, what they did is not what us regular folks will do, but we all have our own unique purpose~~~ however you find it. If you feel like you aren’t sure what yours is, I command you from one warrior to another to search well and keep searching. It might take 35 years but at least you can say you found it.

What is commanding you until the end warriors? It’s OK if you can’t directly pin it to the mat but your intuition will be nudging you until it gets brought forth. It might not be slamming in your face but more of a little snarl starting in your chest. I was struck by a line in a recent email which made me *PAUSE* yet again. I guess you can say, despite my work~~~ the snarl in my chest started to form as it never truly leaves. It pertained to doing the work which yes, Warrior alluded to in many speeches. To summarize, we all are given a roadmap of sorts to interpret in our own way with many paths. We have choices but need to decide which way to go as one will command you more if you truly feel it to be so.

If believing you are commanded to continue or even begin certain work in your life, DO IT despite naysayers. For me, this cannot be more true. I do feel I was “ prepared and ready” which was another quote from Warrior on the “Ultimate Collection” DVD to move forward with my writings, speaking, and sharing truth with all of you. Warrior’s work is continuing through me as I perceive him in differing ways. No, my commanding isn’t the same as what story was referenced in that email surrounding a millennia ago, but nevertheless~~~ it started my snarl as the gods have spoken til the end. I know this might sound a little much for some of you but remember as my friend wrote: “ you sound like an expert and not a gushing fan.” Another truth told by one who knows me well.

You may have many roads commanding you and even though a choice needs to be made, change can be made later and nothing’s wrong with that. We are allowed to have options as that is what our free will enables us to do. Sometimes, that road ends or the path gets well worn guiding us to new ones. You might not see it along the way but deep in your gut, it knows the direction on command. Those nudges will turn into slams but always in a good way. Some of them marked on our roadmap may not make sense but later on they will. Here’s a direct quote from that email: “ so, the work, the purpose in being human is to try, and fail, and try again to remember the soul of who we are.” Yep, our soul knows that true path meant for us with roadblocks and all. We still need to try and see where it takes us. Just make sure your commanding work is coming from your soul and not the ego. Our true work “ returns us to the heart.” ♥️ . That’s a quote too. I don’t believe any critics will question that of me anymore, but if they do~~~ I let them. Perhaps they’re not meant to truly understand.

So warriors, as we remember WMVII of 35 years ago this week, think about what your soul is commanding you to do. Randy and Warrior did their work but now, we need to do ours. I hope you are but when in doubt, ask that inner voice we all have just waiting on the ready. No overthinking or planning is needed unlike those two guys getting ready for their retirement match. Tune into yourself to listen to those gods commanding you. They won’t pin you down to the mat with a boot either. Make sure your work lives forever till the end, no matter what it is. Your work is your work and the roadmap is there. You just need to decide what path to take, even 35 years later…

The BIG 3-0! 💪🏻🤼💙💙

Hello fellow warriors! We are mid month in March already, it is “running” fast, isn’t it? You will notice that iconic pic of Ultimate Warrior slamming a young Hunter Hearst Helmsley in their quick WrestleMania XII match. I know I’m going out of order here but even though XII came after VII, this one is not of a high magnitude if you will. All of UW’s WM’s will be officially in their 30s on the 24th, which is the big 3-0 of WrestleMania XII. They range from 38 to 30, all 6 UW was part of. You can look up those dates on your own as I will not list them this year. So, 1996 was 30 years ago and maybe some readers are turning that age this year! I assume most are quite older but guess I have no idea. You youngsters would not even have remembered Ultimate Warrior but I’m sure you are familiar with him now. Next week brings another WM milestone most fans will know. I’m always grateful to Triple H for working so hard along with Steve Wilton to get Ultimate Warrior into the WWE Hall of Fame. They both stayed true to their words despite a difficult past of Warrior in the company.

Speaking of truth, I will link episode 2 of the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast at the end of this post today. It was mostly about my teen story of following wrestling, Warrior’s character with his impact, and the challenges I faced being a girl fan. I hope you all enjoy as I speak my truth while sharing experiences possibly some of you readers can relate to.

As always, I thank those that truly are interested to hear all the guests with their own stories on how Warrior impacted them. I will share another comment from a friend of mine. He personally left me a message but then posted on the video itself. I realize these people are in my life and not strangers but they are free to share how they see fit while being aware of my journey. This friend also bought my book “ Spirit and Belief” 📗 a few years ago and he is an author himself so knows a thing or two about writing. He owns a sports company local to my area as they are gaining national attention as well. Here’s what he had to say:

“ I really enjoyed it and felt it was fair and accurate. The Warrior is multi-leveled with a heavy magnitude… When you talk, you sound like an expert and not a gushing fan. You speak slowly and clearly. Very important… I’m enjoying this immensely. This host is incredibly spot on. That was great… Kathy is genuine and a great addition… I truly enjoy her…”

Oh my goodness, I did expect all of that but how overwhelming to me reading it. I just asked his opinion but it brought me to tears, it really did. 🥹 He did say other words but I will leave it at those. Yes, he is another who can be biased * BUT* made some great points as well about Warrior and even the host so NO~~~ not all about me. I gotta say though~~~ I was a little nervous on the show but knowing I came across clearly to him is a huge compliment. Guess I am an “expert” in some ways. 😉

I’m so looking forward to speaking and interacting with the others soon in the future. Gee, back in 1996 I was 24 (later in the year) and had bought Warrior’s 1st comic book. That was when I first discovered “ Destrucity”which is also turning 30~~~ at least to me when I wrote it down and hung it on my wall. How about that? Another time in Warrior’s life becoming the big 3-0 which ironically was also the last WrestleMania he was present for, albeit 18 years later. 1996 was the last time he was on the WWE roster before parting ways for good~~~ or so he thought. Then, he became part of the 2014 HOF roster of a different kind.

I wasn’t even following the Ultimate Warrior’s career any longer in 1996 because like I’ve shared, we didn’t have cable and by then I probably had no idea he returned anyway. My only wrestling connection would’ve been my brother and he was moving ahead in his personal life. He might’ve still followed WWE, but I wasn’t so didn’t think to ever ask about it much. That year was quite a big one for me and my siblings… Earlier in the year at my first preschool job, we combined with another school. I ended there in May after spending 6 years and returning to the building where I began. My number six once again. That story was my full circle told already although not comparable entirely to Warrior’s 18 years of his circle. That fall, I started a second preschool position, then my brother married his first wife, my younger sister also got married, and my youngest sister began high school. My one sis and her hubby will also celebrate their big 3-0 anniversary this year so yet another with that number.

Whew, that was a lot of info I know. Lots happening that year of 1996, 30 years ago. What was your life like then as I bet you can remember some details?! I will be watching all these WM’s of UW’s I own, including his HOF speech when I can as they all near. It’s always such a busy time as I’m filled with so many mixed emotions. Very grateful to have this media to watch him perform as only he could. I take it all in and reflect on each one differently. We have so many ways now to keep his memory and legacy alive~~~ even that squash match of WM XII. Now, I have my own podcast moments to save and make part of my Warrior collection. You will have your favorites too in your collection.

So, here’s to the big 3-O of WM XII in 1996. Would any of you have guessed Triple H became Vince’s son-in-law and now is in charge of creative at WWE? A LOT can happen in 30 years whether you were a fan or still are. Warrior’s or WWE, I remember it all…

P.S. Here’s the link to episode 2 of the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast all about my teen story and how the character impacted me…

https://youtu.be/9zdBkgtFseA?si=OqCWXOv6Rs2Yfl

*** Once again, if this link is not active on here, head on over to the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast under “ The Masters of Wrestling” hosted by The Master Emir…

Wise Warrior Words

Don’t we all need some wise warrior words from time to time? I know I do despite them not actually being spoken by Warrior himself. That pic below was when the Ultimate Maniacs formed back in September 1992. Ultimate Warrior was speaking about his friendship with Randy Savage, as then he was handed those maniac sunglasses. Their bond was real, as I believe it to still be so today in that “ Terrain of Testament” somewhere just beyond our reach. I recently received some words lately that truly lifted me in the most ultimate way, but more on that soon… ***It has been a whirlwind these past few months dealing with my dog’s gastro issues which has definitely improved now, thankfully. At least we know it is just aging with a senior dog and her insides are all ok. Weight loss, diet change, and slower pace as much as trial and error. Grateful we are on a healthier track, but still take it day by day. 🙏🏻🐶

Just last week, I read devastating news that a dear friend from my spiritual group had cancer and passed away. Needless to say, I was shocked but people tend to be private about health matters. I saw her last summer and she seemed thinner but nowadays, that does not equate with being sick. Later on, I found out she was diagnosed in November as it had spread very quickly. I mourn this woman who accepted me as a podcast guest, gave me the kindest condolences on Warrior (as I did share that story here,) and she led our beautiful moon 🌕 ceremonies of several years ago. My heart breaks for her family and close friends as I know her light will continue to shine. ✨ 💔😓

More news concerns the leader of this group as I had not seen any fairs listed as of late. I referenced this last week. I messaged another woman in the group because the leader shared how she could not attend our friend’s memorial because of a bone marrow transplant in January. WHAT???😳That is given to cancer patients in remission, I do know that. Without prying is when I messaged another to perhaps find out more while respecting privacy. After all, we are in this group and have known each other for years. As it turns out, the leader has blood cancer, hence the transplant. My emotions have been all over the place warriors. 😮 I did not allude to her how I found out, but I’m also keeping her in prayer for a full recovery. We all need wise warrior words to bring us through hard times but lately, it’s been A LOT of extra energy. I don’t share all this to sadden you but just to stay present as to what is happening and how a warrior’s strength is always available to us in many ways.

Here comes the * BEST* part of my post today. Well, “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast link is live and more will becoming available as the weeks move ahead. I will link the first episode at the end so make sure and give it a listen if wanting to hear more on Warrior and spirituality. There were a few comments and one viewer said: “ great video and guest.” Another wanted to know exactly if I knew Warrior (as most ask that) or if I was just a fan? I answered honestly as no, I am NOT just a fan, but I did redirect him to my book and this blog to find out more.

I do appreciate people reaching out and being open to a new yet different approach on Warrior as more will be next from this female perspective. I’m very grateful to those who truly take time to listen despite me not having that traditional connection with Warrior many others had. Regular readers know my journey so if I can educate others, that’s wise warrior words too. My favorite response was from my cousin as of course I sent her the link. Yes, I am biased here but I do always appreciate her words. She was not familiar with Warrior years ago (but now she is 😏) so no judgment and yet she knows me and has my entire life. Here are her words:

“ You are such a wonderful speaker! Very wise expressing your opinion regarding Warrior spiritually. This podcast was very good and interesting on many levels. I can’t wait to hear the next episode!!! Keep up your spiritual work!! Love it!!”

Isn’t she great? I know, I know, BUT she alluded to my speaking and how interesting it was without bringing in the specifics of Warrior and myself. I do hope any other listeners and watchers will not be naysayers and truly give it a chance. The dynamic will change with the other guys present in the future but I’m very excited to be part of this experience. It’s risky sure but we need to do that like I’ve said, right? Yes, I did it and answered the questions as best I could, despite a delicate one many fans of Warrior’s probably want an answer to…

So, I do wish in spite of everything going on in the world, and perhaps your own life, you can find some wise warrior words of your own. You may not have a friend to stand behind you, beside you, or in front of you like Warrior says of Randy but you do have the Universe helping guide your next move in the match. Even with sadness or upsetting events we face, there will be words we need to uplift our soul. They might be given by another or even said to ourselves but they are there waiting for your ultimate return. It just might be you to give your words to another who desperately needs some positivity. That’s all we can do is encourage and inspire just like Warrior himself did, at least he was that for me.

We are all warriors fighting different battles but need those wise words to win the war. I hope my words here are just that for you. You don’t have to be on a podcast either to be the warrior you need in your life. The wise words you hear just might be your own…

P.S. Here’s the podcast link:

https://youtu.be/slHn1X6JOis?si=Ny9u2gifghPnsY5U

*** If not active on here find “ The Masters of Wrestling” on youtube and “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast with the Master Emir…🙏🏻💪🏻🙏🏻

Running into MARCH

Happy March warriors as it gets near to that WrestleMania season once again. 2 of Ultimate Warrior’s WM’s have big milestones this year but more on those as the month progresses. I actually did recently look ahead and April brings 2 OTHER important dates of Warrior’s on blog day this year. It has happened before but runs back around the ring again. That’s weeks away though… 💙💙

You’ll see UW in that photo of his very first match at MSG, notice the microphone? 🎙️ Just another one I captured from “ The Ultimate Collection” DVD so decided starting March off with a first of his. Those WM’s coming up also were “firsts” as they connect in a way… Spring will be here later this month and my son’s 22nd birthday. Hopefully, soon we’ll start more househunting as many we have seen don’t seem big enough, ugh! How are we into month 3 already of this year? I hope all your readers are doing well and thank you as always for checking in.

So, how are things going for all of you today? I will say I’m slowly allowing my horse 🐎 to trot, gallop, and then finally run into this new year. You might just be like Warrior and run no matter what but for me, it has to be gradual in many areas. Some though I will RUN away from or towards but most require a more observant approach in my life.

What are you running into this month warriors? Maybe yours is like mine with more of a slow start but you know what, that’s OK! We all move at our own pace on our own journey. Remember how it’s not about the destination but only that you keep moving in your direction~~~ even if it’s baby steps. If you constantly compare yourself to how others run, you will never be authentically YOU as I am still learning all the time. No matter the naysayers~~~ ignore them. I do based on the work I put out into the world but will admit, some days am faced with that resistance. Do I love to see bigger numbers or get more emails and reviews? Yes, of course I won’t lie here. I just always need to remember my purpose which was never fame and fortune but to share, inspire, and educate so that is what I will continue to do.

Sometimes we need to go slower in order to become more aware as is the case for me. Maybe others need that speed but as we all know overtime, they will look back and possibly wish they took something at a different pace. Even Warrior had commented on this. Have you heard the expression of “ rejection is God’s protection?” You can take God out if you want but look at things that way. I never used to and still have a hard time but that resonates like I said last week when we still hold onto certain ideas that we truly want to happen and then never do or will. We need to decide to stop running towards that and end the match. Be excited for something better or maybe more aligned with your real purpose.

I’m so grateful my running led to “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast as I’m happy to have been on the show and will be for a few episodes. We taped 3 together and next time I’ll be with the other guys. We discussed Warrior’s faith and how that influenced generations regarding the spiritual aspect. I did not over share any details of my connection with Warrior, but did plug this blog and my book, 📗 of course! I had a great time and was told I did very well. Next week, I will provide the links for anyone interested to “run” on over and check it out. The first episode dropped * TODAY* actually so you can get a head start on them if you wish.

I will continue to run a little faster into this month but will need my rest that is for sure. Slow and steady is me like that tortoise 🐢 but if you are more of a hare 🐇, well, be who you wish. In some races, we need to get to that finish line in order to begin again. Without endings, there can be no new beginnings, which has been a message on here frequently. So, yeah~~~ I guess sometimes we do desire that destination despite the saying and Warrior’s words but again, the journey matters most. Think of it like a sandwich metaphor. Yep, the bread or bun has value, but we all know the inside ingredients are what makes that sandwich, right? 🥪 Or another way is this. You can’t get from A to Z without going from B to Y first. That’s why we need a journey.

If Warrior had not kept running in a way, very few ideas would’ve come along, and with his originality he needed that. Some of us are content with things the way they are but after a bit, we grow restless. Some opportunities just shift by themselves which in turn causes us to distance a bit. I was part of a spiritual group for many years now as previously mentioned but with the leader selling her house and moving to a smaller one last year, meetings got displaced or infrequently held. She still plans a few things but I think the fairs have diminished somewhat. These instances make leaving a little easier and especially with my family moving later this summer as well. I will live too far away to participate so yet another sign, pointing my way to end that race although with such fond memories. After all, that is the place where my first book vendor events were held at those holistic fairs.

So warriors, what is it you need to run towards this month and what do you need to run away or keep running away from? 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♂️ I’m sure you have your own events but there are those ideas that do the running themselves. It’s up to you, deciding if they are worth chasing or not. Take risks and be discerning, both are needed in the race. I may not always run but for this month, I will MARCH!

P.S. Oh~~~ and a few days ago when I was filling the birdfeeder, I found a Bluejay feather just about in the exact same spot months ago when leaf blowing! Perfect ultimate timing. 💙😊🪶

The Right Platform 💪🏻

Well warriors, here we are in this last week of February as I bring you a young Warrior himself down below. Isn’t it a great shot of him? I saw that pic and decided to use it today. So, “the right platform” came to me while working out as I was searching for a title in my mind. Funny how that happens. 🤔It totally fits with what I’m bringing your way wherever you are reading from. Warrior needed his right platform to fully be himself and that was not just referencing wrestling. More of that concept became evident as he pursued other ventures creatively in his life. He took his talents to different levels while always looking for that platform to be right for him. Don’t we all want that for ourselves? I’m sure you do while getting your voice or messages into the world. It reminds me of the ol’ WWF programming where the wrestlers got interviewed on that platform sometimes, remember? It seemed to be just placed there as we awaited who that promo would be for.

Now, I don’t need a tangible platform per se, but definitely have one on here for all of you. It’s just a matter of finding the right one which for many of us takes time~~~ a lot of of it. I’m noticing much lately in my life how certain types of platforms just seem to be moving away like those of the WWF years when that interview was over. I’m not sure if any of you follow the Chinese New Year as we just shed the year of the snake 🐍 in 2025 and now are onto the 🐴 horse of 2026. It is actually called a fire horse which runs 🏃🏻‍♂️ kind of like someone else I know. So, perhaps my wood snake (as it is called) is done shedding as it gets replaced by that running horse to new platforms. It can connect for all of us, not just me but if you don’t follow~~~ that’s OK. I love the metaphor so it truly resonates. A specific example for me is a certain group I belong to. I planned something recently and with no explanations, not a single gal showed up! What was up with THAT? I know I need to end this group and move on yet still the platform remains. That snake will be shed soon as I have a horse waiting to run… 😮

Changing it up in my gear bag is a better platform that is more *RIGHT* for me and yes, I am super excited to share. I WILL be a guest on several episodes of the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast very soon! Yep, I emailed, the host responded, we had a nice phone call, and set up some possibilities. I’m honored to share my journey with Warrior on that platform. More on that as it nears but humbled how they’re open to my different perspective with a touch of my own moves mixed in the match. I will bring truth, spirituality, humor, and stories that hopefully will inspire viewers or listeners to always believe in Warrior’s messages as I do.

Have you ever noticed how sometimes we want so desperately to stay on a platform and yet keep getting clotheslined down? Deep inside, we know it isn’t right for us and stillllll cling with hope that maybe, just maybe something will change. Then, it doesn’t so we need to decide if it finally is time to step off. Will another one come along? We need to know it will somehow, someway.

I look at many things that have happened to me in various ways in which I fought too hard until finally tapping. Several attempts were made to be the victor in that battle which sometimes could lead to a war. Only then would I realize how MY platform~~~ the right platform was always there waiting for my return. What I mean is this. How many times have you tried a new way, possibility, or experience that might’ve been challenging but did it anyway? We need those moments but more times than most, we recognize our levels of certainty and familiarity. I’m not saying to never go for a different opportunity~~~ absolutely not. What I am saying is after we move ahead with that new idea, we like the platform which belongs to us with all its levels. Sure, I do “outside the box” or platform here stuff but then every time, my comfort is there again. You readers know my faves, right? You have yours too, I know it! I want to creatively pursue a few new “titles” and some work, but then others don’t (like that group of women) mentioned earlier. It’s me and the boys over and over so perhaps that is my main event of the platform which I need more.

Who knows what the future will hold as I crave other types of connections detoured from my “norm” but the pattern goes back to what I know most, almost all the time. Do you get it? My spirituality takes me in exciting concepts but the plans that truly win the match involve what I pursue through this work. I see this repetition, believe me I do. Success is measured by us all in varying ways but in my life, that right platform gorilla presses everyone else most often. I still try as we always are striving for a variety of experiences every day.

I just shake my head (or ropes) sometimes and say: “ OK Universe you win” but really, I do too because passions make that platform come alive. You will know how this goes in your life. Fitness is another one here along with music, meditation, reading, the 80s wrestling podcast guys, and so much more. The BIG stuff though? Well, that man you see ⬇️ influences and inspires much of it through me and I will continue as long as my platform is viable. It’s really my entire life in many facets, but we shall see how the years move ahead.

Warrior always sought ways to get that right platform in place for true fans to witness. Whether it was wrestling or his many other projects, he wanted a legacy to own and for others to make theirs known as well. Now, most of us will not go about it the same way but we all want recognition for accomplishments, respect, and loyalty, true? Of course! The journey is all about seeking as many ways as you can~~~ no matter what opponent gets in your way. Sure, it can be ultimately challenging but if you pursue and stay the course of a warrior, that right platform is in the next arena. Follow the breadcrumbs, line up the puzzle pieces, 🧩 or whatever you need to listen to your gut like Warrior had said. I know I’ve stated how discouraged I get with situations and people but we need the belief in ourselves since without it, nothing goes anywhere.

Keep doing those things that fill your ♥️ and light up your face. Those are the ones that will lead you to that right platform. It might not be exactly as you envisioned it to be but trust that the Universe works with you on all this. Once on that platform, what comes after? Well warriors~~~ that’s the next match.

P.S. My episodes hopefully 🤞🏻 (fingers crossed) on the podcast will be taped early March! ☺️💚🤍

Take that Risk! 🤼❤️🤍

I should’ve used that photo below in honor of Valentine’s Day last week, but did not. Many fans know the Phil Collins song “ Two Hearts” that he and Ultimate Warrior “danced” to back in 1990 with some wrestling after. I have referenced it before as yet another silly idea the (then) WWF did back in the day. Never have I used that photo of UW and Phil so thought to bring it forward today, a week later. It’s a great love song actually as yet another thing I always questioned with their connection to Phil. I know he had to plug his latest songs, but really? It’s all so goofy which still makes me laugh today. 😂 Was it a risky move by Vince to do that segment? Who truly knows but it kept putting his wrestlers more in the mainstream or spotlight of last time.

Are you warriors reading today risk takers? I’m not when it comes to certain areas but then others~~~ many might say I am. I think age has been teaching me to take more of those chances yet still, I hang back some. I will say this though. With this blog, the book I wrote, and other ventures in that area have been very risky for me and yet I will run around that ring if I can. When it comes to something we believe in, many of us want to see it through. We shake those ropes and might even be silly in order to get that attention. It’s not just to say “ see me over here” but more to say “ see THIS over here, it’s important.” There’s a difference warriors as I’m sure you all can know.

The risks we take don’t need to define us but are necessary at times for growth. Warrior took MANY and eliminated what others would think. That’s tough and yet he still made those choices with risks in both his personal and professional life. Lately, I’ve been doing a few so-called risky things and actually don’t feel bad about any of them. Some may work out for me and some may not. At least I had enough WARRIOR in me to try and that’s all I can ask for. Many times I feel isolated with those risks but feel that intensity to let others hear my voice, know I matter, and that *MY* stories are just as valid as anyone. I might not have the exact experience or knowledge but just like you dear reader, we all need to contribute in a way that works. Take that risk anyway. What’s the worst which could happen? I’m not saying something huge here but perhaps you just get a no thank you. Oh well, you took that risk, put yourself out there and faced the unknown. That’s life, but it’s how we should be.

I know with me, I do need to be discerning concerning my journey in all this but also trying to balance what I bring to the squared circle in a way. Do you feel this sometimes with folks who perhaps want your views but then because of certain criteria, they pass? It’s like when interviewing for a job and what the company “deems” important to them. You can have great skills but just might not have that specific qualification they are looking for. I’ve been there and still am in different ways now. It’s also risky putting your abilities forward knowing you can be missing that one thing they are looking for.

This can apply also to a possible romance. I met my husband on a blind date but knew a little about him ahead of time from his sister-in-law who worked with me. It was a risk but we took it anyway. You might get turned down because of something missing like chemistry or even a shared interest. Who’s been there? Is it worth the risk? You need to decide. That NO can many times lead to a YES further down the road but we need to keep putting ourselves out there or life passes us by. Warrior was always challenging himself because he knew it mattered and wanted others to feel the same. Some ideas I won’t risk but I’m willing to compromise in order to educate. My story may not be for everyone, but yours isn’t either. We just do the best we can and hope to find those who truly see our truth in a positive yet relatable way. I honor Warrior’s legacy by living my own and that may not be enough for some ~~~ but it is for me. You have to take the risk to be yourself first and foremost, despite naysayers.

Look at all the things Vince did that were super risky. I disagreed with many over the years but most worked. They either excited or frustrated fans but he had eyes on the product and that’s what a promoter does. I could not eliminate total emotion on some topics but he seemed to because of his belief in business. Say what you will but he put WWE on the global fast track and look at the company today. Love it or hate it, the risks made it the powerhouse it is now in this day and age.

Risks can be uncomfortable but that is what we grow from and how we learn. You don’t have to sky dive or bungee jump as a risk. I will not ever but do those things that are attainable for you. Always can you increase them later on once confidence builds. Learn from it and move on. I will add here~~~ some letdowns hurt more than others but we can’t force that connection despite the risk we took. I was recently told to be “ in the whole.” At least that was how I inferred this message to me. I interpreted it to mean being wholly in the present or the moment presented to me. No specifics but my definition could differ from another. No matter what, be in the “ whole” and take it all in. Experience it all and be prepared for fall out of that risk. Own it and see where it takes you.

So warriors, how risky are you? Are you willing to take more or are you comfy with where you’re at? I’m sure I need to take more out of my comfort zone but they come little by little each day. We might not jump headfirst into the pool but at least we are in it, treading water until fully learning to swim. Dancing along to “ Two Hearts” 💞 might not be a risky move but it is OK to be silly sometimes in lieu of all the challenges ahead. I never stop on this warrior journey of mine with the little risks while moving my heart “ til the end of time.”

P.S. Does anyone remember my story of hearing “ Two Hearts” in my local grocery store on Warrior’s birthday one year? I almost couldn’t shop, I was laughing so hard!!! “ She knows, she knows, she knows…” 😂💘😉

Share the Spotlight 🔦

***A quick note to add before beginning today and that is this. 34 years ago this month is when I started a workout routine. I mention it because when I started, it was during the ‘92 Winter Olympics. Now, we are having these current Olympics so it comes to my mind more frequently then. That story has been shared many times on here, but the Olympics was our connector on that today.

Moving forward, the spotlight is on a few topics today warriors so let’s shine your light bright. You will see that WWF Spotlight magazine with Ultimate Warrior on the cover. I had remembered this publication as well and knew Warrior was featured. That cover has circulated for years, and I totally recall them showing the latest issue “ now on newsstands”with the syndicated shows. I decided to finally use it as a photo despite him looking super serious. It brought a topic my way, so spotlighting it is. A few days from now is Valentine’s Day so get geared up for all the love. My husband and I got engaged 💍 on that holiday as many may know and this year marks 25! That is quite the milestone as I’ve shared the story on here. Even if you don’t celebrate, date yourself or do something fun anyways. We all deserve love however it comes our way. We plan on honoring the Cheesecake Factory gift card received at Christmas so I am excited for that! 💘❤️💜🤍

Another quick note to mention is that the Seattle Seahawks won Super Bowl LX so another great milestone! I usually don’t mention other sports a lot on here (besides recently,) but yet another team one that rarely wins so I am always for them. The last reason I will mention them winning is this. Their last championship was 12 years ago in 2014 so you fans know why I give that a mention today. Well deserved Seahawks! 🏈🩵💚

Moving forward, “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast shared the Spotlight numerous times with Steve Wilton as more will be discussed soon. Check them all out if you are interested as he discusses Warrior’s HOF induction, his final RAW speech, and life after working as the Ultimate’s manager. Steve shares personal stories with fans and laughs included as well. I enjoy them all and thank the guys for spotlighting Warrior’s truth in a much needed way. I wish I could link an episode but I’m unable to do that as I’ve tried several ways… hmmm… Guess you just need to head on over to YouTube and search it up. I will keep trying though.

OK, then, let’s get into sharing that spotlight a little more. Is that a concept you do well or is it one that you tend to dislike? I think with me it varies based on the entire situation. With wrestling, tag teams need to share that spotlight but of course very different with singles competitors. Hulk Hogan loved the spotlight , Warrior not in so many ways. Did Hulk like sharing that spotlight?, Not entirely I believe even though business decisions needed to be made. Did Warrior like sharing the spotlight? What I mean by all this is if they accepted when another would attain that high status of being at the top but THEN concede to another’s victory. So, I need to answer about Warrior here. I do know he did not feel it necessary to always have a belt, but getting to that level was his goal. Once the belt or title is upon you, then what? Are you OK with dropping it after a bit or do you want that position to remain a while? I truly believe it all depended upon who a possible opponent would be as many of the guys did not want to relinquish to just anybody, at least without certain conditions being met.

I just wanted to show the two top good guys in Hulk and Warrior anticipating sharing a spotlight and how they differ somewhat with that attention. Hulk was the champ for so long, it became part of him as his natural in a way. Despite that spotlight, he still wanted the friendship with guys like they all were on the same “team” if you will. Warrior never truly craved that spotlight in the same manner as Hulk, but it goes with the territory of wrestling. It’s all on how one handles that spotlight that matters. Warrior wanted his own way of being in the spotlight as that became very evident post wrestling as well. His idea of a spotlight meant more than the life of a pro wrestler. Some will always crave it, others might~~~ but then it fades. Which type are you?

I loved being cheered when performing in high school choir with that spotlight ahead. Who wouldn’t love a standing ovation after months of hard work? That is similar to the wrestlers. I also love receiving compliments and views on the work I am bringing forth to all of you as that spotlight means the world. Do I want or need 1 million lights on me? Nope, not at all but some do and that’s their right. I bet you all can think of a moment or perhaps several where you were in that spotlight or had to share with another. I know those compliments I receive aren’t technically sharing the spotlight but I do applaud those willing to bring their experiences to the world in their own way.

It can become difficult if you’ve been working on a project and another is set to best you in some fashion. Would you be OK with allowing them by stepping aside or would you be willing to share that spotlight? It is interesting to consider indeed, as perhaps you dislike that person which will then make your response easier. There will be those times when we will need to concede to someone at attaining status we have already received. Family members, friends, and coworkers are much about that spotlight as it truly begins in early childhood for sure. I’ll have to ponder this whole spotlight question in my life from now on when a situation arises. I won’t ever be in that degree of a pro athlete but in other areas, it does creep in sometimes. I started teaching little kids long before my sisters did. They continue in that field today as I do not. I never had to share a workspace with them for a spotlight but as family, I did get a little resentful back then. After all, they copied, right? It was my career. Those feelings are long gone but they crept in like that slithering snake Damien, ha ha! (For any wondering~~~that was the name of Jake Roberts’s snake! 🐍)

So readers, you can share a spotlight on this love holiday or go in alone. You can enjoy watching those podcast guy share a spotlight on Warrior in a positive way. You can even share a spotlight on those who have achieved what you could not and that’s the hardest idea. Warrior became his own spotlight which worked best for him but was able to leave that light behind to start a new one. Can you share a spotlight? Take some time to figure that one out. Be a spotlight and let others shine theirs…

P.S. I DID find a few links on the UW fb page. Here is one from the podcast: “ Ultimate Warrior manager speaks out.”

https://youtu.be/FPz2_0DSV2A?si=2AV04Q5PFQuo3V1

*** If this is inactive on here, you may have to search it up on “ The Masters of Wrestling” youtube channel. Look for “ The Ultimate Truth podcast.” Many episodes to choose from! 👏🏻💪🏻🤼‍♂️💙