The Angelic Devil😇😈

Wait, that title can be so changed into the Devilish Angel, right? I guess it so could but I’ll stick with the first. After all~~~ UW is wearing white in this pic… 😉 Before “running” with that topic, I’ll be off next week because of our move. We will be extremely BUSY. I’ll feel like bouncing off all four corners of those ropes between a squared circle! Then, it will be June warriors. Hard to imagine where May went but with the craziness around me, it’s almost a blur. I barely recognized it being here just like that pic of UW below. At first, I wasn’t sure when first seeing it quickly and then of course knew. It’s those rare shots of him minus face paint and that was yet another from his return in 1996. Does he fit that title above or is it the other way around? I’m sure you fans have your opinion as no trolls are allowed into these writings.

I’ll start with me and a recent experience. Have any of you ever had Reiki done? It’s a healing modality on an energetic level and yes, I have gotten this technique in the past only not that often. It began a few months ago when I wanted to take my dog as never had I witnessed energy work on an animal before. It was something I really wanted to try, even though I knew in my heart her life was coming to an end soon physically. I’m so glad I still took her as I got a few messages but it left me with some peace. Not absolute answers, but it doesn’t always work like that and I’m OK not knowing. 🙏🏻

Moving onto my session as she gave me a complementary time if I still wanted to come back. 🥹 What a nice gesture as I surely took her up on that. It was much needed with all the moving stress! I’ve mentioned this type of work before but if new here, it’s basically someone gifted who can read internal energy inside the body that isn’t purely physical. You can look up more info as there’s lots out there far too detailed explaining on these writings. Anyway, she cleared my chakras and sensed strong and or weak areas. Chakras is another term you can educate yourself on as why not learn something new? I sure did years ago. That’s a big reason we are here. It was a very calm and relaxing experience as she used a few crystals too. Afterwards is where this title gets a little more into focus for me.

She asked how I felt, and I then proceeded to ask her what she sensed or could pick up on. I won’t give everything to you but what she did say was how good and positive my overall energy is on a spiritual or soul level. Look, I know my nature but sometimes we all can be a little bit devilish, right? It’s like those movies where a character has the angel /devil complex and one in each shoulder whispering in their ear. You know those, right? So, my practitioner was just blissful when relating how I truly am. It was so endearing to hear from a professional who practices these things. I was a nice person when meeting her and bringing my pup, but she didn’t really know me on a deeper level until my session.

I do try so very hard despite critics and naysayers to preach the good but I gotta say something about the other part. Many of you loyal readers know if you push my buttons too far~~~ you’ll feel metaphorical clotheslines from me or even those “swear” words of a few weeks past! It’s like that ol’ Britney Spears song which states: “ I’m not that innocent!” ! I was so grateful though how she could relay that beautiful message to me although deep down, I already knew. I’m one of those people who just thinks~~~ “ can’t we all just get along?” I get too frustrated at times with someone who can’t use common sense, some that become too vain, and some who choose the system over themselves. Warrior knows that last one very well but I know he’d agree with them all.

Getting back to him for a moment. So, was he an angelic devil or a devilish angel? It’s all relative readers based on life situations that we all find ourselves in daily. None of us are immune to either devil or angel but deep down in all our souls, we are GOOD… It’s just decisions that sway our minds and thoughts. Like Warrior said in his HOF speech: “ I AM a good guy.” I’ve referenced that before but just like those we disagree with, there is good as we just need to find it. It goes for every single one of us. I’m not getting into horrific ideas here, but just day-to-day stuff. My advice is to just let it go like that song of “ Firehouse.” That was one of the bands he listened to on the road. Be the good you want to see but it’s OK to bring a little devil along for the ride.

We can’t be angels all the time folks as that’s nearly impossible, especially based on global events or whatever is happening around us. It’s fine to get mad as we all need to be human but just don’t let the devil win the match~~~ at least not most of the time. You are allowed to eat that piece of cheesecake, however! 🤣 For those who speak ill of Warrior (as many probably do and will,) I ask you to look at choices made in your life that possibly were not always right or deemed acceptable by others. Despite our inherent good nature, we can’t be perfectionists and aren’t allowed to be. We are wired to make mistakes but it’s how we rectify them and choose again that matters most. I am guilty as well but I certainly try or at least I’m aware enough to notice.

How would you describe your ways, dear readers? Do you see yourself as more devilish or angelic when it comes to how you handle everything thrown at you? Some ideas can be gorilla pressed to the mat but then others we just let go as we should. It’s such a dividing complex, isn’t it warriors? I do believe we want the good but then something or someone gets in the way. That’s life though with all its journeys we must wrestle with. Prove your worth with that angel and devil wrestling it out on your behalf. Who wins? I can’t decide that for you as unlike the WWE (F) it isn’t scripted. I know my preference but it’s all lessons we need to learn as Warrior did too. I know he did. Let’s be angels but let the devil get tagged in sometimes too. Just don’t let him win a championship title!

P.S. I’ll be back in a few weeks to start up June so get caught up on your reading! Last time bringing these thoughts to you in my current home… 🚚🔐📦🛣️🏡

P.P.S. Here’s the links for a few more episodes of the Ultimate Truth podcast: “ Ultimate Warrior TRICKED into 2014 return”?

https://youtu.be/h8LxsLRZ5k4?si=phhypPjX6X4k6c7R

“ Dana Warrior MISSING?”

https://youtu.be/WhSufuh08XY?si=FDHzob5SWOnokc93

*** Again, if not able to view on here, head on over to “ The Masters of Wrestling” YouTube channel under “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast… 💪🏻🤍

Voices Never Die! 🎤

Absolutely not warriors unless we let them. I’m not exactly sure what Ultimate Warrior was specifically referencing in the pic below but he always used his voice, despite naysayers. My guess is that was during his feud was Goldust as I believe it to be 1996, “ In Your House.” That’s also the time he alluded to the RAW crowd with his words of “ you spoke to me… all you spoke to me!” He said how there was one thing that wouldn’t die in the 3.5 years of his absence~~~ and that was the voices. It was the voices of all YOU fans who supported and cheered him on through it all. My wish is that you never lose your voice for what matters most, never let it die. I certainly am not as you well know and it continues on other ways. I will not be silenced for what I believe in and what is important to me, including the truth of Warrior’s messages mixed in with my own. Don’t let those uneducated pin you down to submit!

This “ropes” into how my voice never dies when it comes to sharing my thoughts on here about life, Warrior, or hopefully inspiring you all in someway. I’ve had many opportunities over the years as it’s always such an ultimate adventure when new ideas get brought to life. Some I initiate and yet others naturally seem to flow as we need both. I’m always grateful when you too dear readers~~~ reach out to share your stories or memories with me, some personal and some about Ultimate Warrior himself. See, your voice needn’t die either and I remain humbled you think highly enough of me to trust. My heart thanks you from one warrior to another as we need it all. 🤗

Most recently, I resumed taping for the “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast under “ The Masters of Wrestling” YouTube channel. It was me and The Master Emir once again bringing more Warrior topics your way. The four we discussed were: ~~~ Linda Hogan on the Hulk doc and her comments on UW, ~~~ the dismissal of the Warrior Award, ~~~ where has Dana been, and some of (perhaps) the REAL reasons why WWE finally decided to induct Ultimate Warrior into their HOF. I will link all the episodes as I receive them but please fans~~~ like, subscribe, share, and hype the video into the algorithm to blast this like a rocket ship 🚀 for all those interested! We can use the support moving forward on various deeper topics as time goes on. Emir called our time together “ brilliant” and “ perfect.” Aw shucks, I do my best. I will * NEVER* dishonor Warrior while remaining truthful to what I know in my heart. I might not have a microphone like UW below but still get my messages across like he did with a voice that will never die.

Emir will have some “shorts” available on a few of these videos so check it out when you can. I’m so excited being a cohost and hopefully soon we can bring Mike back as he worked with Warrior years ago as a young college kid wanting to get into the wrestling business. My voice as the only female (as well as often times on the 80s wrestling podcast) will continue on as my own warrior spirit preaching truth as only I can.

Will you warriors continue to make sure your voices are heard and never will die in all that you do? For some of us, we can say a resounding yes without a doubt but then again~~~ we might falter based on our lives and how we approach ideas or even taking a stand. I’m not that picket line kind of gal, but maybe some of you are. We all make a difference with however we share opinions and I hope you know it does count, whether or not one agrees… Lately I’ve learned to defend myself more without “foreign objects” getting in the way. If it offends someone no matter how they are connected to me, well, that’s on them and over time, I’m able to let it go. Notice how I say able to let go and over time because some life events take a while to process as I’m sure many of you are aware of too.

I will say this to you. Once using that voice in one way or another, you will get better and stronger with more confidence which we all need. Say no sometimes without a reason. Stick up for yourself the way you would a friend. Don’t accept what society deems you should do. Don’t do favors or errands for everyone just to be nice. Yes, I realize some of this is quite difficult to master but start small with little changes and as always then the bigger ones will come easier. Warrior chose himself over the business when many disagreed. He used his voice in ways several of us can’t or won’t ever do. We won’t be in his exact position but it’s up to you deciding how your voice gets used and whether it dies or not.

Warrior, even after all these years later has a voice that lives on in all HIS fans or those willing like myself to tell the truth others may not know. We are the ones he needs because his voice physically is no more. Are you willing to take those risks on some of his controversies others do not? We are all different types of fans and are entitled to be, but can you get into the deeper topics of the Ultimate Warrior character or even Warrior himself? It can be quite the ultimate challenge, but I for one am honored to have an opportunity to share my thoughts in ways deserving of him. I will always honor Warrior while respecting my own privacy with what I know on this journey. I know I have referenced using a voice before, but it needs repeating as more comes to the surface of the wrestling mat~~~ especially with all the news out there. Head on over to “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast at “ The Masters of Wrestling” to get more behind the scenes with voices you won’t hear anywhere else in any other format. I am biased, but TRUE fans will know and become more educated in ways never before.

So, will your voice remain strong as long as it can or will it die without truly ever being heard? Your life, your way. You can look to Warrior but look to others too. What really makes your voice stand out and why? You don’t need a microphone or even a podcast, but be that warrior with a voice which will NEVER die.

P.S. Latest episode: “ Linda Hogan’s Lies Exposed on Ultimate Warrior.”

https://youtu.be/Csa63_eznAs?si=BqDAV

*** Again, if not active on here- head on over to Youtube to find “ The Masters of Wrestling” and “ Ultimate Truth” podcast! 💙

May I have a word… (or 2… or more?) 🗣️💙

Yes, I realize it’s a loooong title but happy May readers! It’s moving month for us but not until later on and we might need a couple of extra days. My daughter’s birthday is also at the end of May so we shall see how the weeks go. Shortly, I will not have a teen any longer. My kids are growing as they all eventually do. 🥹 So grateful we found a home that suits us but it’s all the paperwork giving me headaches, ugh! 😩 I will have lived here a milestone around Memorial Day. It will be 25 years. How about that? It’s very emotional 🥲 leaving, but is time as I have had more opportunities to process than my family has. I’m super excited about our new place though and my husband wants a shed so some updates are coming…

Let’s talk photos a minute here. Remember me saying how quite possibly I would try and use the one with a young bodybuilder named Jim Hellwig meeting Arnold Schwarzenegger? Well, I do have that pic but a guy is right in the middle so kinda hard blurring him out. If he was on either side of those men, it would be easier. Don’t want a blurred blob in the center. Sure, I can leave him in the photo but nah~~~ not going to so you won’t see that pic on here. I’m not techy enough to take him out of the photo. My camera doesn’t have that option. ~~~ Next, what you WILL see is a super used photo of Warrior from his WCW days. It has circulated much over the years and I thought it was used before but nope, I had a black-and-white. It’s a little different too.

Moving on, (pun intended!) to other news. I was overwhelmed yet again it seems as one regular guy caller on the 80s wrestling podcast really wants ME to have an opportunity cohosting the show! WHAT, lil ol’ me??? What an honor as sometimes one of the hosts flies solo. I was flattered and the hosts loved the idea. We’ll see if it goes anywhere but I would if truly asked. My only criteria would be a topic I can actually contribute to and not just be a “female prop” in a way for ratings. This warrior girl needs to stand her ground and I will, if needed. They do need some women involved in the show and I’m educated enough without being biased. It sounds exciting!!! If I get that chance, I’ll keep you all posted.

Next, did any of you readers watch the Netflix documentary “ Hulk Hogan: Real American?” Well, read no further if not wanting any spoilers. OK, just one specific area and if not for it~~~ I would not be sharing today. Sure, I can go on and on but then it wouldn’t be my WARRIOR writings, correct? All right~~~ so here’s my rant. First off, it’s the usual “suspects” of interviewees on all these docs with perhaps a few additions mixed in. Did I have a pretty good feeling the Ultimate Warrior character would be trashed? Yep, I did only not quite in the way I expected. You see, it was Hulk’s ex Linda whose comments got to me. Fine, she didn’t like Warrior, but WHO CARES? I heard a rumor, (but it’s probably true because it came from Warrior) how Linda used to “offer” herself to the guys on the road away from their wives. With all the coke parties and such going on, I’m sure that happened. Warrior refused so that could’ve led to her reactions being what they were.

Answer me * THIS* fans? Do you think the general public of wrestling folks give a crap what the guys’s wives think or thought of their opponents? Yes, they do discuss it all with their spouses (or did,) including storylines, angles, matches, and all that so she could be entitled to her opinion or even side with her husband on his. Seriously though, I doubt the guys ever gave a F*CK what Hogan’s wife or any wife for that matter thought of them. It was obvious Linda was asked what she thought of Warrior and answered. Excuse my language, but I feel that way for ALL of them on this and not just Warrior of course. Do you agree with me? That part on episode 2 made me irate, I wanted to shake my own ropes!!! Despite what most usually say about the character of UW, he WAS a bigger draw than Hulk at one time as there’s proof on this. Sure, his personality became “difficult” for them but they act like Warrior did NOTHING for WWF ever and was a waste. How sad to still be so bitter and jealous after all these years. 🤬😠🙄

I will leave it at that as you won’t read any more “swearing” from me on this again. I honestly don’t want them making any more docs on Warrior either as I hope they don’t. It’s all for ratings and money anyway with some truths, but never all. I’m just grateful to know MORE that actually took place and not others twisted versions of what they were shown to be true.

Well, TRUE readers, that’s the news for now starting off this month of yet more busy times and days ahead. My son is almost done with year 4 at college! He will commute next year as he needs another term, but it will be nicer being a little closer to where both kids will be going to school. I hope you all are doing well as summer will arrive here soon enough! I will miss our pool but life “moves” forward as it will for us all in many ways. Enjoy this day warriors!

P.S. Also, am I forever grateful always Warrior never had a family while on the road. He would’ve left the business for sure. Wrestling was part of his life, not ALL of it like the other “lifers” or so it seemed… 🧡💛

Rebrand and Reinvent…

Have you ever had to rebrand or even reinvent yourself overtime? Just like wrestlers do with their gimmicks and characters portrayed, we too need to implement change as years progress. As this month comes to a close, I share one final pic of Warrior during his 2014 WWE HOF weekend doing his own way of rebranding or reinventing. Many thought he would approach his speech in a “destructive” type of manner with being gone and all his misgivings in the business. He did not bring any of that to the Smoothie King center that night. He didn’t even want to initially bring back the character of Ultimate Warrior with face paint on Monday night RAW. Besides little adjustments to his character over the years, he never fully rebranded in a way like many do. Perhaps most can assume he wasn’t around long enough to do so but in reality, he didn’t feel the need. I for one during those times am glad he refused but with our everyday lives, we do and often more than we might know.

This idea came forth as * MUCH* in my life seems to have been rebranded or reinvented in numerous ways. Yes, life is a constant with changes but sometimes it happens super close together where we feel choke slammed. Some choices are necessary and then some just run to the ring unexpectedly. Can you identify with this? Let’s see… where to begin. I had mentioned my Zoom group ending and none of the ladies ever responded. 🫤 I will also be leaving that Facebook group too by early May. So many aspects we just outgrow through little effort on our part. Others actions cause us to notice and we go from there. I have referenced stuff I had liked in the past and then no longer seemed to anymore. Warrior would never be that for me… 💙

Life is always filled with motion like growing kids, relocating, job changes, and all of that but then we get those attacks from behind out of our control. I had wanted to take a final yoga class at my favorite studio one more time before moving and noticed it said online “ permanently closed.” She does have another location but I liked this one better and it did get a mention on here last year being close to where I grew up. I practice yoga at home and can go elsewhere but I probably won’t until finding a new location further south. Many reinventions or rebranding we initiate in and are OK with because we are in control of them but others we are not. Change is a part of life but again, it’s all in how we respond that matters.

Warrior wanted to have more influence over his character, but was told no several occasions. It was only when Vince wanted him back did he offer more creativity and money to him. Warrior did manage to do life on his terms and with the help of others, got his website and OWN rebranded when out of the business of wrestling. He still kept part of himself but wanted to influence and mentor in new ways, not available to him prior. Our roles and careers evolve too but some ideas we can refuse. I remember those times very well and many things asked of me were not in the original job description. Careers are just part of all this, but our personal lives always get tagged in too. It’s hard beginning again, isn’t it readers? We have those mixed emotions of both being bittersweet yet exciting all at once. For me, you’d think moving with college age kids would be easier and yet in ways, it is not. They have become more attached with their own memories which makes it such the ultimate challenge. We’ve never lived anywhere else as a family and yet they need to continue becoming young adults making their own way in the world. Seeing that “ For SALE” sign in our yard was a huge reality punch.

So warriors, what areas can you think of in your own lives that needed or are in need of being rebranded and reinvented in someway? Logically, we do it through aging but are there those times, moments, or situations you feel need some adjustment? A few could maybe be fine tuned but then others completely need to be torn out by the bare minimum and just gutted. I realize much can be our decisions but like a few circumstances written, several will be based on others taking the first step and then we follow. We can choose whether or not to follow or just begin again another way. It’s hard being put in those positions that may affect us differently whether financially, emotionally, mentally, and everything else. What does your gut tell you and should you listen? That’s Warrior’s way for sure. Can you afford to stand up to your principles and how does a rebrand or reinvent fit into it all?

Many may go a certain way because of society or even if they are looking for longevity~~~ it all varies for each of us. Do we have to do this or is it more of a want? All questions worth asking of yourself when going forward on this journey friends. For wrestlers~~~ it’s about business, money, and fans but most of us aren’t famous so a few of those criteria are not on the mat. We do have other concerns though just as important. I’ve actually changed this blog around some over the years as well. Sure, I have topics and photos but I’ve moved onto other areas to discuss or share with you. Remember when I said how never would I use certain pics of Warrior because I had never seen him as a bodybuilder, his tag teams with Sting, or even Dingo? Me and my crazy reasons!!! 🤪 I believe Warrior himself also redid much in his life. He still held onto his beliefs and shook those ropes perhaps not as tightly as before. His entire demeanor had changed that weekend as he made the rounds with forgiveness in peace. If that’s not rebranding readers, I don’t know what is… 🙏🏻🤍

We need to decide what is in our best interest long-term and sometimes the universe intervenes on our behalf. Is it to make life easier for us? That could be so but it also encourages us to have that decision right in front waiting for an answer. We do our part and then let the chips fall where they will, consequences at all. It’s afterwards that matters more once that rebranding or reinventing takes place. How we go on and what to do from there counts and more than a 3️⃣ count, of course. Fans didn’t know what the then WWF would do with the Hulkster once Ultimate Warrior defeated him for the Heavyweight title of WMVI. The business execs knew with him making a movie and stepping away for a bit but then what? Well, we all know what happened but back in those days, not so much. Think of changes in a job maybe similar with shifting priorities for a while. How did it go? You can connect that on your own all the time. Everything in life at some point needs that rebrand or reinvent. The question truly remains though. Once you begin or begin again, does it work? You will know overtime and start fresh another day.

It might be easy, but it might be difficult. Rebrand, reinvent, or not. Look at those life choices that need a Warrior’s wisdom. The answer will be there so be “ prepared and ready…”

P.S. I DID watch the first hour of WrestleMania 42 as it was on ESPN! My husband and I saw the beginning at dinner on that Sunday night in a Mexican restaurant as I had no idea. I went home but was only able to watch the first few matches.…

The REAL You 🫵🏻🧡💚

Welcome back readers to another week of these writings I bring your way every Wednesday. You’ll see a video pic below of Ultimate Warrior reacting to one of Hulk Hogan‘s promos during the buildup to WMVI. That was from the WWE vault YouTube channel mentioned a few posts back but thought it was a great shot to use today. Another mention of Hulk is a new doc series premiering tonight on Netflix. It’s called : “ Hulk Hogan: Real American” and it’s 4 1 hour segments detailing his life~~~ both personally and professionally being the immortal one we as fans will always remember. I will be watching in parts but I’m interested to view it all. I had mentioned how they should do a separate special on him, so I’m glad they were able to film an interview before his passing.

The REAL you coincides with Hulk’s title above but also gets roped in with yet another idea I am expanding upon from “The Masters of Wrestling” podcast. Recently, he was discussing figures well known such as the Hulkster, but one of the reasons? Their names. Yes, that does factor in with those of us old enough to know the gimmick characters of yesteryear. Sure, some still exist in a way but will they be memorable years from now? That’s up to us and culture but the name they choose to use does define them throughout their wrestling career. Besides HH, there’s The Ultimate Warrior ( of course!) The “ Macho Man” Randy Savage, and countless others but I decided to stick with the big 3 of that era. We will know who they were for various reasons and have our own memories of them but without that ever famous name, would they be the same? Many guys back then did use their real name or part of it * BUT* included a moniker inserted. Take “ The Million Dollar Man” Ted DiBiase or Bret “ Hitman” Hart even. Those were their real names but “ The Million Dollar Man” and “ Hitman” are what we remember most, right?

Now, we can move into today’s talent or slightly farther back. How about John Cena who has been mentioned frequently on here and who just hosted WrestleMania 42? Yep, that’s his real name and it totally worked for him in the business. He did go by other names (as I had to look that up,) but WWE fans know him by his real name which will be his legacy. Another one to think of his Daniel Bryan, who as probably many know is not his real name. He just switched it around from Bryan Danielson so there’s that approach as well. Let’s look at a woman example. Alexa Bliss’s real name is Alexis so see what she did there? Another minor tweak but what would’ve worked better? We will never truly know as some do not fully change their entire name. I am thinking of Becky Lynch as another woman example. Becky is her real name, but Lynch~~~ nope. She actually wanted to use her real last name as I did not know that. I assumed with her, both names were legit. A few years back, she went by “ The Man” so that worked for her then.

Another I will state is “ The Undertaker.” He did briefly go by his real name years ago before making an impression with the WWE universe. Look at all the names he used overtime! I believe most were successful but which one stands out or gets remembered most? He’s a tough one to figure out but you fans will know based on what he brought to the arena during his prime. So, I will ask you this after those choices~~~ which is REAL to you as a performer in wrestling? Is it their real name which did work for many (as there are a lot more) or is it the gimmick name you prefer? I cannot imagine Ultimate Warrior becoming famous as Jim Hellwig, can you? As a bodybuilder, that was what he needed to do but as a pro wrestler, going to work. Would we remember Terry Bollea if it wasn’t for Hulk Hogan? Maybe if he stuck with acting or became more of a musician with his guitar playing, but I’m thinking a solid *NO* at that.

I believe if one does decide to use their real name like many did or do, you need to have something added to it like a back up moniker with your gimmick. Vince knew that as I mentioned with “ The Million Dollar Man” or “ Hitman” above. If you didn’t have something like that attached, you got a rhyming name. Jake “ The Snake” Roberts had both but the other factor used was alliteration. We know “ Ravishing” Rick Rude. ROOD was his last name. I use that much with my writing too. HH, MM, you know those guys? I just wrote about them. The Ultimate Warrior had no addition, rhyme, or alliteration, and yet will always be known in the wrestling business. Absolutely will he be forever in our memories other than just his name, but when you say it~~~ you know it. It’s like the lyric from the song: “ Uptown Funk.” “ Say my name, you know who I am…” I love that song~~~ but you get my idea I bet.

Emir had said~~~ in his opinion how he believes the gimmicks of the Golden Era and a little beyond worked better than the names of today. He’s right in many ways regarding longevity and being in peoples minds with what they remember. If your name doesn’t sell with fans, something else should~~~ whatever that might be. Daniel Bryan’s chant of : “ YES!” caught on and yet it seems so simple. Today’s Superstars will be tomorrow’s memories just like I always have mine. Things need to be in place to create a lasting impression fans will keep forever. Well I remember John Cena the same way I will remember Hulk Hogan? Ultimate Warrior? Macho Man? No way, but there are those who were too young are not even born when the other guys were around so is it fair to compare? You be the judge but we are conditioned to follow and like what we like as generations come and go. It can be fun being a certain character with a different name, but at the end of the day~~~ we are just us. The REAL you is true to your core and Warrior knew that always.

So, whatever name you choose or go by and whatever stage of life you were in~~~ be remembered for MORE than just those letters. Your YOU is defined by much more than that.

P.S. Don’t forgot the HH doc. TONIGHT!!! *** Hulk’s statue was also revealed during WrestleMania 42 weekend. I got a little teary 🥹 as I believe it to be a very great likeness. 💛❤️ I heard this WM was very underrated as many said it was not as successful as it could’ve been.. Hmmmmm…… 🤔

Hollywood or Hollyweird?👏🏻🤔❤️🩶

Before covering today’s title, I will begin by remembering the last date within these past two weeks in April. Yesterday, marked 12 years since RAW aired their emotional tribute to The Ultimate Warrior. You will notice a pic below 👇 as I finally got a shot of him greeting fans on RAW but also with “ Hall of Famer” above his name. I had yet in all these years used HOF with him in that way. Glad the thought came to my mind as this month continues. Yes, I know that photo was from his final RAW appearance a week prior but wanted to stick with these memories.

We all know Warrior DID in fact go to Hollywood in 1993 but wasn’t there long. He did refer to it as “ Hollyweird” a few times as a career movies was not in him to keep pursuing. “ Hollywood Hogan” can have that attached to his name but with Warrior, it wasn’t a future he envisioned. Sure, he had the look 💯 totally and did act in the movie “ Firepower” , but the second project with him in the starring role fell through. Warrior wanted to recreate the “ Conan the Barbarian” movies, but did not want to be typecast based on his physicality. I decided to reference this idea a little deeper after listening to a podcast episode of “ The Masters of Wrestling” most recently. Speaking of that, my episode 3️⃣ of “ The Ultimate Truth” podcast is finally out. I will link it at the end. It’s all about how his character influenced women so you guys should give it a listen absolutely!

The Master Emir was discussing how the roles of men in Hollywood have changed much over the years. He cited a few actors, (even some wrestlers) and movies they starred in. Long gone it seems are those Conan type of characters portrayed by men~~~ well being MEN who are brawn and built or even “macho.” I agreed with much of what he said but then disagreed on some. I commented and he actually loved my “women’s perspective” so glad I wrote in! Emir admonished some actors for taking on goofy or perhaps oofish types of roles that seem to demean their quality of being a man. I always like to see both sides of this as with it being Hollywood or Hollyweird. Yes, a few roles I frequently thought were extremely silly based on the guy playing a specific character. I will say this though~~~ people in Hollywood (or weird,) want to challenge themselves and be different than what is expected of them. That sounds like Warrior to me, doesn’t it? These guys have that face or body, which fits a certain “type” but then they want to think outside that for a softer, funnier part just to switch it up sometimes.

Think of “ The Rock” Dwayne Johnson. Most of his roles involve a tough guy image but then as Emir pointed out years ago, he did the “Tooth Fairy” movie which made fans go~~~ huh? Did he pull it off? Well, you can decide that. Perhaps he just wanted a lighter script. He is a father so maybe that changed once he became part of the Disney family. No, all of his roles will not be goofy but we will still know him as that muscled wrestler turned actor.

Another example is Arnold Schwarzenegger. We all know his beginnings with bodybuilding and the Conan movies as I mentioned. How about a few of his different roles for a moment. Anyone remembered “ Junior” where he was a pregnant man? How about “ Kindergarten Cop”? No I just didn’t like it since it came out in 1990! I actually love that movie though as it was truly great to watch him with the little kids. I bet Arnold had fun making both but once again, we were used to seeing him a certain way and then he made us all look twice. Emir mentioned him too in that podcast episode but I do understand why they want to take on unexpected characters that keep fans guessing. It’s similar to a WWE superstar. Does it truly diminish their acting skills? For some I can see how it does but then again, I can see how it does not. What is your opinion on this? I have to find that photo taken of a young Jim Hellwig back in his early days of bodybuilding where he met Arnold. Maybe that’s a good idea to use soon?

I bet you can think of other men in Hollywood that perhaps took on weird roles from time to time. John Cena is another as he also has portrayed an action hero~~~ even with his own series but then again, moves into some ridiculous and often times raunchy guys on screen. John was a huge UW mark too and was acknowledged by W in his HOF speech! Emir was alluding to the fact how the action hero seems to be fading with some men normally primed to take that on and instead succumb to Hollyweird and create a puzzling choice. Again, though~~~ just like with the gimmick matches of the ol’ WWF years, we need the humor to balance out the serious.

As serious as the Ultimate Warrior character seemed to be, there were those times of humor. Very few, but they existed. His funny moments were often like mine of being not fully understood by some but a style all its own. I think many things are humorous when others may not think so. See? We need the balance but are always entitled to our opinions of what we prefer. Emir is included, but I get why he appears so biased. After all, he comes from a wrestling family and has based his business on the physique of men. He does though have Hollywood connections but does that make it weird? It all depends on how one uses it but he is doing the work he loves with passion and purpose. That’s the warrior way.

So, is it Hollywood or Holly weird for all of you warriors out there reading today? Maybe it doesn’t really matter to you as long as you get entertained in a way suited to your preferences. Men can still be macho but also show silliness when needing to. Even “ The Macho Man” had hilarious promos! At least I thought they were. I couldn’t ever see Warrior in a comedic role with a movie but we will never truly know, will we? He definitely had a funny side though, and I’m so glad to at least have known that. Hulk Hogan can be “ Hollywood,” Randy Savage can be “ The Macho Man” but Warrior? He’ll always be ultimate and was never weird to me… 💙

P.S. I still remember telling my family the night of WWE’s tribute to Warrior how we had to start game night early. Mama needed to watch something important to her…

P.P.S. Here’s episode 3 of the U.T. podcast. Check it out from “ The Masters of Wrestling” on their YouTube channel (:

https://youtu.be/BYSMf8nrYLQ?si=gUNg5

Thank you Warrior… 🩷💚🧡💛

“ The Answer is within..” 💙💪🏻🤝

Today is that day. The number 8️⃣ is here to mark 1️⃣2️⃣ years since Warrior left and went back to his original spiritual home. 4 days ago on the 4th marked 9.5 years of me bringing you these writings every week. Life just has a way of sneaking up from behind and bringing us face-to-face with our next opponent, who or what they might be. I had seen that photo of Warrior posing with the “ Brooklyn Brawler” Steve Lombardi numerous times and finally decided it made sense to use today. Warrior acknowledged Steve in his HOF speech as they wrestled close to 100 times I think! I wanted to honor that pic and both of them today as I fondly remember their connection.

The answer is within comes as a result of a few thinkings. First, it alluded to Warrior’s speeches of knowing the genius inside you exists always ready to blast off like a rocket. 🚀 The second mention is yet * ANOTHER* email from my favorite writer as she noticed a woman crying during one of her many workshops. We all struggle at times trying to find that purpose, identity, or mere existence as to why our lives matter. We search for answers because we sometimes can’t go it alone. This woman seemed desperate for something, anything to guide her to that next step forward. I will share my author’s words to that woman as Warrior echoed much as well. She conveyed: “ I think we each contain our own answers and all we need sometimes is for someone to help direct us back to what we already know.”

Yes, this is so very true as I recall similar moments with myself while discovering MY connection to Warrior. No, he never spoke like that through me although he has said other things… 🥹 What I could envision however, was him saying how I personally always had this purpose (if you will) inside but just needed someone~~~ namely him to bring it out in me. He planted the seed but I made it grow. We don’t need others to define us but sometimes need guidance cheering us on in the stands. The answer is within but YOU are the one who brings it forth~~~ not anyone else. I realize this now more than ever with using my voice and messages in various ways. My many readers are mostly men and despite women being more dominant over the years in wrestling, it’s me and the guys which I’ve stated before. I will never bash these men who truly care and respect what I bring to this arena as a woman fan and then some…

Has anyone ever noticed back when either the Ultimate Warrior or even Warrior was doing fan events how there were hardly any women present? Sure, some would be with their guy or off to the side maybe in a pic but never did I see a group of just women coming for an autograph or to speak with Warrior. Correct me if I’m wrong on this but I have watched many videos and never witnessed that. Of course there were female fans~~~ absolutely~~~ but where are they or where were they at signings? Too hidden in the background if you ask me. 🤔

This is exactly why I continue doing what I do but also to always share or inspire all who read as I celebrate Warrior’s life and messages. I will not shrink or shy away as the answers are inside me as well. You guys have your stories and memories different from me, but I have my OWN power and I know Warrior is proud guiding me all along. Never does it not matter as he said of all our lives and what we contribute in ways deserving. I do need some outside sources as rarely can I do this all by myself but the creativity and motivation definitely come from within my warrior spirit. Always am I grateful to anyone for truly reading, listening, and viewing any of my stories pumping life into them through Warrior’s energy.

Warrior knew how to bring his visions to life in ways that others would know as truth when they were ready to receive them. He didn’t have all the answers either, but relied on his own sense of self belief to find some which he encouraged us to do every day in every aspect of our existence. I decided to put these words out there today because after all these years, my stories have been told concerning this time in April. You will reflect in ways that suit you as I do too. Lighting a candle 🕯️ in the evening remains my yearly tradition as I * PAUSE* while thanking Warrior for his time well spent when here. 12 is a big chunk of time when I consider some moments but then others run by just like the character of UW…

We just had Easter last week here too as that holiday usually falls around Warrior’s dates every year. So many activities were going on in my life then but now once again, more to come~~~ just new phases. I’ve learned so much in this time with new opportunities on the horizon. Just because we can’t see the whole staircase doesn’t mean it isn’t there. It’s one step at a time and try not to “run” as you continue your search for those questions. Some might bring you an answer, but some may not. It’s better that way because it encourages more curiosity and learning which is what Warrior would want from us. Don’t spend your entire life waiting on an answer that might never come. Acceptance is a tough thing to master but sometimes we need to tap out in order to tap into another match better suited for us. I’m still learning this warriors as we all remain a work in progress.

Thank you Warrior and Steve Lombardi for that great photo as I treasure all those wonderful pics taken during that HOF weekend. 12 years of him being gone here may not seem that long where he is but I must say~~~ his energy is still so strong as I feel it in many aspects of my life. He is spiritually well and always wants his legion of warriors to know you have the answers within. Make some time to listen to them. He was and is our inspiration but we need to be that for others too. This girl will keep up with the many men voices as I too make mine known. My answers are there waiting to share in all the days I wish to continue on MY warrior journey.

P.S. I love you Warrior and I’m grateful for your words of wisdom always. I believe in every answer meant for me to find…🩷💚🧡💛

Never April Fool’s…

Here we are warriors to April once again. As I always say~~~ like that title above, it will NEVER be called April Fools’ Day to me and hasn’t been for 36 years now on this date exactly. To be clear on another note~~~ these dates lineup just like they did 6 years ago in 2020. That number 6 connecting to WMVI being 36 right NOW. My 6 makes an appearance once again. You will see a shot of the contract signing between Ultimate Warrior and Hulk Hogan with then WWF President Jack Tunney in the middle. Last week was part of the contract with 7, today is 6. Oh, and these dates also repeated back in 2015 as I did check on that. I did not know how April lined up until just a few weeks ago so if you do math correctly, you will get to the number 8… More on that next time.

Thanks to Warrior’s good friend Peter, I was shown through our UW fb group a new WWE Vault video that I will link at the end. It’s called: “ The story of Hulk Hogan vs. Ultimate Warrior (1990)- the Ultimate Challenge of WMVI.” It’s over an hour with interviews, promos, and much previously shown clips but some had been a while for me. A few I vaguely remembered. Parts of their match is shown at the end so a must see for fans wanting to relive that nostalgic time. Who remembers when WM’s started at 4 PM ET instead of the evening? Yep, that was when they were held so Hulk and Warrior probably took to the ring around close to 6:30 PM. Their championship bout was about a half hour, give or take.

My story has been told on here of that late afternoon when I was 17 and a senior in high school. This year watching will be very bittersweet with now both Warrior and Hulk having left us. My birthday viewing this past year was the same. I did watch shortly after Hulk’s passing, but it was too soon. The next time~~~ as I promised myself would be different and it was. Sure, I still had new tears but I celebrated them both in my own way and that will happen again this year, this time. This month brings many dates, milestones, and anniversaries of sorts, mostly in the beginning as I finally look back on them all with so much emotion mixed in.

March flew by, but partly because we had to say goodbye to our much loved dog of almost 14 years. 🐾😓💔🤎 It was one of the hardest things I ever had to face and I asked Warrior if he could check on her for me. I hope he does when visiting his beloved dogs in the Animal Kingdom. I’ve known of other pups passing in April and with my Warrior memories~~~ it would’ve been so much to bear. I’m grateful for her life and ours how it happened when it did as my son was home for his spring break. He just celebrated his 22nd birthday too. I thank all those who have reached out to me with such words of comfort, they truly matter in many appreciative ways you will never know. 🥹

To quote Ultimate Warrior in his WMVI promo: “ physically, none of us can live forever!” That is of course true but the spirits do of those two guys and even my precious pooch. This is what I believe is I hope you do too. The Hulkamaniacs and Warriors came together as one that evening in Canada as many fans were certainly divided, were you? Many also debate if the Ultimate Warrior character was indeed ready to be the brand of WWF back then. I certainly believe he was headed that way like when defeating HTM for the IC belt. Time is always of the essence though, isn’t it? The world of pro wrestling never seems to slow down and speed was at the heart of UW’s gimmick for sure. Without any of it lining up the way it did, we would not have our memories the way they became as this is true for any WWF or WWE moment in history, even today.

Sometimes, just like in our everyday lives~~~ things don’t get lined up exactly as we want or hope but it happens anyway. That’s how it is for all of us in life and I gotta say, it makes stuff so much more interesting at times. Remember those roadmaps of last week? Well, the map doesn’t give us all the answers and we have surprises along the way too, some unexpected and some disappointing. UW winning that Heavyweight title from Hulk did not surprise me all that much (as without being biased,) I knew a change was probably coming.

I could feel and sense it but was not 100% convinced. I think Vince wanted to move forward with UW as champ but then wasn’t sure how to promote or market him as he was so used to it primarily being HH for many years. Again, (without being biased,) being a writer I probably could’ve come up with some great storylines for UW not mimicking Hulk but sometimes that got in the way, which might’ve alluded fans somewhat. I’m not entirely sure on this but it’s one of my theories. This can be another highly talked about area concerning UW’s title reign and the 80s guys did an entire podcast episode on it. You better believe I called in to voice my opinion.

The Ultimate Challenge has so many feelings attached to me as I’ve shared much over the years. I watch to remember, to be entertained, to celebrate, and know the good without the negative aftermath coming to the ring. I slam all that down to the mat, as it has no place during my viewing time. I loved when I heard Hulk say how much fans continued to tell him on socials that the match with him and Warrior was their favorite. I hope they both can maybe meet up where they are now and reminisce together in some spiritual way. Wouldn’t that be truly ultimate?

OK, there were so many other matches that day as I loved the mixed tag team one and Demolition 3peating as tag team champs! So grateful they are getting into the HOF finally!! *** Here’s to WMVI turning 36, 1990 was a great year for me too. I can hear UW’s theme of “ Unstable” anytime! And, my ear was ringing when writing this near the end… 🥰

P.S. Here’s the link to the WWE Vault YouTube channel. “Story of Hulk Hogan vs. Ultimate Warrior (1990), the Ultimate Challenge of WMVI.”

https://youtu.be/watch?v=4yGfK5VWs5M&si=45dl-cRUjjlXByX- 1:18:02 in length.

*** Again~~~if this link is not active on here, head on over to the WWE vault YouTube channel. 💪🏻💪🏻💙💙

Warriors make the Command! 💪🏻🤼💙

I promised you readers how another * BIG* anniversary was coming your way so today is the day. WMVII turned 35 yesterday on the 24th. It was that iconic and unprecedented match between “ Macho King” Randy Savage versus the Ultimate Warrior in a career ending retirement bout. You will see UW below during the contract signing saying: “ My gods have spoken and the warriors have made the command- ‘til the end!” ! I still get teary every time I watch the end when Randy reunites with Elizabeth and as I always say~~~ ratings GOLD at that moment. To all reading who might not know this, but a million NO’s here. Warrior respected Randy so much and would NEVER just pressure the “ Macho King” to get pinned by UW’s boot over his chest. Those guys rehearsed how that match went numerous times and Randy would never have agreed to something like that unless it worked for the match or helped business.

I’m not entirely biased as there are interviews but it’s also knowledge I just know so true fans will understand that. Of course, I can’t forget the other matches of WMVII but MK and UW stole that show as many others will attest. 35, my oh my~~~ another milestone for more of UW’s WM’s and the only time he walked and not ran to the ring. He and Randy were so unique and special together as I’ve written about plenty. That’s my command as one of Warrior’s warriors but many know this about them or I hope you do.

I hope all of you make the command to do in your life what will live forever as that was another of Warrior’s words of wisdom. Those two guys did just that with their unforgettable WMVII match, but we too can do things which become impactful. Think about it for a minute. Us wrestling fans STILL talk about our favorite times from certain eras ( the Golden one for me) even 35 years later. Sure, what they did is not what us regular folks will do, but we all have our own unique purpose~~~ however you find it. If you feel like you aren’t sure what yours is, I command you from one warrior to another to search well and keep searching. It might take 35 years but at least you can say you found it.

What is commanding you until the end warriors? It’s OK if you can’t directly pin it to the mat but your intuition will be nudging you until it gets brought forth. It might not be slamming in your face but more of a little snarl starting in your chest. I was struck by a line in a recent email which made me *PAUSE* yet again. I guess you can say, despite my work~~~ the snarl in my chest started to form as it never truly leaves. It pertained to doing the work which yes, Warrior alluded to in many speeches. To summarize, we all are given a roadmap of sorts to interpret in our own way with many paths. We have choices but need to decide which way to go as one will command you more if you truly feel it to be so.

If believing you are commanded to continue or even begin certain work in your life, DO IT despite naysayers. For me, this cannot be more true. I do feel I was “ prepared and ready” which was another quote from Warrior on the “Ultimate Collection” DVD to move forward with my writings, speaking, and sharing truth with all of you. Warrior’s work is continuing through me as I perceive him in differing ways. No, my commanding isn’t the same as what story was referenced in that email surrounding a millennia ago, but nevertheless~~~ it started my snarl as the gods have spoken til the end. I know this might sound a little much for some of you but remember as my friend wrote: “ you sound like an expert and not a gushing fan.” Another truth told by one who knows me well.

You may have many roads commanding you and even though a choice needs to be made, change can be made later and nothing’s wrong with that. We are allowed to have options as that is what our free will enables us to do. Sometimes, that road ends or the path gets well worn guiding us to new ones. You might not see it along the way but deep in your gut, it knows the direction on command. Those nudges will turn into slams but always in a good way. Some of them marked on our roadmap may not make sense but later on they will. Here’s a direct quote from that email: “ so, the work, the purpose in being human is to try, and fail, and try again to remember the soul of who we are.” Yep, our soul knows that true path meant for us with roadblocks and all. We still need to try and see where it takes us. Just make sure your commanding work is coming from your soul and not the ego. Our true work “ returns us to the heart.” ♥️ . That’s a quote too. I don’t believe any critics will question that of me anymore, but if they do~~~ I let them. Perhaps they’re not meant to truly understand.

So warriors, as we remember WMVII of 35 years ago this week, think about what your soul is commanding you to do. Randy and Warrior did their work but now, we need to do ours. I hope you are but when in doubt, ask that inner voice we all have just waiting on the ready. No overthinking or planning is needed unlike those two guys getting ready for their retirement match. Tune into yourself to listen to those gods commanding you. They won’t pin you down to the mat with a boot either. Make sure your work lives forever till the end, no matter what it is. Your work is your work and the roadmap is there. You just need to decide what path to take, even 35 years later…

The BIG 3-0! 💪🏻🤼💙💙

Hello fellow warriors! We are mid month in March already, it is “running” fast, isn’t it? You will notice that iconic pic of Ultimate Warrior slamming a young Hunter Hearst Helmsley in their quick WrestleMania XII match. I know I’m going out of order here but even though XII came after VII, this one is not of a high magnitude if you will. All of UW’s WM’s will be officially in their 30s on the 24th, which is the big 3-0 of WrestleMania XII. They range from 38 to 30, all 6 UW was part of. You can look up those dates on your own as I will not list them this year. So, 1996 was 30 years ago and maybe some readers are turning that age this year! I assume most are quite older but guess I have no idea. You youngsters would not even have remembered Ultimate Warrior but I’m sure you are familiar with him now. Next week brings another WM milestone most fans will know. I’m always grateful to Triple H for working so hard along with Steve Wilton to get Ultimate Warrior into the WWE Hall of Fame. They both stayed true to their words despite a difficult past of Warrior in the company.

Speaking of truth, I will link episode 2 of the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast at the end of this post today. It was mostly about my teen story of following wrestling, Warrior’s character with his impact, and the challenges I faced being a girl fan. I hope you all enjoy as I speak my truth while sharing experiences possibly some of you readers can relate to.

As always, I thank those that truly are interested to hear all the guests with their own stories on how Warrior impacted them. I will share another comment from a friend of mine. He personally left me a message but then posted on the video itself. I realize these people are in my life and not strangers but they are free to share how they see fit while being aware of my journey. This friend also bought my book “ Spirit and Belief” 📗 a few years ago and he is an author himself so knows a thing or two about writing. He owns a sports company local to my area as they are gaining national attention as well. Here’s what he had to say:

“ I really enjoyed it and felt it was fair and accurate. The Warrior is multi-leveled with a heavy magnitude… When you talk, you sound like an expert and not a gushing fan. You speak slowly and clearly. Very important… I’m enjoying this immensely. This host is incredibly spot on. That was great… Kathy is genuine and a great addition… I truly enjoy her…”

Oh my goodness, I did expect all of that but how overwhelming to me reading it. I just asked his opinion but it brought me to tears, it really did. 🥹 He did say other words but I will leave it at those. Yes, he is another who can be biased * BUT* made some great points as well about Warrior and even the host so NO~~~ not all about me. I gotta say though~~~ I was a little nervous on the show but knowing I came across clearly to him is a huge compliment. Guess I am an “expert” in some ways. 😉

I’m so looking forward to speaking and interacting with the others soon in the future. Gee, back in 1996 I was 24 (later in the year) and had bought Warrior’s 1st comic book. That was when I first discovered “ Destrucity”which is also turning 30~~~ at least to me when I wrote it down and hung it on my wall. How about that? Another time in Warrior’s life becoming the big 3-0 which ironically was also the last WrestleMania he was present for, albeit 18 years later. 1996 was the last time he was on the WWE roster before parting ways for good~~~ or so he thought. Then, he became part of the 2014 HOF roster of a different kind.

I wasn’t even following the Ultimate Warrior’s career any longer in 1996 because like I’ve shared, we didn’t have cable and by then I probably had no idea he returned anyway. My only wrestling connection would’ve been my brother and he was moving ahead in his personal life. He might’ve still followed WWE, but I wasn’t so didn’t think to ever ask about it much. That year was quite a big one for me and my siblings… Earlier in the year at my first preschool job, we combined with another school. I ended there in May after spending 6 years and returning to the building where I began. My number six once again. That story was my full circle told already although not comparable entirely to Warrior’s 18 years of his circle. That fall, I started a second preschool position, then my brother married his first wife, my younger sister also got married, and my youngest sister began high school. My one sis and her hubby will also celebrate their big 3-0 anniversary this year so yet another with that number.

Whew, that was a lot of info I know. Lots happening that year of 1996, 30 years ago. What was your life like then as I bet you can remember some details?! I will be watching all these WM’s of UW’s I own, including his HOF speech when I can as they all near. It’s always such a busy time as I’m filled with so many mixed emotions. Very grateful to have this media to watch him perform as only he could. I take it all in and reflect on each one differently. We have so many ways now to keep his memory and legacy alive~~~ even that squash match of WM XII. Now, I have my own podcast moments to save and make part of my Warrior collection. You will have your favorites too in your collection.

So, here’s to the big 3-O of WM XII in 1996. Would any of you have guessed Triple H became Vince’s son-in-law and now is in charge of creative at WWE? A LOT can happen in 30 years whether you were a fan or still are. Warrior’s or WWE, I remember it all…

P.S. Here’s the link to episode 2 of the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast all about my teen story and how the character impacted me…

https://youtu.be/9zdBkgtFseA?si=OqCWXOv6Rs2Yfl

*** Once again, if this link is not active on here, head on over to the “ Ultimate Truth” podcast under “ The Masters of Wrestling” hosted by The Master Emir…