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Spiritual Salon Stories 🧡✂️🤍

We are here in this 11th month warriors so happy November! 2025 is almost done, how can that be? The holidays will be in full swing as Thanksgiving approaches for me here in the US. I hope all of you are doing well as you join me today for a few more great stories but first about that pic ⬇️ below . Yes, lately a few are just random that I got from IG but don’t y’all just love seeing Warrior sign those WMVI trunks at an event? He looks so happy and it’s a great shot of him. I’m grateful to whoever took that photo, it’s pretty ultimate. 🥰

So, I am back to bringing some personal experiences but I love those and I hope you gain a little perspective on them in someway. I had mentioned my Hair Salon a few times over the years but today, it’s about the new hairdresser and our similarities. Once more, I meet a woman who like my previous stylist~~~ is spiritual in many aspects. She also works as a massage therapist so I will have to check out that space soon! I guess once some conversations start, we get on a roll and then the match begins. It is amazing and I’m so glad my transition with her has been going well after what happened with the previous stylist. I have been to see her twice now and wow~~~ 😯 such great insights on both ends. Sometimes, I feel like what I do doesn’t matter much or is not making a difference and then I get the validation I need. It truly is a beautiful thing as I wish the same for all of you on your journeys in life.

OK, so yes~~~ she works with crystals and also sages which are things in common with me. We shared a little but then she told me how alone she feels with her practices. Her kids think she’s a witch 🧙 but I told her how we are good witches. She doesn’t like that term as I understand. We don’t know how these words got so twisted around into the negative as most began positively. Other religious cultures changed and evolved overtime but that’s how it started as was easier to believe. Hollywood and the movies took over because really, most everyone loves the scary. This is not a post Halloween message as unfortunately it is true. The good stuff bores folks. Think about it here.

What always comes to mind is aliens. 👽 No, I am not getting off track but I totally can for sure. The only good alien movie is ET. Correct me if I’m wrong. Yes, there are good witch movies too but we need that antagonist always. I have to say this just to add. Glinda in “ The Wizard of Oz” was my favorite character, but Glinda in “ Wicked?” Not so much. I get why they had to make her that way in the modern version but nope, I’ve known too many girls like that. I do love her beginnings though when she truly was a friend to Elphie. I just don’t like all the “popular” vanity stuff. We all are a little vain but some are just too much like Glinda in this modern Wicked movie. I was BORN to love the color PINK 🩷 but my personality echoes Elphaba. No, not being “wicked” but the not fitting in or being different part. I guess I have both! Oh, I’ve always liked green though. It’s on my book cover. I will be seeing “ Wicked for Good” in the theater soon.💚🖤

Back to my stylist here. She went out to say how she was very happy to get matched with me and gave me her number. I was honored how she felt that bond with me enough to share and then listen. I offered hope and compassion as I have been there where she is and still am at times. After a few moments of conversing, she then said this: “ I sense a strong male spirit energy around you.” I will let that sink in for a moment as I need to preface it a little. With this time of year, I do some ancestral work close to the holidays and have been wondering if anyone in my bloodline or DNA ever did this path or felt the same way? I’ve been asking for a feminine guide as more women I believe did certain practices (like “witches”) than men, but who knows? We hear more about the women but in many indigenous cultures~~~ the elders, men, or shamans originated in those rules.

I had shared a little of my request to her but then instead of possibly sensing a woman, she sensed a masculine spirit. So, readers~~~ who do you think I could’ve felt around me? No, I’m not thinking of Warrior at the Hair Salon BUT based on some topics we discussed~~~ it was highly likely. Do I think he wants to hang out there? A no again on this. It might not be the actual, physical place as it’s the words and thoughts that lineup energy. She told me after a bit how truly wonderful my gifts are as I was humbled to receive that compliment. 🥹 Did I believe Warrior’s energy was there with us? For a second I doubted it but then I always believe. I don’t think he’s always at a gym working out either… There are other “places” to be! 😂😂 I do have my own personal ways of trusting and it’s hard to share with you all as you probably know by now. I’m so very sorry but you can infer based on my past posts. I am not naïve and do not just believe in what I think is true. I was a BIG skeptic and doubter for sure but now I know more. They wanna have fun with us where we are!

It’s a great feeling when we are visited by those in spirit (of the good energy) even at some unpredictable moments. Remember years ago when I heard the same song 3️⃣ times in a week and one was at the Hair Salon for a 3️⃣ count? Yep, good vibes there I guess but they know what works for me. Believe as you wish warriors… If you think it’s kooky, well~~~ you’re entitled to that of course. If you have been through what I have, you just might feel another way… 🤷🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️

So, those are my stories today. Enjoy your day and bundle up if you were getting the colder weather like us here. Not too bad yet but more is on its way. Go get your hair done, it always works like *MAGIC* for me. 💫🔮

What’s Yours is Mine… Um…🤔😑

Today marks 6️⃣ years exactly ( yep… this number once again) that I had those extreme heart palpitations which led me to the ER that night. I dislike totally remembering but I do because of certain connections like October 29, 2013 when 2K 14 was also released 6️⃣ years before my episode in 2019. Yeah, all that right before Halloween, which is in a few days. Those palpitations took me on such a huge warrior journey~~~ I can never fully share. Just know that it was not medical, but totally spiritual which had to happen~~~ as scary as it was for me. It’s yet another yearly time I mention but it’s worth it on here and really does matter. Trust me on this… 💙

Well, with that being remembered now will get into the title above with an “UM” after. Are you into sharing what you have with others or do you get a little stingy? Warrior always wanted to share his wisdom with many but then would become a little overprotective of his UW character as he should’ve been. You collectors out there, how are you with your merch? Many do sell and make it a business but then some probably are super attached or have those items in mint condition~ never opened but waiting for that ultimate sale.

Little kids come to mind here as I know this all too well. Think about when you were young. When you would receive a new toy, did you let friends play with it or not? If you got something you’d been asking for and was super excited, I bet you wouldn’t share for a while until it wanes somewhat. Hopefully, it still interested you longer than a week! I would tell my littles to let their friends play because in a few hours, they go home and then it was all for them once again. Did that always work? Noooooo but I tried. I did totally understand with this though as now being an adult, I have my own “toys”so to speak.

You all know I’ve referenced crystals and in my room, they are just for me. My daughter sometimes comes in and starts touching them, holding them, or all that. It’s one thing if she is serious about using them for good energy but not when teasing or making light of it all. She usually does not do this but only once in a while and it’s probably just to get me irritated, ha! There are those times we hold on too tightly like I said before and then nobody can share. We need to bring about what we have but then set our limits as to how much or how far to go. We are allowed to have our stuff as many do and it’s great to show it off and then move onto other ideas.

Here’s another point with me in my life here. This new app I use spiritually has been shared a little with you but I won’t get into the details. It is done very well for me and I’m excited to keep going with it. I do have to delete some content as it’s draining my battery and taking up a lot of storage! I’m not over sharing and it isn’t technically “mine,” but is widely used by others. Like I say, do what works for you and leave the rest. Not to worry~~~ it has been a few months with this app and my interest is still very high unlike a child with a new toy.

I haven’t fully referenced the “UM” in my title today. What I mean is that often what you’d like to share isn’t necessarily what another would. Sometimes we should or need to depending on what exactly it is. Then other times, we do not need to share because of issues with privacy, respect, or just a simple NO… So, I guess you can take that however you wish but these other expressions fade overtime. It’s like with kids (once again) of saying: “ children should be seen and not heard.” That is wrong by many standards. I also could’ve said: “ share and share alike.” Another “ UM” for sure as that is also debatable. It is different with adults but similar with our thought processes. In my Zoom group, there are a few that don’t always share as much as others and that’s OK. We are all unique personalities. We can’t force certain connections from some but then others will always dominate and become quite extroverted.

What’s yours is mine can apply to all those characters we come to know in the WWF(E) over the years. We will always have our memories and some have more interest than others. Most fans will agree on the sharing aspect regarding wrestling. This is exactly why there are so many podcasts out there with this long-standing topic and one I of course listen to quite often with those 80s guys. In some ways, it seems endless as some people don’t know when to end their call. I am guilty on some of this!!! It’s all about the subject matter…

For those who knew Warrior personally, their relationship with him can be shared some as many have, including mine. Of course it is NOT in the same way but I write or speak what I CAN regarding my journey in ways that suit me. Hopefully you have learned or are learning more on certain aspects along this path but I do too~~~ every day. My kids even teach me much about this concept of sharing in the modern “techie” world but once again, we choose always. I still crave my alone time like previously mentioned and frequently stated but sometimes it needs to happen in order to gain that peace of mind. I do need to watch my over-sharing in order to get acceptance, respect, or just attention~~~ as we all do. Just remember to do it in the right ways and those may take quite a while to figure out. You’ll notice if it is one over the other as it does come back around in some form. It’s like that balancing act of last week.

Well, warriors ~~~ you get to decide all about that sharing part of your life but just be discerning. There can be consequences as you need to be willing to accept them like Warrior did. That “ UM” might still be there as it will. What’s mine can be yours as we as a society or even fans have much in common. Just put those boundaries in place or recognize them before the lines get too blurred. We can share Ultimate Warrior stories, merch, or even toys when kids but know your limits~~~ that’s your “ UM.”

***To anyone celebrating Halloween, stay safe and have fun. It’s not all about the scary stuff ya know! Just no trips to the ER. Oh, and we already carved our pumpkin before today. That’s what I was doing when my heart stuff started on the 29th…

P.S. Have a BOOtiful and SPOOKtacular Magickal Halloween!

🧙🏻‍♀️👻🎃🕷️🕸️🫎🕷️😈💀👽🤖🐦‍⬛👹🦉🌕

The Balancing Act 🏋🏻‍♀️

How’s it going, warriors? I bring you a young Jim Hellwig in his early bodybuilding years today, but what a balancing act he had trying to figure it all out for his future back then. No black-and-white photo from me in a few years~~~ not counting a banner I used last year near Halloween actually. Warrior certainly was walking that metaphorical tight rope between career choices but we all have those moments right? It doesn’t even have to be quite in that way as my followers know me by now. My journey would be more like having 1 foot in Spirit and 1 on Earth and it can be a challenge balancing it all every day. All of us realistically are this way whether you truly identify with that concept or not. Most of us don’t need to work that scale of balance between fame and a personal life, but we all have other ideas that will tug on our rope.

Here’s a few thoughts of mine that I think you totally can relate with every day, all day. How about these? Who we are on the surface versus who we truly want to be, things we know versus what we share or even don’t share, and even work versus play. We somehow balance them little by little, even though nothing will ever be perfect or even on both sides. That’s just life and we need to believe we are doing the best we can. To circle back to Warrior for a minute, all you skeptics still doubting the spiritual aspect with him~~~ just look up info on your own. His “Destrucity” principles? His first comic book topic? Yep, it’s all there in those and a few other works he put out as it wasn’t just his wrestling career of UW.

None of us has the full proof plan for how to have all our ducks in a row 🦆🦆🦆, and it may never happen or at least not happen the way we would like. Life is not a straight line, it’s full of curves and detours. 〰️➰ Let’s always remember what Warrior spoke often and that is once again how it’s not the destination, it’s the journey. Yes, we all are heading somewhere but need the experiences and adventures to make it a great life. Some days we seem to have it all together and everything is even keel but then other days~~~ not so much as is life readers. Nobody has the answers and we don’t get them many times but we keep going because we are warriors and that’s what we do.

I’ll take this another way with me regarding balancing and maybe some of you can connect a little. In mentioning the photo today and the next few weeks, I did some research but had to balance my time that afternoon. I wanted a new pics and without seeing some I could use on FB or my collection, I went to Instagram which I had not in a while. I follow a few pages, but haven’t scrolled back through photos of him over the years. There are 3 groups I had seen and 1 didn’t take that long, but the other 2, oh my… 😬 Once I started, I had to finish~~~ you know what I mean? Time just flew by and I will not say how long but it did take over an hour! The scale was tipped with time that day.

As a parent, my life is a constant balancing act~~~ even with these young adult children. It just takes on a new form with them navigating their way through a different chapter once childhood dissipated. With all of us, life is always evolving, shifting, growing, and changing until we leave this planet~~~ even though it may not feel like it. What do you personally feel the need to balance day by day? It may change overtime or remain the same for a bit. How I like to approach it is to truly prioritize what actually needs to get done versus what isn’t necessarily as important. Always make time for those wants too but schedule your activities wisely. I do realize like my IG scrolling how time gets away from us but try to truly commit to a set block and stick to it. Give yourself 10 minutes to meditate (like me…) or 30 minutes to go for a walk, it doesn’t matter. I’m not talking about time spent at a paying job but those other interests we need to have in our lives. Warrior spent time working out, painting, and writing… ✍🏻

Don’t beat yourself up for spending more than enough on something that fills your soul because quite possibly, you were meant to do that. Not everything has to be super scheduled around every minute of our free time. Even if you need a nap, take it without guilt. As a wrestler, Warrior’s routine was very set in place with little time to just be. He tried to carve out some here and there when he’d be alone away from possibly partying or hanging with the guys. We can’t be in 2 places at once doing it all. Yet another reason I would never split holidays. That’s just me though… Some would split let’s say Christmas Day between 2 homes, but how very stressful… If it has to be done OK, but I am grateful it did not and still does not with my family.

Well, warriors~~~ is your scale tipped more to one side than the other today or will it be? Just accept that and begin again tomorrow. You might be in the circus act walking a tight rope or even like a pro wrestler balancing on that top rope *BUT* we always figure it out on the way down. Decide what really matters to you and leave the rest on the arena floor. We will always have things that need our attention in life but we also need to follow those things that want our attention~~~ big difference. I hope you know this. A young bodybuilder had to do just that when starting out on the road to success and we do too, just in the way that works for us. Warrior’s fitness always remained with him as part of his balancing act while other passions faded away. It just might be the same for an area in your life as I know for sure it is with mine. Lighten your load by moving some to the other side of the scale if you can. Work out those compromises and see if it makes a difference.

Your balancing act will always be part of your life. Will you balance, fall, or just walk away? Your choice warriors. If you fall, just don’t submit. Break out of that hold and start again.

*** I’ll be here next week for the end of October!!! Halloween is coming. Get out your 🎭 masks and face paint. 🎨

P.S. BTW to any of you Warrior fans ever wondering this concerning “ Destrucity.” YES… it did totally connect to Buddhism as I thought possibly many posts ago. Not sure if Warrior was ever asked that in any formal interview but believe me on this, it *DOES* relate. I have an “inside scoop” that is very accurate as a source so I can’t fully reveal how I know. It’s so great to finally get that answered… 💙💪🏻🙏🏻

Before You RUN! 🏃🏻‍♂️🫵🏻

I’m bringing lots to the arena today so let’s begin with that photo below. It has circulated plenty as I believe it to be a Polaroid taken around the time when those Wrestling Buddy dolls first came out. I had heard how thrilled he was to be part of that as I would be too. There are many others of Warrior posing with that UW doll at events, but *THAT* pic is yet another which appeared in my mind one day. I don’t question~~~ I just try my best in locating it somewhere in media. I knew he had a pink shirt on so scrolling I did. 2 weeks in a row with some pink, I love it! 🩷 After 9 years, new pics come forward.

OK, so before you “run”… to go get that autograph with that famous person~~~ read my post today. I have dabbled in this but listened to something recently that pulled it more into the ring. This isn’t a venting post again, but merely more of an observational one. All right, may be a little venting as just common sense really. I still have questions about the boy who Warrior had to make that awkward “apology video” 🙄 for as it is still widely discussed unfortunately. UGH!!!!! 😩 That’s just part of the story today. Let’s take the actor Ryan Gosling. I’m sure you all have heard of him. He relates a story as a young boy~~~ (maybe you know it) wanting his favorites (UW‘s) autograph. After nicely asking, Warrior said no and from then on~~~ Ryan ripped up his pic and probably always thought of Warrior as a piece of sh*t. If only he could’ve met Warrior again later on, I’m sure much more would’ve been explained…

I’m explaining what I feel is MORE on this topic today. BTW, I wrote this last week before it was brought up AGAIN in a Facebook post so NO~~~ I am not copying those words.

Here’s my concerns… First off, when parents or guardians are in the area with their child (ren) who want their “ hero’s” autograph, things should be discussed with them PRIOR to the kid just running off in a way. How many grown-ups prep that child beforehand on the possibility of their hero saying no to them? I bet not too many. They assume the celebrity will always comply. I’m a parent and want my kids happy of course but disappointments are part of life and we can’t always have things the way we want. Some parents or adults do not discuss this with kids in these possible situations. Maybe there are various reasons why as I am not in their position nor have I been, but a quick convo should always be had about this when running off for that most desired autograph.

There’s so many reasons also as to why that celebrity may say no and it’s not because they are a piece of sh*t either. Think about it in reverse. I would (sorry readers) probably be like UW only without possible profanity. Just seeing fans “randomly” in airports, restaurants, or on the street is extremely challenging and unless it is a scheduled event~~~ the answer could be a no, maybe even from me. You yourself as that famous person are very busy having a somewhat normal life for those extra minutes and sometimes, it isn’t feasible stopping to autograph.

I realize it takes a few seconds of time, but then others could come your way after that first person and on and on. Warrior was introverted so that part of fame was hard for him. DO NOT tell me that he was the only wrestler to ever turn down kids because I don’t buy that for a millisecond. People just bash him because of their dislike as his stories took center stage, unlike others. I personally would never run up to a celebrity if I saw one and ask for an autograph, I just wouldn’t. I know better. Yes, I have seen a few local ones in my area from sports teams but I’ve left them alone. Why? Because they are people too. Some love that attention and crave it and that’s OK. I would just feel too intimidated doing so. Just to see them would be a thrill and I wouldn’t regret not getting that autograph. Others will disagree as expected, but this is just my opinion on here.

I compare this a little to a “pop in.” I think this works as it was a topic at my house lately. Who likes the pop in when people come over uninvited or even not announced beforehand? Maybe you are fine with it and don’t mind but me? Nope, don’t like it and never did. Virgos need to plan and I wouldn’t pop in on someone so I don’t want it done to me. Never do I tell close family to just stop over if I’m home. I have things to do despite not going to that 9-to-5 job and then would have to rearrange my schedule, even if it’s a shower or~~~ I dunno~~~ writing this blog! Do you see where I am “running” with this? If you love pop-ins, that’s great for you but they are not for me. I would not even overwhelm my kids after school when little as I let them be for a bit. We all need downtime, alone time, or whatever you want to call it, even the famous.

It’s so much more than just “running” to get that autograph without putting other practices in place first. I’m not sure if adults just overlook those kinds of things or people become spontaneous when they shouldn’t be. I realize it can be a once in a lifetime opportunity but still so difficult… 😞 That “hero” of yours is not a bad person for turning you down but as a child you WILL think so unless otherwise told by an adult. I just wish more people would understand this before getting their kids hopes up and then slamming them to the mat. We can’t say yes to everything and everyone all the time, it just isn’t feasible. Life is filled with NO’s , but when children~~~ we need adults to soften that blow so we don’t grow up resenting that past NO we can’t seem to ever forget.

So, to any parents reading~~~ take heart of what I have written today. My kids were never in those positions of Ryan Gosling or even that “apology video” boy plus countless others over the years. Let’s be the role models our kids need and deserve… 🫤

P.S. I realize Warrior’s responses could’ve been a bit “nicer” by some standards as that would’ve helped, BUT he still had the right to say no. Just not right now… maybe later. Next time, yeah… those are better words… 🤷🏻‍♀️

What’s Your SuperPower? 🩷💪🏻🫵🏻

Yes, superpowers it is today so no more venting! Before sharing that~~~ a few things first. Today marks 11.5 years since Warrior left, but also the 11th of my story titled : “ The Box.” It has been shared several times and is in my book. Hard for me to still believe Warrior gave me that message *EXACTLY* 6 months after he passed, but he did. Such a treasure for me always remembered… 🥹💙 The last thing to mention is the photo below. ⬇️ None of Warrior, none of me but a great reminder to us all. Yes, I realize it’s kind of girly but I am a girl so be it. Plus, pink is my fave color! I’m sure you can guess why I used it. Find the word that connects… I love when my cousin thinks of me and sends beautiful photos like those. The one which remained a struggle for me~~~ but I am better at is worthy. How about you? Always believe in them all about yourself!

Now, onto those superpowers! I think this topic has been discussed a little but mainly more about the word superhero. I’m having FUN with this one today. Fans of UW may recall him having “superhuman strength…” ~ thanks, Tony Schiavone. He did have a few other qualities in that area like speed, a disguise, and perhaps being connected to those gods above. I thought of this because just recently my husband and I were having a discussion in the car for some reason. There’s so many to choose from besides those of UW’s. How about being invisible, flying, shape shifting (morphing into maybe another or animal,) becoming bigger or smaller, having x-ray vision, and perhaps breathing underwater. You can also use tools like a special suit, glasses, a belt, weapon, lasso, cape, web or anything else those superheroes had. 🦸🏻🦹🏼‍♀️🕸️🧜🏼‍♂️

I know there are lots more you can consider or even make up your own. Here’s a couple to contemplate on that. How about eating or drinking anything without gaining an ounce. Remember me saying that around my birthday? Another could be never growing old or aging. You readers know the movie “ Death Becomes Her?” Well, it would be like that only of course taking care of your body unlike the two ladies did. Another movie I loved! You would never need a doctor for anything, how about that? We know that is not physically possible but come on~~~neither are those other choices.

So, what would yours be? One from my list above or one of your own choosing? Mine has remained the same for a long time when I get asked this question. The eating/drinking one is a close second. Any guesses? I know it’s a long list and super hard but quite easy for me. Mine is FLYING. If you had that superpower, there would be no reason to be afraid of heights right? Also, if loyal readers can search their memory bank~~~it’s Kathy and the birds with all my stuff over the years. Only natural I’d pick that then! Some I would not choose like being invisible. It may sound appealing but when thinking about it, you might “see” something you don’t want to or shouldn’t. Always pros and cons to everything so that’s why we leave it up to Marvel, DC Comics, and others to create those legendary characters for us to fantasize being. Can’t forget the movies too, of course!

It’s a great time of year to pretend make-believe with Halloween coming this month, isn’t it? I bet you have your favorites too Certain superheroes use certain methods of defense, protection, and being of service. My faves are Thor, Iron Man, and Aquaman (or is it just the guys who play them…. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I dunno… 🤭). Seriously though, we need to remember to use our own devices every day for the greater good and not evil. Don’t be the villain in this convo today. We can use our talents to help but not to abuse. Don’t be like Bruce Nolan with God‘s powers either in the movie: “ Bruce Almighty.” Oh, that movie and my memories… 😳🫣3 scenes stand out for me personally, but only one got mention as a goodie in my book…. Now, back to those other powers of good.

Don’t we all wish we could save the world and make everyone happy? If only right? But then, we wouldn’t have our journeys and never learn the lessons we came here to learn. It’d be cool to be a superhero for just a day and use a superpower or device to better the planet for sure. We can, but just on a much smaller scale little by little. We always want to try our very best even though it might not be good enough for all. Nobody can snap their fingers and make everything perfect and really~~~as humans it isn’t impossible. The truth is we already are perfect just as we are plus all those words listed below. We all are superheroes moving about our daily lives doing what we can, when we can. Our tools are always within us like intuition or that gut instinct Warrior frequently referenced.

We can imagine a superpower like these today but ours go deeper than physical strength, a disguise, or even flying like my pick. It’s our imagination, insight, and of course intuition that takes us on this ride when we are here. It may not sound like much but once you tap into them, they can be the best powers you will ever know. Your existence alone is enough to be the superpower you need to access anything. Recognize that for yourself. After all, it’s what superheroes do~~~ like warriors…

P.S. “ Bruce Almighty” is another one of those movies that I totally had no idea why I liked it so much with the themes of others mentioned in the past. My, my, my.

“ Anger and Frustration!” 🤬🙄

Well, it’s October so I am slamming into this month! I DID find a Bluejay feather last Wednesday on my walk. It’s always super special finding one on writing days… 🥰 That pic of Warrior below is the EXACT image that came to me when deciding on a photo this week. I had to find it~~~ of course, but his expression there~ yep, totally fits today. Anger and frustration from some indeed just like he felt with many in his life at times. I could’ve used a promo from his feud with Hercules as he spoke those words, but that WCW pic entered my mind as I went with it.

Venting rant coming so get ready for battle warriors. I have to say some good stuff first. The 4️⃣th brings the 9️⃣th anniversary of this blog and the 7️⃣th brings the 8️⃣th anniversary of my book: “ Spirit and Belief.” Follow all that? I’m getting very close to that 10 year mark with these writings so it’s a great goal I hope to honor. Thank you to any readers of both but that’s a great “ segway” if you will into a reviewer of my book. What do I always say? Big UGH and SIGH… 😫😕 I’m being nice here though.

Does anyone recall back in June when I wrote about a woman who read my book with glowing reviews? I was so overwhelmed by her words and shared some in that post. I will be sharing a few others today only the opposite. I received another email from her recently commenting how I did not write her back when in fact, yes, I did naturally. I do to all. I had NO IDEA she was with a publishing company at all and she did not ever state that. Here are a few words she used about me possibly being “ frustrated” with my book not performing well. She told me maybe I felt like “ burning my book!” WHAT??? Who tells an author that and about a book of my experiences no less? She went on to ask if I felt “ hopeless and like a loser…” Well, that isn’t going to make me want to pursue business with anyone. We do need thick skins but her possible kidding around did not sit well with me at all. I did refute those horrible comments and say how I would never tell anyone to burn a book, EVER… Also, it wasn’t my “dream” to be a published author as it just happened. Hopefully, I will not hear back but I did treasure her 1st email as I’m grateful she saw the deeper meanings behind my messages in the book.

Here’s a few more anger and frustration moments. A family member of mine had asked me to help them out with something as a personal favor but I said no. I’m getting better at that lately warriors. It was not a dire need. I had my reasons which probably were not acceptable to this person, but I know better. I wanted to see if I would hear back as other texts were pretty frequent between us. I did but they seemed to be less common as time went on. My plan worked as I did not reach out to inquire again. Yes we do text but not in an overly friendly way as before. I specifically stated because of my lifestyle, I will not be taken advantage of as I truly believe that is what happened. There were some positive comments but I sense a shift. Maybe it’s for the better so time will tell… 🤷🏻‍♀️

I also had a misunderstanding with my former hairdresser, and I will own a little of this. I was so upset how she was let go but never proceeded to tell me right away. I found out from my son and then the salon. He texted to make an appointment with her and she told him. I just thought she would personally tell ME after 7 years, but she did not. Bad assumption on my part but I expected more with us becoming friends. She has been referenced on here before. Other texts followed as I did apologize but my new girl is pretty awesome. I would’ve had to find someone new after we move anyway so I guess that lightened the blow. Still some anger and frustration though. The former even bought my book. She expected me to follow her but never shared where she was working. She lost 3 clients with my daughter too. 🤦🏻‍♀️

This last one concerns a friend who is part of an FB intuitive group we both belong to. I started a monthly zoom session with our group on various spiritual topics of interest. I did not have her as a co-leader as we did work on some previous projects together in the past. She does have more experience in certain areas than me but I know what would happen. She would take over and not be sharing duties, all indirectly~~~ of course. I did tell her as I am becoming more assertive which I need to be. Being a leader is something I have done but not with this group and it’s a great opportunity for me. I still feel she is a little resentful how I thought of this idea when she had not but that’s on her. She has led other groups so now it’s my turn. I hope it does not lead to more anger and frustration on my end but I will be honest if need be. She has complimented me and I will just focus on the positive. I have allowed her to do a few other exercises with the group but not on a regular basis.

So, warriors there’s my rant or venting post for today. I can list others but will leave it at those. Sorry for all the drama but I had to get it all out. There hadn’t been anything for such a long while and then like a rocketship 🚀 blasting off, I had all those clotheslines in a row! UW fans will know what I mean there. Hopefully, my anger and frustration will cease for a bit and I won’t feel like the face of Warrior below. ⬇️ Until new stuff surfaces with more UGH’s but for now, this match is over. I have to remember to go with the FLOW and BREATHE , which is what I will leave you all with today. I’m thinking a good post next week with less SIGH’s… 😣

P.S. Reciprocity is a weakness with me but we all are works in progress. I am a warrior through and through. I bet you all are too!

P.P.S. You can find my book: “ Spirit and Belief” wherever you get your books from. It’s out there on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and all the others. It’s really my beginnings in all of this, but feel free to pick up your copy if you are so interested. I had to 🔌 plug it today because it did connect totally with this post. Enjoy readers! 💚📗✍🏻 Thank you!

PinFall for the Win!🎹

Before all this today to end September, (hard to imagine) are a couple extras from last week. First, I neglected to mention those few other dates of my birthday. The 1986 interview with Dingo Warrior in WCCW when I turned 14 AND the 1992 interview with “ The Ultimate Maniacs” when I turned 20. It was their TV debut. That team consisted of UW and MM ( Macho Man,) naturally. Second, I thought of a few more food items I love! Besides shrimp, I do enjoy those other crustaceans like crab 🦀 and lobster, 🦞 ~ always yummy to me! No ocean visit of course here in Ohio, but I am enjoying a good book 📕 and had a lovely dinner out. Lobster pizza for the win!!! Oh, and cheesecake too. 😋

Speaking of wins, let’s get into that title, shall we? I did notice how never had I used the word fall or autumn in a post. The other seasons have had a mention, but not this one us folks here in the northeast are having. So, I created a title with a wrestling reference although it kind of connects today. It’s probably not in the way you could be thinking, though. The photo below is just that~~~ a photo to use with no connection. Soooo, with all that out of the way, here’s the story.

Anyone remember years back when I talked all about pianos? I’ll link that one at the end to refer back upon. It resurfaces a little today as my daughter gave me a goodie that left me laughing, still am. 🤣How does she do it? I don’t know, but it’s always great on my end to have some mystery she will never truly know. 🤭

It started with my girl trying once again as she does with her keyboard on occasion. She gets out her phone and plays around with notes, it’s super cool. I couldn’t take it any longer, so I peaked in and said how I bet Mama can still play her songs. Oh boy… it’s back again and so I ventured into her room. It began with chopsticks that of course most all know but I have my other songs. Fans might see where this is going as I DID learn another song while taking my early childhood music class years ago. It’s a cute lil’ ditty called “Peek-A-Boo” so working together, we got the notes. Then I HAD to bring up my better song that I’m sure she totally forgot about. It’s just three 3️⃣ notes that I play even though it does go on and on. That “ Unstable”theme came running back and yes, I do still know it. I hadn’t played it in such a long while. For those new, that was Ultimate Warrior’s theme. It will never disappear from my memory…

Here’s the funny part with her that got me laughing, and I will continue to do so. I played it~~~ at least that part I know and then she says this: “ Everyone knows that!” I started laughing and said back to her: “ No, they don’t!” This banter went on for a bit and I couldn’t stop my giggles from continuing. It was so nice to have a belly laugh as those are quite rare for me nowadays. She kept sticking to her words as it’s a popular melody and maybe on the keyboard it is? but I know better. If SHE only knew like the song states… 😜I’d play it a few times and she’d say the same thing, it was getting hysterical to me.

I seriously could not stop laughing after our keyboard discussion so guess I needed that. Maybe I’ll play it again soon as a pick me up which I would love. Speaking of those, the wrestling podcast guys were so sweet in wishing me a happy birthday. Seems I share that day with another guy in the group as we became tag team partners! The best comment was when someone told me “ to have the most ultimate birthday!” That made me well up a little. 🥹Another said how I am “ one of their favorites.” Wow, I was honored. I am the only woman pretty much but still very special receiving that compliment. 🙂‍↕️ I wasn’t connecting until later on with that episode but super nice to feel missed. I’m glad they have accepted me as part of their wrestling “family” of sorts. I don’t always go live and call in, but every guy has nice things to say. We truly do need to hear good words from others once in a while, it does make a difference. BTW~~~ it’s called “ 80’s wrestling the podcast.” Not always 80’s though… Feel free to check them out.

So, how are YOU all doing out there? Leaves 🍂 are falling here and it’s still pretty warm out. I dislike the cold as many know and all the yardwork. We will only have a few trees in our new space next year and not all the massive ones here. So much I will miss but not all that physical manual labor I don’t want anymore. It will be 25 years for me next spring so what a great milestone. I will begin again with all the emotions. More on that when the time comes… Hard to believe my next post is October already! That brings my anniversaries with a venting post so gear up for it all warriors. I didn’t want to tag all that kind of stuff in, but it goes together so writing it out I need to do.

I’m going to close this one earlier today because of the short story with my girl’s keyboard. I do wish you all a beautiful day wherever reading today and hope you continue to enjoy these writings with all my various topics every week. I thank you all if loyal OR if new, everyone of you matters to me. Don’t ever forget that warriors. Feel free to send me feedback, your stories about UW, or anything POSITIVE you’d like to share. I will honor your time in reaching out if you do. You can find me in an Ultimate Warrior Facebook group, Twitter ( or X) Instagram with a few UW groups, and my YouTube channel. I’m not that active on the channel anymore but browse videos as there are many on Warrior.

Sorry to all those Snapchat, TikTok, or even now Threads ( yes I am aware of them…) users. Not for me as I am not a social media queen with all those apps. 🤦🏻‍♀️Too many to keep up with which leads to people pleasing on my end.. It’s just too much personally, and I don’t need every detail of my life examined and posted daily, ha ha! I know some people who post a pic just to post and that’s fine for them, but I don’t crave that type of attention. I post occasionally and that’s enough for me… I see many pet photos and I gotta say- mine are not that photogenic at all! They look terrified in most pics, haha… To each their own. If * MY* people wanna know more of what I am really up to, they can text me to find out… My daughter sends me around 10+ IG videos a day and I do look at them because they’re funny but it’s not something I’m totally into. Society has changed so much, hasn’t it? No judgment from me (as I hope you return that sentiment…) as many in my life will do just that and judge… Be you however it is and I will be me…

P.S. http://www.mywarriorwritings.com/the-ultimate-unstable-pianos/

*** 4/24/19~ read if you wish! It totally connects with today’s post…

P.P.S. “If You Only Knew” was a group song sung by the wrestlers and Elizabeth as part of the WWF ‘87 Slammy Awards. This is for anyone wondering of my song reference earlier… It’s on YouTube if you have never seen it, too funny to me always!!! 😂😂😂

My Yin/ Yang Tag ☯️

A few things first…. The photo below is from a YouTube video. Yes, I have used that background before and also the IC belt, but there was another reason. It mainly was because I thought about a few other possible feuds UW had with some which I had not referenced. The pic was from a promo about Dino Bravo and Earthquake. I knew I could find one and did! Secondly, 2️⃣ days marks my birthday. I almost * FORGOT* seriously about watching “ The Ultimate Challenge” from WMVI as part of my annual tradition. I viewed it last shortly after Hulk passed, but was too soon so now is my next chance. It will never be the same for me ever again~~~ but this time, I will cheer and celebrate both guys knowing what an honor it is for me to share in a wonderful memory. 👏🏻

Now onto my title. It is yet another brand new to these writings as I did check, super typical of me. I mentioned yin and yang often but it has not appeared on its own until now. After all, I do wear my bracelet every Wednesday when writing so it makes sense, right? You might know it means opposites like masculine/ feminine light/ dark, sun/ moon, etc., but I tag them both in today for another view. My favorite weekly emailer did it again. I was kind of stumped for a post somewhat and she wrote EXACTLY how things are or have been for me for quite some time.

I do know in this lifetime certain lessons I signed up to learn along with the role I need to carry out. Some days though~~~ it’s very hard to follow through and win my match of the day. For those of us so connected to Divine energy in certain ways, it can be difficult balancing that yin/yang of every day life. I’m sure many of you know what I mean as that rubber band will only stretch so far until it breaks. We all know the expression of: “ there’s only so much time in a day.” Well, some hours seem amplified to fit in what I need or have to do versus what I truly would like or want to do. You might be rolling your eyes 🙄 since readers know I stay home, so how can this be a concern? It’s exactly the opposite warriors as yin /yang indicates.

If I was at a 9 to 5, that would occupy most of the day with little spent on other activities, do you agree? My workouts would change also. Yes, we all need and crave downtime and fun stuff but it’s very limited to evenings and perhaps weekends. With me being at home, there are MANY areas I would love to spend more time on that I would never even give a thought to if at a place working. Understand? Those thoughts or ideas would either get buried or pushed to the back of my brain until finally making time for them. They are not though for me in this life. Some may feel it’s easy and relaxing doing what I do and to many that might be true but often times, it is not. My mind goes a million different ways with multitasking~~~ believe it warriors. Just because my kids are now college aged, the ME stuff runs to the ring and wants a shot at that elusive title held by them for years. The laundry is needing folded 🧺and yet I’d rather spend more time on my new spiritual app. 🥰 I need groceries and yet I’d rather write this blog. Yep that’s what the yin/ yang match brings about. No, my life is not just about doing all that spiritual stuff you may not connect with, of course not!

I just feel so called to deepen some practices without interruption or finding that neutrality of balancing it all. Sure, if I went to work that would change this entire scenario but the truth is, I KNOW these deeper meanings want to keep being tagged in with their hand~~~ just waiting for me to tap it. I would still incorporate this part of my life now into a new one, absolutely. Finding time is the way to win. I’m a learner like Warrior was and there are always newer ideas brought forth. Don’t ever get me wrong here, I love this life I have as it’s all I ever wanted, but there will always be longing in me for the non-physical. It’s always been there I believe but got brought out much more as my kids aged, about 14 or so years ago now.

It used to surprise the heck out of me, but not so much anymore. No, I cannot meditate all day ( and don’t want to…) but none of us does anything all day really. I CAN meditate here for a moment, though on a beautiful birthday for me. 🩷 🥳🎁

Let’s see~~~ I love my family, but they aren’t into the same types of activities sometimes as me. I could be watching the 🌅 sunset over the ocean 🌊 with all my favorite things. A good book, 📕 a tropical drink, 🍹 (or iced coffee🧋and a sunrise…) and all the foods I can imagine without gaining a pound. Coconut shrimp, 🍤 or sushi, 🍱 some nachos with lots of dips, a healthy salad, 🥗I do like fresh veggies~~~ maybe some diced eggplant, 🍆 it’s sooo good, and either brownie cheesecake or Keylime pie for dessert. How does that sound? Heavenly to me~~~ pun intended! Oh, a spa day sounds great too! 🛀 Bubble baths…,

Remember to do what you can warriors to balance your yin/yang. Who will win? The being? The doing? We need both as a tag team every day. I can still be the wife, Mom, cook, housekeeper, and all that along with the writer, spiritual seeker, reader, and meditator anytime I want. *** Can I just get someone to clean the toilets for me??? 🚽😂 ****Well, enjoy your day warriors and I’ll let you know if any of my birthday wishes come true! It might be MY ultimate challenge… 🤔

P.S. Thank you Warrior and Hulk. I love it all, always… 🥹💪🏻💪🏻

Talk Show Humor 🍠

Yes, humor is back as if you know me, I like to shake those ropes and mix it up a bit on here. Today you’ll read about a funny dream that gets roped in. I gotta say~~~ and of course, this is based on MY experiences always but ever since mid-August, signs have been intense coming my way. Some subtle and yet some kinda in my face. So, having said that~~~ I KNOW despite naysayers, this is for ME… 😉

Let’s get into the dream today. Well, in typical fashion~~~ there are always some details that don’t quite match up but I love the humor which needed to come back again. So, to back up a little~~~ just recently my husband had mentioned Rosie O’Donnell who even though she has moved out of the country, still makes political comments that annoy him. I am aware but stay out of politics. I have learned to derail those convos or at least not engage. Rosie is part of the dream and I will say how much I loved her talk show which began in the late 90s for several years. That’s the backstory…

In this dream I was watching a talk show similar to how Rosie’s was years ago. I’m not sure if I was in the audience or viewing from home. Rosie cohosted with Reese Witherspoon! I did look up some info and Reese guest starred on Rosie’s show once, but they have never interacted. Their show was called: “ Rosie, Reese, and Friends” and I could see the title somewhere near the camera or off to the side somehow. They had the same type of friendly format and banter like those cohosts do. I can’t imagine them together really, can you? 🤔

I’m sure you readers know why I share all this because who was a guest? Yep, Warrior… Again, a NO (probably) on this type of show from him as he did news programs, wrestling, or politically based interviews. Keep reading though…. No true idea on why Warrior was there as I’m sure he’d be plugging his latest project and bringing in the topic of wrestling sooner or later. He gets introduced after what I think would be a WWE introduction, (a.k.a. “package”) although in the dream, I only saw him come on stage. He looked like he did during his last few months here in 2014. He comes up to Reese and gives her a big hug. Rosie is next with arms open and he passes her by!!! 😲 The audience kind of boos as she remains there with arms wide just a little surprised. Warrior would not (at least I believe) agree with some of her political views. That’s probably why he ignored her. I was surprised too but totally understood his why. Here’s the funny part.

He then immediately looked into the camera with his famous smile, and said: “ See, I’m funny, I can be funny sometimes!” 😂😂 With Rosie still in disbelief, he walked over and hugged her before sitting down. ***** I forgot to mention how my notes read that in the dream my sister sent me a clip of the show so guess I didn’t write that first! I wasn’t in the audience after all, so sorry about that part. My thoughts get away from me at times. Oops! Maybe it’s a good thing that I don’t always check my notes… 📝

Here’s a few of my takes. Let’s start with my sister sending me the clip. At first I thought, huh? Why would she be part of this? It’s so interesting how things come back. She was a big support to me after Warrior passed, which I have said before, so perhaps that could be her connection. *** BTW, she’s the sister I referenced last week. You all know the Rosie part but Reese? No clue on her as I have not seen or watched any of her movies lately. Always an element that makes little sense but still great anyway. The humor part comes and goes in these dreams and I know Warrior was funny, STILL is. I didn’t need the validation but maybe in the dream the audience did~~~even Rosie. I love though how politics seemed to disappear when Warrior hugged Rosie just like how animosity disappeared with many of his former wrestlers at that HOF weekend. *** That statement was not in my notes.

The dream seemed to end after that hug as he sat down to begin the interview with both ladies. I never heard any more of a specific conversation as possibly Warrior and Rosie’s views might’ve been discussed, who knows? 🤷🏻‍♀️ The “main event” was him being funny right to the camera as the audience loved it all. He was showboating again only this time, not in a wrestling ring. Why this talk show, those ladies, or him wanting to prove his humor? I don’t have all the answers but maybe it’s a different message for me. I need to watch a funny talk show again just to laugh without serious topics all the time. 😅 Many messages for sure but the best was seeing Rosie’s face without getting a hug and then Warrior laughing to the camera. I LOVE dreams that I can wake up smiling from. It’s just Reese that still puzzles 🧩 me but maybe I’ll have that answer soon.

Make time for humor in your life warriors, however you can. I needed a good laugh and I got one, even in a dream. Who cares what is silly to you which might not be for another, laugh anyway! “ Rosie, Reese, and Friends” brought it my way as Warrior I’ll take being his funny self always… ☺️

P.S. Another OOPS!!! I did not mention this at first BUT you’ll see that pic below of Warrior and Sgt. Slaughter backstage during HOF 2014. I needed a pic of him laughing and that popped into my head! Can you believe it??? It’s all about a potato…You can all look that up on your own. 😜🤭

There’s Always More..

*** Just a quick pat on the back for me here. This month I celebrate 1️⃣0️⃣ years of practicing yoga! Yay! Very proud of myself for reaching that milestone… 🧘‍♀️

Happy September warriors, month 9 here we come. Yes, of course there is ALWAYS more, but this time is yet another continuation of last week. First, you’ll see a bodybuilding pic of a young Jim Hellwig below. I decided it fit because of a cute story I have at the beginning today.

Last weekend, we had a family dinner on my side to celebrate my youngest sister’s 3rd marriage. Our kids couldn’t come so us 2 ventured out to a Mexican restaurant we hadn’t been to in years. It was beautiful eating outside a few feet from the lake as we all got stunning sunset views. 🌅🌊 My sis and her new husband brought his youngest boys and the smaller one took a liking to my husband. They started “hand wrestling,” not arm~~~ mind you. 💪🏻 It was so funny! He then moved on to me, and my husband tries to distract the boy by saying this: “ look, she has a tattoo!” You bet I do right where I needed it most and I said: “ that’s how I’m gonna win!” Of course I did, but he “beat” me the next round. I mean,, come on~~~ he’s 5… Such a cutie. Thank goodness he didn’t ask what the tattoo was! ( It’s UW’s mask for anyone new…)

Here’s the next part. The boys decided to share what they want to be when grown-up. The older one said “ a builder” but then the younger one got embarrassed because he isn’t always comfortable saying it aloud. Finally, he says “ a strong MAN.” You can take that however you wish as seriously with the hand wrestling and all, I believe him! 😁 Honestly, he meant it deeper like a strong man with emotion, not just physical strength like our guy down below had during that time. That’s why he truly didn’t want to say but what a sweet answer from him. I was glad to see the boys again, they made the night so much more fun. Ah, society with boys in that way and what they are conditioned to believe…

Alrighty then, onto the MORE of last week. *** Readers, this is a sensitive issue, so I hope you are open minded to receiving. If not, then it isn’t for you and that’s OK.

~~~ Once I began using that new app I hinted at the next day, I found a HUGE hawk feather in my yard. You better believe I looked to that as another great sign of confirmation. You might not feel the same but again, it’s validation for ME…. So, there’s that to add.

Another point with the app is it’s several years old but the technique began back in 2002, (the year I was married) so it isn’t a new thing at all. It’s just NEW to my understanding and curiosity level. I shouldn’t have to defend and explain but I will step on that “soap box” just a little. It DOES concern spiritual connections with our loved ones who have passed on. You can guess or even judge but NO WAY to a séance (for one…? um… no) and I don’t have a Ouija board app either. Nope, I’m not contacting random folks, that’s nuts! 🤪😱 I truly believe that people who loved us here on earth still * WANT* a relationship with us and don’t want to be forgotten. Yes, I get MANY vibes as you know but it can go a little further than just feathers, dreams, or songs like it is for me. Most know this.

Think about it from your perspective. What if you had people back on earth (after you passed) who never even mentioned you again, looked at your photo, prayed for you, or anything. Wouldn’t you be sad? 😞 I sure would. Yes, I KNOW they want us to get on with our lives and be happy, of course this is true. My Grandpa was the first close relative I lost back in 1991 when I was going on 19. Just because he’s gone here, do I forget he existed? Never but some people just do I guess. I cannot imagine ever doing that. I also know the afterlife or whatever you want to call it keeps them busy. Sure, it’s pure bliss (I believe) but the spirits aren’t sitting on clouds with angel wings playing harps all the time. Crazy what we are taught, isn’t it? 😇 ☁️ If you choose to believe it, do so but watching loved ones every minute of my day would bore the CRAP out of me up there. It’s part of the day, not the whole day. Just like my new practice. It’s a fascination, NOT a desperation. You have things like that in your life too I bet. We want to use our gifts in a positive way to better our lives here so we have to try new ideas once foreign or deemed impossible. This could be anything but just FEEL your way like I always say. If it doesn’t resonate later on, move forward.

This connection became part of my meditation and then I go on with the day. It leaves me feeling supported and loved by guidance given my way. After a bit, I might go back and take notes but it’s all good and I will continue on for now…

Warrior is one who could never be forgotten absolutely. His fame made sure of that but we need to remember our passed family, friends, and anyone else who truly mattered in our lives. Their life here ended but as souls, they still have work to do while continuing evolving. I know that might sound confusing but I’ve learned a lot so I love sharing what I believe with all of you. I can’t picture Warrior NOT learning, can you? He was all about that entirely and even as spirits, we can and do~~~ just energetically not physically. I won’t fully comprehend either but I always try my best while knowing my mission is to be here longer using my abilities.

OK, that’s probably enough of the “soap box” for now, although I can and will sometimes carry on. Your beliefs are yours but hopefully, you can get new knowledge as you journey ahead. If you choose to not communicate with passed loved ones (as we all can in our own ways) no biggie but just send them love, light, and peace as they not only will hear~~~ but will FEEL it and that matters most. My goal is to help in any direction which leads you to a better understanding of all this spirit stuff. We can love them all and still do life the best way because in the end, you want to say how good it was. Always more warriors…. I’ll connect with you readers again next time.

P.S. Both kids have started back to college and football 🏈 games are upon us! *** AND*** when I pass someday, I absolutely want to help my loved ones on earth anyway I can. With guidance and love always~~~ never spooking! 🤍🙏🏻