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Go with Me… 🤍

Yeah, I hope you go with me on these many topics I bring your way every week as I always want to inspire, educate, or just fill your time with humor although none of that last word as much today. THANK YOU for taking time to read or leave comments if you do. It is so truly appreciated by me that I cannot fit into words to fill these pages. I have a few ideas to explore this time around~~~ so hopefully, you will go with me…

I’m sure all of you are aware of AI or artificial intelligence by now. I wanted to bring that up because of what I see or hear through the media. No, that photo of Warrior in WCW below ⬇️ is not AI generated at all and for that, I am glad. Many photos out there nowadays are doctored, obviously by AI as I totally can tell~~~ even without anyone posting that. With everything else there are pros and cons, use versus abuse, and we shall see how this newer technology progresses. I’m grateful for those who truly use it for the good or here recently~~~ like bringing Warrior’s voice back for all of us fans to hear in HIS words. The images of him though depicted by AI in various ways? No, not so much. I get the idea behind it all, but I don’t like many versions created with AI usage. It can and is a great invention for much out there to help as there will always be new stuff in our culture. I’m just not a fan of it all, how about you? Are you going with me on this? 🤔

Let’s get into other areas. I’ll reference where my title came from today. Most loyal readers know me and my connection with music. So, last week I woke up with another “newer” type of song in my head. It’s an older song and some of the lyrics resonate, not all. It is : “ Come and Go with Me” by the Del Vikings from 1956!!! Such a cute little melody coming to me at night when many do. I was 🎶 singing parts of it all day as it stuck, most will. How does this happen? I can’t fully say but with lots of them~~~ I was not hearing the song in anyway prior to it coming to me. Sometimes yes, but more often than not, nope. That one? Well, how would I hear *THAT* unless it’s in a commercial or something? I know this happens to many folks but I also know they are not coincidences. Not on my journey anyway. They come and go with me for sure and it’s a huge sign that I always follow. Another sign~~~ I rarely have songs that old from the 50s… 😮

This last part today is a little deeper. We got a three 3️⃣ count again, yay! I do apologize in advance for being vague on certain points as in the past but some areas are left a little unexplored on here. Through YouTube recently, a different kind of video came my way after seeing a similar topic. Do you know how “they” sort of put vids on your feed as you scroll? I had been watching probably a Clickbait on someone 🤦🏻‍♀️ (ugh I know…) and then this other one popped up. It’s spiritually connected to the person I was watching. No, it was not Warrior if you were wondering. It became something I had heard of pertaining to the afterlife and despite a little hesitation on my part~~~ my curiosity was pressing play. Always having to be discerning or formulating my own opinion absolutely. I realize this isn’t for everyone like I say on here similar to a broken record. I do understand fellow readers, I truly DO…

What I found was a fascinating new channel which one could easily become addicted to. I was a little drained from some videos so realized protecting my energy needed to happen. Nothing creepy or haunted just to clarify… 🫨 It could be kooky stuff to some but for me~~~ I know it connects with my true purpose here. No, I’m not gifted in the way these folks are and many can be in authentic, BUT that is why homework is a must. I want to trust so doing research became part of this plan. There are pros and cons to this too, just like the AI mention of before. I hope you are with me as I come and go with these spiritual happenings that transpire through my writings. I’m going to try a new app recently downloaded once again as at first, I got frustrated and deleted my content.

We can all try to educate ourselves, which is another expression I frequently say just like Warrior did. No one will know if they don’t try, right? If it doesn’t work out, try another approach but just keep at it if it really resonates with you. I’m going to do just that to further my exploration in this area. I will be protected as some negativity could come my way but I always believe in the good and I’ve got a Warrior on my side every day! 🙏🏻💙💪🏻

Come to think of it, it’s actually a 4️⃣ count today after all. I almost forgot, how could I? My notes are small so I didn’t see it at first. The word DREAM was circled so here goes. Fans of Warrior would know he was quite the artist and had done many sketches or paintings over the years. 🎨 Most were famous people in history, literature, philosophy, and politics. They’re always stunning for me to see and what talent he truly had. In this dream~~~ I could see him (well just his hand…) ✍🏻 drawing George Washington. I have seen that one as Warrior put an 🇺🇸 on his face like the UW mask he wore! I remember showing it to my husband in the dream saying how Warrior painted this. I think I have told him what an artist he was but never showed him any of his work. Warrior painting it and then me having the painting. How did that happen??? *** Side note here, as I was proofing and editing this~~~ my ear 👂🏻 started ringing super LOUD… Another beautiful sign for sure. 🥰 * Anyhow, it was a brief dream but my husband loved seeing George. Our daughter is quite artistic herself but rarely does people. She could if she wanted to for sure. What a cute little dream it was of Warrior showing our 1st President to us. I loved it even in glimpses. Still him making his presence known as I continue to receive in my dreaming state and BEYOND… He comes and goes with me and it’s always ultimate…

Well, to summarize~~~ take AI anyway wish but always remember original photos are best. Sing some songs to brighten your mood or ask for some if that’s your thing. It’s fun but if you’re not into music, no worries. Try to learn something new, whatever that might be for you. It may be exactly what you need to grow even if you’re not into spirituality at all. Fans, look up Warrior’s art if you haven’t. It inspires me despite some subject matter one might not be familiar with. Just go with me and see what happens…

P.S. I’ll catch up with you all next week as September 🥳 ( my birthday month) begins! Oh, the next song I heard was: “ Take a Chance on Me” by ABBA. My girl loves them but I hadn’t heard that song lately… I’m doing my best to take this (new) chance. 🤞🏻

A Different Feeling 🤍

Before this different feeling post of today~~~ always a few other things, right? First, glance down when you can. Yep, a selfie but here’s why. It actually is a pic I am using on some socials right now but the real reason is this. I just didn’t like any lately of Ultimate Warrior on media or looking at my collection., That hasn’t happened in such a while so what the heck, you get me today. So there. Second point as a lead in and I have to share a little funny. When watching SmackDown a few weeks ago, (like I said with Hulk’s tribute,) and after that segment was over~~~ I really wasn’t going to keep watching. They did, however insert other clips throughout the show. Here’s where it gets funny.

I told my husband how we can change the channel with no DVRing wrestling as that part was all I wanted to see. He said NO!!! Huh, who is this person? He didn’t feel like switching around and decided to keep it on. I said he totally can watch something else because seriously, I totally didn’t care. So, guess what? I kept watching too just to see or hear any reactions as my son came in. He just mentioned it being fake but his responses really weren’t the ones that surprised me. It was my husband and daughter whose interest became held~~~ more so than mine. I say, it was comical in a way but hey~~~ I got to share in a 2️⃣ hour episode about wrestling with them. What universe is this? 😜 The excitement that intrigued them were the upcoming “SummerSlam” matches. My husband was amazed by Jelly Roll, while my girl is a huge Logan Paul fan on YouTube already so she came in during that time. Of course I had relayed celebrities being part of WWE for years now so it isn’t a new thing. It was just an unforeseen moment in time to watch and see them kind of cheering for someone in their own “wrestling way.” 😲

OK, then~~~ onto those feelings which have crept up within me and stayed. It just is different somehow as I knew it would be. Time does go on and yet, bit by bit the past fades. Always legendary as remembered and yet still hurting. Do you understand wrestling fans? Yep, Hulk’s passing it is and with it brings newer perspectives for sure. I’m not making this another sad tribute but bittersweet while contemplating. I just have so much greater respect for them all now it seems more than ever. ❤️‍🩹 Yes, we move forward to the here and now and have to but there’s still that lingering sense of loss and sadness.

As adults, we are still kids at heart, true? We are allowed to hold onto those people, things, and events that once defined us and yet not too tightly as I blogged a few years back. It’s super tough redefining ourselves and going in another direction. Memories will always remain and we choose to make new ones~~~ however that works for us. It just takes time to adjust to a new “normal” without what once was. I just believe in my gut that somehow, someway we think it will be the same or that some are indeed “ immortal” despite their actions. We know this is not true and yet with being human, it just comes. To quote Ultimate Warrior: “ physically, none of us can live forever!” *** The feel is different. Maybe you are this way too or with other situations that have happened in your life. Can you tell?

I remember when watching old matches and thinking how EVERYONE of them involved is gone now. How can that be? Wasn’t it just 1989 (or fill in a year, I thought of “SummerSlam” as that’s the theme now.) UW versus Rick Rude~~~ more on him in a bit… Wasn’t I just 17? We can’t wallow and yet need our own time to process~~~ TIME… Another reason I love the genuine folks keeping moments alive with pro wrestling and especially the old WWF days. Check out “ The Wrestling Collector” store in New Jersey owned by Tommy Fierro who also owns ISPW. He has TONS of merch and even old VHS tapes. That takes me back… 🙂‍↕️ Legends make appearances too. He cohosts the 80s wrestling podcast where I am a frequent caller! Some even make it such a huge passion but as long as you don’t live there. One day with my kids, this will all be a forgotten piece of my life but right now I am fully present as I have to be. I so enjoy being part of the weekly podcast and tomorrow’s is all about “Ravishing Rick Rude.” Maybe I’ll call in again. I mentioned him earlier…🤔

A different feeling absolutely and perhaps the next time I watch WMVI ~~~ “ The Ultimate Challenge” I will applaud it all as it was too soon a few weeks ago… Will I be watching any other WWE related content soon? Who knows but I’m following John Cena’s storyline and catch some YouTube videos when I want. It’s so crazy today what with social sites, videos everywhere, etc. that it’s tough to NOT know what’s going on. But all is a choice and for a little bit, I still care~~~ a little…

Warrior might say I’m such a “mark,” but I am selective, ha! The old days are behind us as memories are irreplaceable. Yes, I did look up results for “ SummerSlam” but didn’t share with my husband or daughter. You know what though? He actually KNEW results as it came with “ news”on his phone. How about that? A different feeling yet again… I’ll tag you all in next week, hopefully with a UW photo too!

P.S. Here’s a quote I recently read from a YouTube video: “ Legends don’t die. They echo.” WOW… 😮 A different feeling once again… 🥹

AND~~~ I have recently added Hulk’s name to my list during meditation. I tell Warrior to say hi to many from me… I jokingly add to just not have him win “ The Ultimate Challenge!” 😉

Just Buggin’ Ya! 🪰🐞

No, not really as I hope you aren’t being bugged or bothered by these writings. Just here bringing a weekly update, you know like on “ Saturday Night Live” only not on the weekend! Before all this bug stuff~~~ a few other updates for you all today. My husband and I had our 23rd anniversary on Sunday and ate dinner in this Aviator themed restaurant close to the airport. We had not seen the entire place since it was renamed and is used much for large gatherings or a wedding venue. Not sure how long it has been since we actually made a reservation somewhere. I can get him classy once in a while! ***👔👗 Our son is almost ready to start year 4️⃣ at college with band camp this week. He will be a few floors up in his apartment complex with some of his trombone buddies. Our daughter begins year 2️⃣ soon locally as it’s still crazy having both in college.

Onto WWE for a moment as recent news came through the media. Starting in January ‘26, all their PLE’s (or previously called PPV’s) like WM’s, will be airing on ESPN. I know, so many letters! 😜 At first I thought~~~ wow, totally awesome as most have that sports channel until I heard the catch. It isn’t exactly like the Netflix deal with RAW, nope. I was told by guys on the podcast one has to download the DTC app or Direct to Consumer in order to view. No regular ESPN or even ESPN+. I’m not sure of all the details as of yet as it’s almost $30 and not part of your cable subscription. It might be cheaper if you have Disney or Hulu as well. We have neither but I’m not interested. Just a messenger here… Interesting 5 year deal in the billions so we shall see how it all transpires or even if all the info I received was correct.

OK, phew that’s kind of confusing I know. I’m not bugging you, am I? Let’s get to that topic of choice today as I found it ultimately cool with all the feels. Did you ever have that feeling of a bug crawling on you but there isn’t one? Maybe not but I do, at least lately. Then, I’d go and brush away “nothing” all over my arms and legs similar to when I get goosebumps. This has been happening and I must say sometimes~~~ it’s around where my UW tattoo is located on my right forearm. It’s not always but sometimes. Is it Warrior’s energy? Possibly considering the physicality of his mask as I will and do believe. Other areas though can be a tingling sensation of feeling as this time of year has heightened spiritual vibes coming through. You may not follow this, but I do and recognize specific signs for me. One can question validity for sure, I get it… One can also go to the negative and jump to a possible medical problem. I don’t and won’t do that because I truly know in my heart that is not the case.

Do any remember the ladybug post where I saw one in my son’s room during the winter and then on my bed the next day? You may see those tiny creatures often and not think a thing but I love them and always have. Yes, Warrior has a connection with one of his daughters as I recall, but they have fascinated me since childhood. One day I felt a bug crawling near my ankle and this time without automatically wiping it away, I reached down to catch it~~~ also without looking at the bug. I decided to save its life and ran to the door setting it free. No idea it was indeed a beautiful ladybug visiting me and not just a random housefly. It’s rare when that happens but thankfully, she was safe and my hand didn’t crush her. I thanked her as she flew off and from now on, I will look before capturing.

The feeling is more like a slight brushing on the hairs of my skin but now instead of rubbing it off~~~ as there are no bugs, I invite them in. I believe for me it has more purpose, more meaning on this evolution of mine so it’s a newer type of sign. Imagine if you can~~~ someone’s fingers, (not in a creepy way) walking ever so slightly and lightly in a gentle way up and down your arm or leg. It’s a positive feeling. I never looked at it as panic but at first more of a nuisance. I believe it now to be more activated with my sense of feeling or clairsentience. That is discussed in my book- “ Spirit and Belief.” I have to plug it sometimes, right? 📗 Perfect opportunity to do so. I hope this isn’t bugging you with all my spiritual talk, but it’s my life readers so take what works for you and leave the rest.

Maybe new things are coming my way as I need to think so as my spiritual team always has my back. No tingling in that area, but they are with me just like yours is with you~~~ whether once she chooses to truly connect or not. No worries, just protection as unseen forces are guiding us in everyday life. *** Well, no more buggies for today, but try and notice little things getting your attention sometimes. If it FEELS right for you, who cares what others think. You might be nervous at first but think positively as that is what you will get. I love my signs, but I’m open to new. Warrior was all about staying motivated so he wants that for all of us here too. He can bug me anytime as I promise to recognize his energy any chance I get…

P.S. Here’s the ladybug 🐞 story for any interested: http://www.mywarriorwritings.com/my-ultimate-ladybug-story/

*** written 3/3/21…. 🥰 ignore the website stuff at the end, that is no longer active…

***Also, if wanting book info: you can find it on Amazon or wherever you get 📚… It details my beginnings with wrestling, following UW, and how his energy brought out more of my intuitive gifts. Lots of humor, family stories, and spirituality as well! It’s a quick read and totally easy to follow along… I thank you for the support.., 🤍💪🏻🙋🏻‍♀️

The Sci-Fi Cyborg 💪🏻🤖

He’s back! Welcome to August dear readers. How is this school month already for most? Crazy… The “he” I am referring to is about that title above. Yep, the sci-fi cyborg but before that, here’s a little something I noticed. Like I said~~~ I do not watch WWE but here lately I did watch SmackDown and a little of RAW. I had to see the Hulk Hogan tributes as I sure hope they have a separate special on him. With everything he did for the business, he does deserve more than the traditional 10 Bell 🛎️ tribute and a few clips shown. I know they also did a tribute for him this past “SummerSlam” as well. Perhaps that will be it? 🤷🏻‍♀️ The beginning of the shows when they announce their: “ Then, Now, Forever, Together” slogan, many wrestlers are pictured. Ultimate Warrior is part of “ forever.” Many may know this. I love that but yes, they all are forever to me~~~ every generation.

Do any recall “ The Wandering Tent Dream” a few years back? I saw a movie playing that featured Warrior in the starring role as a cyborg. It was science fiction and I totally KNEW in that dream how that was the second movie he made. He was only in “ Firepower” but at the time, a second was in preproduction. There’s a reason I bring this as a topic today. Another dream I had only this time, it was just a photo shown to me~~~ that’s it. The photo? Well, it was one in my “ Wrestle America” magazine from 1993 with Warrior on the cover. The black-and-white pic is him sitting behind a camera on the set of the movie. I have used it on here years ago and he looked so happy. He truly was… That’s all I wanted for him and actually said that to the magazine in the store back then. It was kinda intense but totally makes sense now. 😌

After seeing that photo in my dream (or mind’s eye???) , it got me thinking. Why was I “randomly” shown that? I couldn’t answer for a bit but then as usual, it came to me. I had to go back and reread that article by Dave Rosenbaum to check on a few things. Here’s a quote: “ Don Boyle, who conceived ‘The Six Million Dollar Man’ for TV, wrote a science- fiction movie script with the Warrior in the starring role.” How about THAT readers? I have read this multiple times over these decades but NEVER put it together with the “dream movie” of a few years ago. Warrior left ICM before that project could happen. I would not have remembered the sci- fi connection between that magazine article and my cyborg dream. Ok, maybe he would not have been that way or perhaps the plot couldn’t be exactly the same BUT still a total connection. The photo of Warrior on the “Firepower” set inspired me to think, reread the article, and remember my dream. How truly ultimate…

Here’s another interesting connector. Because of the nature of Warrior’s spirituality, I often wondered later on if he ever explored some of the other aspects that are not religious. I know he was philosophical but how did he navigate through all this higher learning? He was self educated but like previously stated, it came from somewhere, right? Years ago, when this began for me~~~ I pondered if he meditated or looked into other ways of tapping into one’s Higher Self. It is similar to praying. I do both. Meditating = listening, whereas praying = talking. He had to I’m sure. I actually asked that question to some in different forums once. Their answer was all about his fitness. “ He meditated thru his workouts.” OK, that’s a fair statement to say BUT here is where that same article works. Granted, this was from 1993 and not many years after when his life became busier with a family. I hope he still had time to meditate maybe but just in a new way and not just through his intense workouts. Here’s another from the magazine: “ … and isn’t ashamed to admit the beautiful Arizona scenery sometimes causes him to meditate.” That of course was when he was living in AZ alone but it’s there in black and white. Times changed obviously but I am glad to have known that about Warrior. Thanks to the Ultimate one for leading me back towards that “ Wrestle America” piece on Warrior’s life after his longest reign in the WWF.

So, the sci-fi cyborg almost started working on a second movie that is explained a little in that article which I had sort of forgotten. He also meditated back then as many in his later years he considered friends might not have known. Perhaps he discussed little with them on these subjects but I have evidence and a dream to prove otherwise. Some might have that article too. No bragging, just honesty like always. One last thing to end with as it concerns writing so I have to share. A woman I follow on YouTube is an energy practitioner who specializes in healing your nervous system and stress responses. We all need this! Her work is amazing and it’s truly helped me. The reason I reference here is a few other quotes from her work and I echo these sentiments. I hope all of you do too. She states: “ I stand by everything I create. It’s always the best I have to offer at any given moment. Because sometimes the most powerful thing isn’t finding the right answer, it’s returning to the work… and seeing it with new eyes.” ~~~ Sukie Baxter

We won’t have all the answers but do our best in our own way…

Isn’t that powerful? 😮I think it totally fits today because I was seeing the magazine through new eyes 👀 and always standing by what I create. Hopefully you can see Warrior through new eyes too. 🥹It’s the best I can give with these writings. Feel the same about what you give out to this world. It doesn’t have to be writing, dreaming (like me) or even reading. Just do with your whole heart because it’s what we are. My favorite sci-fi cyborg did too, meditating along the way.

*** P.S. Go and listen to “ 80’s wrestling the podcast” with their latest episode, a tribute to Hulk Hogan. I call in around the 42 min. mark. I hope you enjoy… I was very emotional and almost didn’t call in. Am glad I did… ❤️💛

Giggles, Nerves, and Elation… 🤭😬🥹

Before I start this post, I unfortunately feel the need to of course comment on the passing of Hulk Hogan. He deserves more than just a PS at the end. It pains me to even have to type these words, but I need to. 💔😢 I know in the past, I have done many eye rolling and sighs concerning his behavior ~~~ however, this one hits HARD… My brother was such a huge support to me 11 years ago and I just wanted to be there for him on the loss of his favorite. Hulk Hogan was “THE GOAT” and nobody can ever take away what he gave to the business of pro wrestling, nobody… I know he had his share of demons like we all do as nobody’s perfect plus his share of health problems recently, but it still came as quite a shock to us all.

I couldn’t concentrate on anything else after my brother told me the news. I knew this day would come and we know it will for all of them, but it still hurts to lose somebody so important to my life in watching all those years ago, as he was such a part of pop culture as well. For me there are certain aspects that really pull on my emotions. One is when I see the word “late” describing them or I see their dates listed. That always always will affect me. I can’t fully explain why those aspects do but it just is..,

I’m sorry he could not make peace with his daughter or some of his other friends, including Brutus before he passed. I truly believe he tried in his own ways.., Many say his reunion with Warrior was fake or staged, but I’m not going to say all of that. I’ve never spewed hate for ANY of them and I still won’t. Sure, many actions they take I thoroughly dislike and I would get very mad but to their core they are just human like the rest of us. I’m glad he is pain-free as there will never be another quite like the Hulkster, who became immortal to all of us. We like to imagine all the reunions up where he is now, despite animosity between some of them over the years. It’s great for us to have. We need to celebrate the GOOD as the world lost another icon, never to be replaced… “ Whatcha gonna do brother when the largest arms in the world…. “ go back home… THANK you for the memories Hulk… I treasure them all. ❤️💛💪🏻 I can say more but will leave it at that..,

*** Oh boy, that was hard to do, but I hope that you all stay with me because this is really a funny post today as I was so excited to share. I will begin.

For this last post of July, I debated over many titles and they seem so similar to ones I already thought of, all nouns. I decided to use adjectives describing my feelings about each one for you. Wow, they are close enough anyway. The first 2 happened years ago but are still worth a mention while the 3rd happened a few weeks ago. I’ll start with the giggles as it’s a cute little reference that many may know if you have a dog. Can you guess how it connects to Warrior? Several years back while in the pet store, I saw a dog treat with the brand name of “DINGO”. It’s super popular but I had never seen them before. I don’t see the word dingo much anywhere and dog treats? No idea about that but it brought giggles my way. If you don’t know the reference to Warrior~~~find out if you wish. I still see them too, so just a funny cute story to start with. 🐕😅

This next one can also be funny but brought nerves for sure. A few years after getting “ The Ultimate Collection” DVD, I had it on the couch ready to be put away. No idea what I was watching then as it’s not often I do so these days. I believe it to be Disc 3 that had come loose and fallen between the couch and its cushion. Hours passed as clearly once it’s in my drawer~~~ it stays put until the next time. It wasn’t until my husband goes to sit down in his favorite spot on the couch did I notice it! OMG, what to do? Nowadays, no biggie but back then I couldn’t say a word. I kept saying in my head: “ go in the kitchen, go in the kitchen, go in the kitchen….!” Even the bathroom would’ve worked… It reminded me of the scene in the movie “ Wedding Crashers” when Jeremy wants Todd to: “ go in the closet, go in the closet, go in the closet!” That bedroom part came to me because my husband’s name is Todd! It was funny for me to connect that. 😂 He finally got up and I ran so fast, I could’ve been the Ultimate Warrior that evening. Thank goodness the DVD didn’t break. Not sure if he ever saw it but if he did, I was not told. He does know I own some.

This final one is my elation. Originally, I had just a 2 count but then a 3rd came my way, literally. I had been asking for a Bluejay feather just for fun as it had been a while. The hard part is letting it go but I did, for a bit. Most afternoons if the weather is nice, I love my backyard space. It will sorely be missed when we move but I’m grateful for it now. Once through the gate, I saw *TONS* of Bluejay feathers in the grass. I haven’t mentioned any in ages and now there were more than I could carry. They seemed to be around the same area where I first found a few 9 years ago, but this was crazy! Remember the dream where I found all the rhodonite crystals? Well, this was real and in my yard~~~ not someone else’s. I started crying a little but then I went to the negative. What if a Bluejay was mauled and its feathers got scattered everywhere? None looked too ruffled and no idea of foul play. I like to think positive so whoever (ahem,… I can’t say for sure) could be dumping them down from wait~~~ the Terrain of Testament, not Parts Unknown, right? ☺️

I brought them all in after getting a bucket as you can see on my plate below. Once cleaning them, I then counted those Bluejay feathers in front of me. I asked for 1 and got 51! The next day I saw another tiny one but 1 and 51 sound good together so actually 52. I was hoping for at least 30 (wouldn’t that connect to Warrior?) but glad to not get to 54. You can look all that up on your own. To answer your probable question~~~ YES I did keep them all~~~ separate from my box and sealed in a plastic bag. My feather box is getting too full these days, but how could I not keep these when spotting them after asking? You can have your UW merch or collectibles, I have feathers and crystals. They’re all different markings and mean so much to me. Who knows though? I may never get so many again and the next day, my husband mowed the lawn. Again, would he have noticed them? No clue. One can be super special as many may not but I felt good so that’s all that matters. I DID remember the dream I had with feathers all over my childhood yard. First a dream a few years back, and now the real thing!

Here are some of the nouns I originally thought of for this one: Dingo, Collection, and Feathers. Another was: Store, Couch, and Yard. BORING! Who would want to read that in a title? They were not intriguing to me at all, so it had to be emotions instead! That way, no idea on feathers as I’ve used that word plenty and dingo lately too. What a 3️⃣ count of dog treats, a DVD, and those Blue Jays I love to see. I will never truly know about all 51 or 52 of them, but it doesn’t make a difference to me. ***Maybe Warrior had the inside scoop on Hulk’s passing and wanted to comfort me ahead of time in a way? 🤷🏻‍♀️🙂‍↕️ Ask and you shall receive, however it comes. We can send out our wants to the Universe but surprises are always nice too.

You might not have a dog to see Dingo treats at a pet store or even have a DVD out to possibly get sat on, but I bet you’ve seen feathers. Like I have said~~~ rarely did I notice them until Warrior’s passing but now, I surely do. They are not always signs but still fun to see. I also keep cardinals, (of course) as they have been mentioned a lot, hawks , and Turkey vultures in my area but others I make a wish on and let blow away. These are my giggles, nerves, and elation for these warrior writings today. I wish you a week of surprises coming your way filled with POSITIVITY… Look to the good, ask, and see what can be shown on your warrior way.

P.S. It was a BIG emotional week of celebrity passings. I was so drained. Why is it always in groups of 3’s? I pray for all their spirits. 🙏🏻💙💙💙

Selling a “Character”

This topic. Oh boy, has it been discussed multiple times over the years but got brought to the media “arena” most lately. Lots of naysayers always comment how the Ultimate Warrior character didn’t “sell” other characters very much at all. I am here today to disprove that a little, despite guys in the business who say otherwise. Yes, I KNOW they were witnesses and are entitled to their personal views but some bash UW for everything and it’s not correct.

Ultimate Warrior DID sell many characters in the WWF, but just NOT in the way they may have wanted. Over the years, several experienced performers did not want to sell fully. What I mean is quite possibly the guys wouldn’t want to lose a belt, get pinned clean, or even have a long standing feud with someone. This was very common among them and not just with UW. There are multiple stories out there and it’s hard to decipher what to believe but come on readers~~~ we all know as fans there was backstage stuff. It was never seen and it would come out later on how certain people didn’t get along or just did things for the business~~~ nothing personal. Sometimes though, it was.

A lot of it was what Vince wanted to do at the time but of course there could’ve been conflicts over prestige, ego, money, and all that and one is oblivious or naïve if not aware of those. Let’s see~~~ UW praised Hulk Hogan, embraced him at WMVI, ( yes, that was planned but he felt it for real…) called him “immortal” in promos, put his name and image on some of his UW gear, and so many other examples one can look up. He loved Randy Savage and also complemented his gear, used his image, and would get DQ’d on matches~~~ which is still a loss. UW also mentored Undertaker and gave him advice when he doubted the initial beginnings of “The Phenom” or “Deadman”character. Let’s not forget all the casket and body bag experiences back then as I’m not bringing that up again! Ultimate Warrior won matches at the time a lot because Vince pushed the character and that made other guys jealous. I can understand that, I totally can.

The performers can and should have a say after a bit on the development of their character, and Vince was there to listen. It might not have gotten resolved equally for both sides as the boss called the shots but some felt it worthy to at least try. This was among them all and you can listen to interviews. I do realize there were many opponents of UW’s that lost quite often to him like Rick Rude but again~~~ I don’t believe it was always Warrior who would get his way. How about Papa Shango? I’m also not saying that every issue about selling or not selling was what I agreed with but I’m just making that point of how ALL of them were in that position. Warrior was adamant and stubborn at times involving some of the guys and would not sell, but that doesn’t mean it was that way all the time with everyone. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I also know how some talent was not a threat to UW’s image so that factors in too…

Do you help to “sell” with people in your life? Do you do it out of kindness or reciprocity? I’m guilty of both but they are human emotions we all deal with. I complement others but not always do I get something in return. Would it be nice? You bet, ultimately it would but we can’t live for that and need to let it go. A few weeks ago I got the exact *SAME* compliment or “sell” if you will from 2 people unaware of each other. They both used the same words in a message and it humbled me. I love both guys and it meant the world to receive those… 🥹

Pro wrestling is a sell type of business but other sports? Not so much. No other team, player, or match is scripted where one decides in some fashion to put the other one “over” and lose in order to sell their opponent. No way! We know this of course but look at it from that perspective. If you were in the sports entertainment aspect, wouldn’t you want to “no- sell” sometimes because of various reasons? I bet you would just like me as nobody knows how it could go until in their boots.

Real life is the same. If we rarely receive, do we still give? Great question. Well, it all does depend because nobody wants to be a doormat but then again~~~ we need to find that balance of both. Am I going to always extend a nicety to another despite them never responding? Some do but I will admit frustration on my end. 🫤 We do need two way relationships but sometimes it just doesn’t happen and then other decisions need to be made. We don’t get a paycheck for selling a character in our personal life like the pros do.

So, did UW “run” to Vince all the time not wanting to sell every opponent? Highly unlikely. Did he sell more than he gets credit for? In many ways yes but not in THEIR way. Just make sure you don’t oversell another’s character and totally forget your own in return…

P.S. I realize Warrior was no saint and possibly had his share of many mistakes, but ALL of that does not justify the constant singling out of him that many do. All of them had their share of issues in other ways. Rant over!!! 🙄😬😯

A Heart Centered Path 💙🥤🥹

It seems like I just used the word heart in a post title, but it makes a second appearance. You’ll know why in the next several paragraphs or so. You’ll also notice the pic below is of the “Smoothie King Center” in NOLA where UW was inducted into the WWEHOF. Years ago, I used a photo of an actual Smoothie King shop and now 1 town away has a brand new location which I mentioned a little while back. Remember me saying how I would update when finally getting a smoothie there? Well, my son recently did and then my husband and I went. We ordered for our girl too. This is not just because of the name as to why I write about it today. Nope, as there were or are a few other connectors. I seriously have to stop my face from reacting sometimes. 😯 2️⃣ smoothie drinks are: “Daily Warrior” and “ The Hulk.” I kid you not… I had seen some Warrior drinks in other shops, including a ☕️ coffee place, but never alongside Hulk.

The “ Daily Warrior” is a green one as I do those on occasion. “The Hulk” was a blueberry mix and hard to believe that one was not green like the old TV show! 😂 No, I did not get either. Maybe one of these days when I go alone, I’ll get my “Daily Warrior” but then again, I don’t need a smoothie for that! I just thought it was too funny seeing both of their names on the menu as I finally made my way into a Smoothie King shop. No huge NOLA venue as I was at another Smoothie King along with not only Warrior but Hulk, so cool. Wait, Hulk was there 11 years ago in the audience front and center, ha ha!

Let’s get into my title, now warriors. I have 2 quotes to share today. That seems to be the go to lately without a 3 count. The first one was part of this Oracle card deck I own and absolutely love. “The Luminous Warrior Journey” talks a little about some cards as that post is also STILL widely read, thank you… So, I wanted to start off the month with a 7 day spread from that Shaman Deck. Again, if most of you don’t practice this~~~ I understand but just keep with me here. The one card I drew was : “ Many Paths.” I love it as in our own lives we walk along so many paths and decide which is best for us, including Warrior . Here’s a line from the description that resonated for me. “ Be sure you pick a path with heart.” Isn’t that true? We should always FEEL our way through. Let me explain.

Even though Warrior was all about mentality and logic, nobody can tell me his decisions were not made with a heart centered path~~~ NOBODY… Despite his passion with his free will and principles, the heart is what makes that passion ignite like a rocket ship, 🚀 not the head. The mind thinks, the heart feels, and then the GUT acts. That’s my three 3️⃣ count, how about that?

Warrior’s paths were many, but we should all aspire to do what lights us up in spite of a livelihood for financial support. We need those outside interests so much too. The path is not a straight line either and it will take many detours. Warrior’s heart centered path finally led him back to that “Smoothie King Center” while letting all those roadblocks get clotheslined along the way. Your heart is your SOUL so listen to it and get rid of the mind chatter. We may not all take the same path or have the same journey but the final destination remains equal. You can dissect it anyway you choose but remember how it is not a weakness to follow your heart, it never is.

The next quote I will share was part of my Facebook intuitive group and boy, do they post some ultimate ones! It was several thoughts that start with: “ how to feel...” They made me get goosies! This one pertains to what I have been doing with you all these years: “ How to feel time?” “ Write.” ✍🏻

Wow, that’s amazing to me. I do feel when I write and if anyone ever has read anything Warrior wrote, he felt time too. It means you are focused on the task at hand, have little distractions, and your passion comes out. You feel the words as they are brought to life. At least that’s my take on it. I realize most of you aren’t writers, but words are so incredibly powerful~~~ spoken or written. I won’t write for hours a day like Warrior recommended but I love seeing inspiring quotes that I copy down in my many journals. You all can tell I feel my words when writing, correct? Just read out loud sometimes as that too will make you feel the words even more.

That’s my daily warrior doses of today! I had a path (always heart centered,) which led me to that Smoothie King shop similar to Warrior’s journey to HIS Smoothie King. Yes, I KNOW it is not even remotely the same but you get the idea! Even if you don’t have a smoothie or even write , always lead a heart centered life and feel many paths on your OWN warrior journey…

P.S. I have not used a non-Warrior pic ( except for selfies) in over a year!!!

P.P.S. AND, you are not going to believe this! When I went to dinner recently with my sister and nieces, we wanted 🍱 sushi as we all love it so! Guess what was one of them on the menu? Yep, a warrior roll. I did not get that, but I got “ The Beach.” 🤭

Hand me the Sledgehammer!

***** First, I hope anyone in the US who celebrated our Independence Day last week had a fun time! 🍔🌭🎇🎆🧨 ~~~ I do have to add this though. While we were in the parking lot waiting for fireworks to begin, I saw this man in front of us by his car. When he turned around, he had on an Ultimate Warrior shirt!!! It was UW’s mask like a flag that I know he had back then. Couldn’t tell if there were any words on it, but I so wanted to go up to him and say something! I did not but how cool to see…Been forever it seems since I have noticed anything like that!!! ❤️🤍💙🇺🇸

Now, I will begin…. Yes, I know. No need to scroll down, see this week’s photo and scold me. Fans of Ultimate Warrior will know what I’m referencing. In almost 9 years, I have NEVER and didn’t want to use much pertaining to that Superstars “Funeral Parlour” segment. Kinda sad stuff too 💔 besides the shocking… *** Today, though~ it appears because a funny Kathy story is back! I have done wrestling, the spiritual, and a little more ol’ WWF lately, but these specific details of that time have not been shared. At least I don’t think they have. 🤔 I do know a few tidbits weren’t in the past so let’s “bury” ourselves into this topic, ha ha!

Maybe you loyal readers will recall me saying how I would go get a sledgehammer and free Warrior out of that casket. Here’s a question before I begin. If any of you wrestling fans could’ve been in a certain storyline, changed an outcome, or written an angle differently, what timeframe would you choose? You can see where I’m going on this but there were others and not all involved UW. Most, admittedly~~~ yes but I rooted for the good guys so many matches or scenarios would favor them. Of course I know it can’t be that way all the time but come on fans, I bet you talked about plenty back in the day or still are.

Just keep that in mind as I share this after cracking myself up with the memory. 🤭 I will mention a sledgehammer just a moment with 2 connectors. I remembered the 1986 sitcom by that name about a crazy cop who thought of his gun as his BFF. My brother loved that show just like the WWF… Another one is the 1986 (same year) song by Peter Gabriel. You can look them both up as I did to refresh my flashbacks. Cue laughter with the song! I do look up lyrics and music videos to familiarize myself once again. That song is still played on the radio but the opening video sequence?! No MTV for me then so I never saw it when released. Well, I didn’t totally know what the song was about at the age of 14 but later on certainly did. Do you know the video? I KNOW you’ll look it up after reading. I always thought of a sledgehammer to open that casket, but NO way did that connect to the song. NO, NO, NO~~~ but it is totally funny how in 1991 when I was almost 19, and that segment happened., Ah, memories… 😳 Let’s start the story!

You might not think it would be quite comical, considering the subject matter and my feelings about all that back then. Just follow along and you’ll be laughing as well. I sure want you to! 😂 I needed to laugh after a few days when seeing all that in order to blink again. Also, my insides had to stop saying : “ I HATE Vince!” all day. Yes, I always blamed him for everything even though the guys had to agree…mostly.

OK, so when UW was in that casket, I was (naturally) backstage as I knew him and came to events. This is MY scenario, remember! He would tell me how things would get lined up, match outcomes, and all that so I always knew ahead of time, even for that Funeral Parlour. I wasn’t liking this concept but it was business and I had to accept that. Vince was announcing with Randy and Hot Rod ( who kept me sane with their comments…) so I was in the back with some other wrestlers just watching it unfold. I BROKE and after seeing all those guys out there with the hammers, chisels, drills,🔨⚒️⛏️ , and what nots, I couldn’t stand it any longer. I bolted out of the back and found a sledgehammer. Why would they have one around? 🫨 I ran past the wrestlers as they stared in disbelief while thinking how Vince would explain this to fans on the air! He’d get word through his earpiece but decided to just go with it. I know the shows were taped, but this would not be edited out. They couldn’t go to a commercial, right? I’m laughing even now. 😆 I see those useless men trying to open the casket and pounded my sledgehammer into the side!

I can only imagine UW swearing inside the ⚰️ saying: “ What the F is she doing?” He still had to play his role like you saw possibly on TV all the while with the men trying to pull me away. Needless to say, I got it OPEN as Vince is shouting : “ Who is this woman and where did she come from?” I can hear his voice in my head… He had his role to play too. How about the aftermath? More funnies from me as I can picture all 3 of us~~~ Vince, Warrior, and myself sitting at a table later on just staring. Warrior has his arms crossed vowing to never tell me anything again or maybe banning me from being there. He might’ve laughed though.., I would not have wanted to be around after the casket which brought snakes 🐍 and then voodoo the following year.

Vince had to make some kind of announcement or work me into the storyline somehow since I saved Warrior. Fans loved it though, but it begged several questions. All UW’s “mystique” would be unveiled just a little as now a woman is involved., Hmmm, what to do? No real ending as it could go on for a bit, but I still laugh at it all today. Yeah, yeah, I KNOW what you’re thinking and yes, that part of me comes out to play as I did rescue Warrior after being “oxygen deprived” for many minutes! You can take that anyway you wish but at least my sledgehammer did the job and I got great ratings for the show! 😉

P.S. Now, you can go look up those sledgehammer references! 📺🎼

P.P.S. No true idea on how the story came to me. Scenarios maybe? When I was teaching in the fall of ‘91, kids were mentioning WWF but UW was gone then? 🤷🏻‍♀️

The Galaxy of Self 👋

I am getting back to Warrior’s comics today and that photo shows him going to a signing as a new thought came to mind. I will preface with this… There’s STILL daily views on my “ Disciplines of Destrucity” post so it gets “roped” in as I always thank those for reading. To those readers who read my work complements keeping Warrior’s messages alive~~~ even after all these years. I hope something resonates to keep you learning or just remembering. When I had first brought out Warrior Comic # 1 a few weeks ago, I was rereading much with “ My Heart is Full” like the title. I used the photo and after looking up close at several passages, knew I had these words to start July.

Many may recall me first reading and looking at the story back in 1996 while still living in my childhood home. Warrior’s beliefs stayed with me and never left in so much as copying down his “ 8 Disciplines of Destrucity.” Today though, I’m focusing on another aspect of his beliefs. It concerns breaking down his idea of Destrucity and how it connects to how I was raised. No, not with his words but similar words that I only recently put together like a puzzle he references. I actually had to categorize as to not get confused somewhat by what he believed, subsequently wrote, and then translated by me.

I will touch on all that here but first a quick review for those unfamiliar. No worries as I had his comic handy just in case. I’m calling this “ The Galaxy of Self” because I loved his ideas and he was very much about believing in what makes YOU be able to be here. It can be confusing as when first reading 29 years ago, I didn’t fully understand but now I do. So, let’s begin with Destrucity as it represents a “constellation in the Heavens which symbolizes the Eight Disciplines by which warriors choose to live their lives.” I’m not listing them all as that was the post years ago. To those wondering, it isn’t Heaven exactly but a part of it, like a galaxy. “ The Terrain of Testament” is part of Destrucity as a higher level where destinies and evolutions coincide. That is where higher selves or the soul part of us have fulfilled what they set out to do or accomplish in their current lifetime. Lastly, and this phrase was quite popular with the Ultimate Warrior character for many years is “ The World of Parts Unknown.”

That place (if you will) gets its own paragraph because of the history which connects to fans of his everywhere. My past post focused on the eight disciplines which encompasses Destrucity but this one is breaking down the OTHER ideas contained within that galaxy. The world of parts unknown is where souls reside who have not yet mastered the disciplines or learned lessons they needed to understand when in their most recent incarnation.*THIS * is where my new thinking came forward. When growing up, I had learned like many about Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory. What’s that word you might be asking? Well, it’s that “resting place” or in between worlds I learned as part of religion classes. Yep, that’s parts unknown as Warrior called it. Can any of you connect those two words like I did?

*NEVER * again will I ever reference it in a manner connecting to Warrior and let’s say~~~ where he is now. After being gone from Earth these past 11 years, he is no longer in parts unknown I believe. Sure, as fans we can and probably have said that hundreds of times about him as it became quite the common phrase. We also do not fully know all the details of an afterlife if one chooses to believe like I do. There are lots out there of people experiencing out of body experiences (OBE’s) or near death experiences (NDE’s.) We can’t fully know when it is our turn to return. Will you be in parts unknown or as I learned Purgatory for a bit? Our soul knows but our body does not. We get to decide like our destiny. It is not written in stone and can be changed.

Is Warrior in that part of Destrucity he referenced as The Terrain of Testament, where he mastered all he needed to learn on Earth? I don’t have that answer either but with those eight disciplines he listed, I believe he has. As souls, we have the ability to go where we wish when in the heavens or galaxies of constellations but we can return if we choose to begin again with new lessons to learn. Unlike the simile of Purgatory equating his parts unknown, reincarnation was never a concept taught to me by anyone in my faith when growing up. It is not a belief held by many in the western world but is coming around to more understanding. I certainly know it to be true~~~at least for me with my experiences. If this isn’t for you, I totally get it.

I am still awestruck 😯 on how Warrior identified with these words or where he got the information from. I gotta say, he did not get that thinking from other spiritual seekers as it’s too personal in nature. He mentions the “higher self” many times so even without fully knowing the details, my belief is it came to him through a higher power, God source, or intuition. He had some inner knowledge of knowing and what * GUTS* it takes to write them down for the world to see like he did. He was a channel bringing messages to life. Always a risk taker, but so worth it.

To summarize his beliefs, Destrucity is a place in the Heavens with different levels. Spiritual folks do talk about Heaven in that way. The Terrain of Testament is a higher level where souls have learned their disciplines and where most reside. Parts unknown is like Purgatory or what many were taught to be that in between place before attaining the higher realm. I hope this makes sense but again, your beliefs are yours to have. We need our own Galaxy of Self to know what is true for us. Live in the NOW, but still create your destiny. If you do, someday you will not reside in parts unknown but evolve as your higher self needs to. Do you believe in a Heaven where there are different realms? Take info you see, read, listen, or watch and decide what you believe. Let’s all attain to The Terrain of Testament because parts unknown might mean you get another chance to return. Warrior believed in multiple lifetimes as do I. How about you? The soul is infinite and it is our true home. Our galaxy of self…

P.S. I realize spirituality isn’t for everyone but just truly give it a read. We are all placed here to be open to higher learning. Stay curious and inspired always… 🙏🏻🙂‍↕️

The Three Titans 💪🏻

1️⃣, 2️⃣, 3️⃣!

Hello warriors! We all are anyways whether you followed the Ultimate one’s career or not. I looked up some info and never had I used the word Titan at all on here. The number three has been repeated multiple times but never titan so how about that? I used it today because of 3 guys I am mentioning and one ~ well~~~you know him but the other 2? Vince McMahon and Hulk Hogan. I’m sure you know them too. I will start with Ultimate Warrior because of the most recent “80’s wrestling the podcast” episode. It was all about UW’s ‘90 Heavyweight title run.

When it was first announced how that would be the topic, I gotta say I SIGHED… I hated to do that, but it comes and stayed with me a bit. One never knows with topics that involve Warrior so I cringed well fully knowing calling in would be a must. I can be unbiased, of course but some discussions~~~ people need to watch out or should I say BEWARE of me! You will know more on that word later. It was finally podcast day and they took me first. WHAT? 😳There were 4 callers ahead of me. I was stunned and overwhelmed but they know me and UW facts (or maybe emotions…) so I went first. The episode is called “ The Ultimate Warrior’s World Title Reign.” It was from June 19. It’s almost an hour although for some reason it got cut off early! 😤 I don’t know what happened but I am on about 16 minutes in for 10 minutes or so. The callers were all so positive and blamed poor booking on his not “ Hogan- like run.” 🙄

I loved everything that they said, and it was the longest I ever spoke! Feel free to check it out wherever you can get podcasts. I downloaded the free Podbean app but if you are a UW fan, it’s worth a listen. Just not the end that gets cut off. 🤦🏻‍♀️ They made some excellent points and Warrior was defended well so after all my sighs~~~ they didn’t let me down. No gorilla press slamming on my end!

Let’s move onto Vince and some news which few that follow might know already. He and a business partner who is a previous WWE executive have formed a new company. I’m not entirely surprised as Vince is not going to just sit around and rely on lawsuits to keep him in the news of wrestling. His company isn’t mentioning sports entertainment per se but one never knows. It’s called “ 14th and I” which are 2 streets in Washington DC where his Dad created “ Capitol Wrestling Corporation” or CWC. Nice touch on the name but we shall see what transpires… It’s an investment firm handling sports, media, and entertainment. He has the money, but it’s his personal reputation that could hinder some success. Both Vince and Brad Blum are part of some impending legalities so time will tell.

Lastly, Hulk Hogan. He and Eric Bischoff (former president of WCW) are partnering together to embark on a new wrestling company called “ Real American Freestyle” or RAF. I’m sure they got the title from HH’s old theme music. Its launch will be this August near ME in Cleveland, Ohio so that will be a crazy night down there come late summer. Both guys will oversee much along with a longtime wrestling coach named Israel Martinez. It features men and women competing in weight classes with time limits. They have teamed up with some former NCAA legends and tickets have already gone on sale. There were rumors of Hulk and Eric working together on something for months so now it’s freestyle wrestling. Maybe my husband would be interested as it’s closer to “real” wrestling and he was very good in high school. 🤼‍♀️ Another time will tell on this one but with those men involved, I’m sure curiosity will invite fans to follow. Also, athletes they are familiar with already.

That’s enough about Vince and Hulk as I don’t like getting into all that but news is news and I thought the three Titans worked! After all, WWEHQ was called “ The Titan Towers” for years and writers often referred to Hulk and Warrior as their two Titans, especially around the time of WMVI. I think it totally connects today, don’t you? I also wanted a pic of UW as champ since the podcast focused on that so it is a little off center. The magazine was folded over as I had no need for the words, just the photo. I had fun adding his colors so it worked out. 🩷🧡💚

Did fans miss me talking wrestling? It will be a rarity on here from now on unless I feel something worthy to mention like today. Hard to believe July is next week! My, time is running just like the Ultimate Warrior and my time is running out with you all for this post. Check out “ 80’s wrestling the podcast” to hear me once again. I’ve called a bunch lately! I love those guys, everyone has embraced me being mostly the only girl caller so it’s humbling to have some ultimate love! 🥰

P.S. When I first started calling into the show, they were giving everyone nicknames. I was called “the ultimate caller.” Recently, I have been outside so they were hearing lots of birds. They started calling me “the Bird Woman.” The following week, the episode was all about “ The Birdman” Koko B. Ware as a fan suggested. I was then called Kathy B. Ware!!! I loved it as they do need to * BEWARE* of me on certain topics! 🦅😂