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Channel Your Light ⚡️💫💙

*** A little side note here. I WILL be discussing some results of WMXL (40) but that will be NEXT week as this post was already written…

Yes, I know this title sounds a little bit much for possibly many of you but like I always say~~~ it isn’t what you may think. It came to me when thinking of several ideas in my life and reasons to their WHY… It isn’t one thing either as to the why of what drives us forward. More on this but first, a few announcements. Today, is my Dad’s ***80th*** birthday! 🥳 I have written on the day of many milestones but never one with other family members. I’m so grateful he has reached this day as he is quite a warrior himself. I wish him many blessings in HIS new decade. Next, it is my 365th post as well today. OK, like before~~~ WordPress will say more because of my “practice” posts years prior but I don’t count those! So, *** IF*** I wrote once a day that would equal a year. Kind of cool and wow for me. Thank you all for always reading if you do.

The last bit of news involves the date of April 14 approaching as I mentioned last week. That will mark 10 years since WWE aired the tribute on RAW celebrating the life of the Ultimate Warrior. My personal day with that time has been shared and will end these last two weeks of memories. I think of them all, reflect, and move forward with it in my heart. ❤️ Being grateful is how we need to be and I am, always… Do you all recall last week’s song of “Nothing Else Matters” by Metallica? I said earlier in that day of Wednesday just jokingly of course how hearing it later would probably make me SCREAM… Well, I DID hear it while working out and that hasn’t happened in a long time. I laughed and then screamed, just a little. There are no coincidences and it was beautiful to hear shortly after writing that post of 10 years on Warrior’s passing. 🥹🤭😮

So, does “channeling your light” sound weird or complicated to you? It doesn’t have to be and isn’t about some huge practices you need to take, not to worry. We have to unleash that inner warrior remember? When I looked back at many passions of mine, I realized how they have evolved since their inceptions. That’s probably true of all of us but then again, there could be those ideas we just love to love without explanation. It’s like kids who have those literal responses with one being a favorite of mine and will forever be. My son “singing” “Firepower” 9 or 10 years ago and after Mom grilling him, he says : ” I just know it, OK?” The *** BEST*** ever but of course, that was a little different as I digress yet again. My kids and all their “warriorisms” back then.

When I started working out as many may know, it was initially a way to beat the midwinter doldrums when cabin fever set in. Little did I know back then how it would become such a light I would channel into a passion. Just like Warrior… Well, in a way. Yes, he did take that initial interest into bodybuilding, but at that point had no idea it would eventually lead to wrestling. He wanted to be a chiropractor. I bet you have similar stories. My fitness has become a way of life in a more spiritual way and I love it, I don’t loathe it as many do. Yoga too was at first a way to just move different and then to be social. It has become so much more than that for me over the years.

Think of other fun stuff too that channels your light. I’ve always loved many things that would start one way, and then detour into the next. Even childhood memories such as bubble baths🛁 and bike riding 🚴‍♀️ have always been with me only now in a more adult way. This means, no kid toys in the tub as it’s more holistic now and bike rides aren’t with my old neighborhood friends. *** To go another way, maybe you’ve taken the same yearly trip every summer. It started as a family reunion but now it’s more relaxed in a new way. That’s longevity but we can create yet again. It’s what this life journey is all about. You loyal readers even know how my blog has changed with all those beginner topics. I would’ve had NO IDEA some stories eventually got edited into book form. It all began because the WWF was introduced to my family living room in the early 1980s. That’s the BIGGEST connector here with channeling my light because, come on, wow! My 15-year-old self seeing the Ultimate Warrior until now?~~~ unbelievable and yet there it is. 🫨🥰

Even when I had first contacted this woman to possibly join some type of spiritual group, ( not a cult!) , I could never have imagined it back then turning into what it has been. The book club, moon ceremonies, and, of course my wonderful friend who led me to know a *** BIGGIE*** on this warrior journey. Not to forget my energy healing, which convinced me after 2️⃣ dreams. Talk about a channel of light. At least it was for me and you will have your own “Now, I Know!” moments for sure. That phrase was from the Ultimate Warrior during his WMVII match against “Macho King” Randy Savage. I thought it worked here… Sometimes I might over analyze these times but for me it fits. You don’t have to but just become a little more cognizant of the WHY that led to that light that got channeled in the first place. You might’ve taken a small step towards something that became even greater. It may start as a certain idea like going to a yoga class down the street as convenience for me, but then~~~ the possibilities expand our growth as is necessary.

Warrior channeled the Ultimate Warrior just like that pic below to be a character he may not ever have even imagined at first. It propelled him to load the spaceship (from another planet 🪐maybe?) with rocket fuel 🚀blasting into wrestling mainstream culture for eternity. We feel deep connections for many reasons as some are fleeting, while others last lifetimes. Yes, I said lifetimes… if you believe. We can say “just because” but for many of us (hand raised here 🙋🏻‍♀️…) it is MORE… We may find the reasons why but often we just need to always believe while feeling, not questioning. Channel your light to know the meanings are deeper than first intended. Trust that you will know why someday if you already don’t. The light will only shine brighter if you channel it out into the world… 🌎

P.S. Looking back at my post of last year around this time ( which I do…) right at the top was the date of 4/5/23. I wrote how I woke up that day with the song “Nothing Else Matters” in my head… I never would have remembered that had I not looked it up… Maybe it will be a yearly song? 🎵 🤔☺️

P.P.S. 6 years ago was my very 1st book event ever on 4/5/18… Yes, that was a date I chose out of a few they selected… 😉📗

Believing is Feeling… 🥹✨🤍

It is 2️⃣0️⃣2️⃣4️⃣ warriors🥳🎇! Oh wow, the New Year is here whether we were ready or not. It’s always creeping up on me and will be another busy one. So many dates but those are all coming soon and if you read often, you’ll share in them all with me. I do hope your holidays went well and that you got that R and R I mentioned. We all need it and are worthy of downtime. We are worthy~~~ always remember that warriors. I’ve written this post a few times now. I think I’ve only done that once before… Before getting into the depth of this post today, I would like to THANK all of you who’ve been reading during these past few weeks that I have been gone. The numbers have completely been off the charts!!!I do know, however that some of those numbers are related to the release of “The Iron Claw” movie about the Von Erich Family. I know this because my post “Family Business Banter” got *TONS* of views, more so than it had ever in the past. I used a pic of U.W. and Kerry… I’m overwhelmed as usual, but I thank you all for reading as I did go back and reread that post recently. I hope to see the movie but I just don’t know…..

I told you I’d talk about a book but it’s more than just me sharing my recent reading material. I haven’t mentioned books on here lately and there hasn’t been one that impacted me as much as this one has. I’m not going to recommend reading to all of you as the title and author won’t be shared, but I’m going to get a little DEEP into it. Believing is feeling or is it the opposite? It’s like the expression of “seeing is believing” or vice versa. Today’s title came to me after reading this book’s extremely profound text that had been on my list for years. Warrior had said to read real SH*T and I do! OK, I loved my summer romance novels as we all need a break from the “thinking mode” to get into the “feeling mode” but this book did both for me in a different way.

Several years ago, I had heard of this somewhat controversial book and put it on a reading list but then forgot about it until recently. I never completely put it out of my mind but it just wasn’t my title match. It wasn’t until the author was a guest on a podcast I listen to often that it came back into being for me. The topic is spiritual, but NOT religious and NOT on psychic gifts either. It’s historical and connected to my past in many ways. It concerns a relationship that has been talked about in like-minded groups for centuries now. I was brought up thinking about these folks a certain way and yet there were always questions surrounding them throughout history. A *HUGE* question looms as I too wanted an answer and thought someone, somehow would have one. Despite researchers efforts, they like us will never fully know the true nature of that connection between those celebrated individuals. There are many books on this subject out there for sure. It’s not like “The X-Files”, nope~~~ nothing at all but more about peoples roles in our taught history.

I believe another reason it became a topic of controversy was because the author incorporated many of her own personal stories into the text. People didn’t respond well to that and thought instead she should’ve stuck to more history, facts, logic, and science. Boy, that made me love her book even MORE! Yes, of course we need all the proof if we can find it but there are other ideas that will never fully get proved and that’s how life goes. We can question, research, and probe all we want as that is our journey but if we had all the answers to all the mysteries, we wouldn’t be fully human, would we? She interpreted these historical documents in the way that worked for HER and not necessarily how it might work for others. That’s how it needs to be for all of us. We might agree and then we might not. It’s all about how and why we believe the way we do. I can identify so much with the work in this book as questions will always abound. Fans of Ultimate Warrior, (including myself) will always have our questions too about his final days. Let’s feel and believe in the good…

The truth is, we NEED stories and that’s why I share mine. Sure, I would love to know the BIG answer to that debatable question “wrestled” by historians as much is common knowledge but the truth is, we may never know and need to be fine with it just like other questions.

The people written about in this revealing story lived over a millennia ago and yet even now, their connectedness and closeness remains a burning topic. ❤️‍🔥 Even if those interested would know the real truth, does it really matter? Maybe to some, but it wouldn’t change the trajectory of history all that much. It would just validate what many already thought to be true. This author went to places in history while researching her version of the story but never came up with the answers many wanted. History is a mystery, but what does your *** GUT*** tell you? Interpret all the facts received and then feel them warriors.

So, to back up a bit on all this… I had called my library and they had two copies but both were out so it became a waiting game. After a few weeks, I called again being the impatient one I am. It was getting closer to holiday time and I really didn’t want to get into such deep language with the craziness of shopping, decorating, etc. and all that starting up. 😬 Time was ticking and I felt rushed, ugh… That was very typical of me to feel I won’t have time and then I always do. Still no book and I had other agendas on my mind then. I forgot about it for a few days and then the library contacted me— it was in, a month later. Just when I had almost decided to cancel and wait until after New Year’s. I’m so glad I didn’t.

It was the perfect book for me to read despite all that was happening externally. We need the quiet and stillness too warriors and we need it alone. The LOVE and SPIRIT contained in that little red book 📕 gave me such PAUSE with tears 🥲 as I totally GOT IT unlike some other biographers of late. It explored so much of my journey in a unique profound aspect involving others I had only heard about throughout my life, but never fully knew. This author needed to capture the essence of those two main characters by relating her own experiences because it’s more personal that way. If my blog was always just rhetoric or a bio on Warrior, I wouldn’t like it or enjoy writing at all. Some of you might prefer all the logistics of wrestling, just like other readers would prefer more specifics in Ms. Author’s book. We are all entitled to be our own selves but again, it’s about the feelings that help us to remember to believe. We are not learning for the first time warriors, we are remembering. It’s complicated~~~ I know, but without personal reflections, we can never share and say “Yes, I’ve been there too and feel the same” or something similar.

She mentions about how being human isn’t a failure since many think it has to be such a struggle all the time. It’s really the Soul’s chance to be HERE. Wow. Let that absorb for a moment. Yes~~~ that sounds a bit much for most of you but if you know the story, it would make sense. We may not be understood by others because of how we feel and it can create distance. Some might be jealous (Warrior knew this,) since a few are “privileged” to know or understand in a way others can’t. Hand raised here. 🙋🏻‍♀️This relates so much to me which I cannot fully express to you, but it’s true. 🫢 We believe because we feel and feel because we believe no matter who or what it is. I needed this book during the holidays and wrote down more passages in my journal. I have the answer to MY BIG question and have for years but critics of this book will not have theirs answered. What is true in your heart without logic? Do you feel it? That’s the true human experience. Be your own warrior and go inward to discover your realness…

P.S. Heal in ways your soul needs. Start now and keep going into this new year. Books, movies, music, genuine connections, and anything else that inspires you. Do good SH*T and believe what you feel every day. I only thought it fitting to use a collage of Warrior for this one. Oh, and the word warrior is mentioned several times. Every book I read, it seems. ❤️‍🩹

Year of Reflection… 🎄🤍🎅🏼

Well~~~ warriors, I decided to end this year’s posts of 2023 the same way I started~~~ with a selfie. The entire month of January was me without any ultimate or Warrior pics so as I break for holiday time, you get to see me again. 😉 I thought it only fitting to end wearing an elf hat as I made one for U. W. last week, ha ha! I seem to recall doing this years back with Santa hats too…… How can I sum up this year?

I will start with the ***DREAMS*** because that’s kinda what I’ve been doing and one was right in the beginning of this year. I mentioned a cousin of mine passing away suddenly back in January and within a few days, Warrior was in this beach house dream. I never fully shared all the details and won’t, but it was so comforting at the time. It wasn’t anything about my cousin at all but just beautiful timing with a peaceful setting. 🥹🌊 He did speak some words to me and I believe we went outside for a walk on the beach…. A few others I will *NOT * share concern his girls, but they were trusting and endearing enough for me. Yeah, those 2️⃣ words work well with the 2️⃣ dreams concerning them. All 3️⃣ of his Warrior Girls have December birthdays. I cannot believe his daughters are in their 20s now.

So, let’s reflect on ones I HAVE shared. There was Watching Warrior’s Stage, The Wandering Tent, Loosen Your Grip ( held in a park back in 1992,) a snake bio ( as part of another one,) and the House/ Tree/ Crystal one… A few others were snuck in, but those have all been told. Feel free to read on your own. I’m always filled with many emotions over each and every one while marveling at how dreamland, our subconscious, and the Universe works. All for divine purposes and orchestrated just for me. 💙🥱😴

Next up was a biggie that filled most of this year in photos. I finally had bought the “Always Believe” DVD. My review of that has been written along with the frustration of not seeing all the additional bonus stuff at the end. I won’t get into all that again. I’m so glad to have seen additional content after all these years that I was finally ready for. I love listening to Warrior share HIS views on his wrestling career, but Disc 1 I rarely watch as much as 2 and 3 , which are matches and promos with some HOF footage. I LOVE all the promos leading up to WMVII with “Macho King” Randy Savage. These are my favorites. I am a little biased, but I have a right to be. I can’t forget “Amanda Ultimate Warrior.” Oh my yes. Amanda was one of the names written down as possibilities in my daughter’s baby book. I always liked it. My girl does have a good friend name Mandy….. I also am not sad in the way I once was, including February when I finally had it in my hands. Sure, I have my moments but like I have said many times, it’s an ebb and flow. It’s that way with us all about anybody really. The “ Grown-ups” movie though? It surprised me if you recall that mention of a few posts ago.

The next topic that brought a post, but also more with WWE was the *** HUGE*** sale and merger involving Endeavor. I still was shocked to see the end of an era with the McMahons as my title indicated. It brought up so much for me and like I said, why do I care? It’s just emotional attachment but fans of yesteryear have that and we always will. More talent and employees have been let go but some talent has been brought back. It’s always interesting for sure and lately, WWE has been on top of the game. I hope it still thrives as fans remain entertained on the edge of their seats.

This is my 350th post. It’s mind blowing and yet to some, no big deal. It’s a tremendous deal to me along with reaching seven 7️⃣ years this past October. Thank you doesn’t seem “wordy” enough to all you loyal and faithful TRUE readers, but I thank Warrior too. He is my tagteam partner in all this along with the Universe too vast to understand. I understand more than I did over 350 posts ago, MUCH MORE. I’ll have to come up with a cool tag team name for us, why didn’t I think of this sooner? I am NOT wearing red and yellow, though, that’s for sure! Seriously though, I enjoy you all who actually take time and read, which is more on my list in 2024. You’ll hear later about a 📕 in January but for now, let’s remember some other goodies.

There was a friend who read “cards” for me and then picked up on a commonality we share spiritually. She could sense Warrior’s humor without me sharing anything.. 🤭 Awww… 🫶🏻 What a great moment for me and I’m so glad I saw her even though she had no idea I’d be there at that event. I got a little aww as well from another post as never did I think to write about “Rowdy” Roddy Piper and compare a little of his life to Warrior’s . That was such a compelling and interesting bio and I’m so glad I watched. Who would’ve thought I would write my own story, but I did on them both so it stuck out to me as a different post for sure. I found myself looking through old posts as titles intrigued me. “The Space to Be.” Oh my goodness…. Plus, “We are Never Done.” Boy, those were doozies. Here’s another: “No, I am not CRAZY!” That explored my basement workout antics when I’ve received an emotion or wanting to relate to Warrior’s many signs through music especially. And, another topic that’s a constant is my white brick wall in the basement with those messages or questions I “write.” I look to it every time. (Hint, pic below…) You still might think I’m crazy but I got you here reading so it’s all up to you to believe or not. I haven’t the need to defend anymore. All of my meditations and convos I say to Warrior daily (or pretty much) have been blogged too so content is out there if you care to remember or explore.

I could list so many others, but think I’ll stop at those. Who knows what else will come my way with year 8️⃣ now a few months in. Several milestones of Warrior’s life AND my own will all be upcoming as once again, numbers are so reflective. I also do my own family year in review as I reflect on everything of these past 12 months. Do you find yourself doing that too as perhaps New Year’s approaches? I physically look at my calendar with events listed as family connectedness abounds. We take it all~~~ good, bad, and everything in between. I hope you hang with me and feel something in your heart with these writings. Even if you giggle, you feel it. If you don’t believe, that’s OK too as I have validation and this I will always trust in along with my intuition. The mind can learn, but the heart knows. Remember that. 💕

Enjoy the rest of this December warriors and have fun with however you celebrate. Get some R&R and do something for YOU. I’ll end with a quote about this time of year: “ Always remember, taking care of yourself doesn’t mean me first. It means me too.” *** Be reflective while staying present. Your presence is more important than any 🎁 given or received. Until 2024, keep reading. ~~~ Kathy.

P.S.Tomorrow on “80’s wrestling the podcast” they will be talking about shocking moments in wrestling history. Oh boy, that’s a huge topic. You fans of Ultimate Warrior—- think here—- 🤦🏻‍♀️what do you think I would call in about? Yup, I plan to so listen if you can at 10 AM, EST! 😬🫣

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A-HA! “Now I Know…” 💡🤔

Yeah, those moments happen where we reach a point in realizing THAT needed to be part of our lives in order to move forward. “Now, I Know!” was spoken by the Ultimate Warrior during his WMVII match with “Macho King” Randy Savage. He was talking to those gods above while using his hands, deciding whether to leave the ring or stay and battle. I’ve used photos from that match before. The A-HA part isn’t referencing the 80’s group that sings “Take on Me” although I hear that song often. 🤭

These expressions can reference many things, both bad or good all based on how you use it. My photo below was taken from U.W’s very last match in the WWF (E) against Owen Hart. Did he know that would be it with the company? Probably because of comments made about his contract, but I can’t be certain. Again, like I’ve said before~ if he never had left, he never would’ve seen what else was beyond his time in the ring back then. Warrior had that moment am sure of then KNOWING it was the right thing to do. I’m certain though he had plenty of those A-HA moments throughout his life too just like we all do.

I know I mentioned in my P. S. last week of remembering that date being October 29. Yes, it was the U.S. release of 2K 14 in 2013 BUT it was also the date of a spiritual heart opening experience I have detailed before back in 2019, 6 years later. I’m not getting into all that again but a week after, I saw my psychic friend who explained much from an energy perspective. Both were without a doubt A-HA’s for me but not until later on did I connect those energetics dots of my DNA. Those “Now I Know” times began a NEW (cue “The FINK!”) ultimate journey for me in such profound ways which brought my constant OMG’s quite often. Unfortunately, some experiences needed medical attention but NO doctor found anything wrong with my heart, ever. OK, a few years later, I did have an ulcer but its origin was not medically or physically related which is another ““Now I Know” memory. I’ve had a few sources give validation, but it was all my own intuition which guided the feelings all along. 🥹😳💙

I’m not saying you need or will have times like mine as you won’t but think real hard for those stoppages that bring pause to your life. It does not have to be a negative or even bad experience at all although those periods bring the good eventually our way. I’m also not referring to those life milestones we all have in our lives beginning in infancy. You know what I mean like childhood stuff well into adulthood of family life, work, relationships, homes, etc. What I mean are much deeper than the daily movement of stages. How about a person who has impacted your life in ways that forever changed you and will never be forgotten? Yes, folks I have them besides Warrior because he is in a class by himself. I have mentioned my former book club leader, my spiritual cousin, the owner of a spiritual shop, and even other teachers along the way. A favorite yoga instructor comes to mind too. A few men have given me those moments also- not to worry… some boys from childhood as well… Maybe you don’t have a group of people as mine are a select few, but perhaps it is on another level for you. I always have my music and some songs will forever be those A-HA ones always. There’s movies, books, vacations, and so many other recollections of never feeling the same about it ever again. It’s kind of like the first time with situations we will rarely face the exact way and yet continue on seeking new adventures.

A person might have given you sound advice about an area of your life and you will forever be influenced. Think of those types of circumstances you have been in that are much deeper than getting married, having a baby, owning a home, having that dream job, dream house, ( no, not Barbie…) and all that. This kind of thinking involves so much more from us but truly try as I bet you can. Make it more heart centered. Warrior had mentioned people who influenced him with their words whether knowing them personally or not. He also had talked about places he loved and outside interests which sparked A-HA thoughts he turned into action.

We actually both have a Linda in common. He had Linda McMahon bringing him back to WWF (E) in 1996 and then inducting him into the HOF. All of those years culminated in a “Now I Know” memory. At least I like to think of it and her that way. You can have your own POV about his other “Mom.”

My Linda was a child fitness instructor who had a local mini TV show. I worked with her at some of my preschools before the day began in the early 90s. It was just a short half hour exercise program for the kids and oh, what fun! She eventually went national with her “KinderKicks” routine and it suited her. After my Grandpa passed, she was the only “work person” I could relate to. He was my first big family’s loss. I was still a teen, and those other women (with good intentions I know) just rubbed me the wrong way in handling my grief. We never know the right words to say after someone has passed and they meant well, but Linda showed me such empathy that I’ve never forgotten, 32 years later. I’m not even sure anymore what she said but it was all in the HOW. I wanted to crawl in her lap and just BE… That’s an A-HA moment for sure, despite the initial sadness. They all could’ve been my mothers, but Linda treated me as an equal.

It’s THOSE people, moments, memories, convos, music, movies, or anything else that becomes your A-HA times of saying ” Now I Know.” You won’t be talking to your hands am sure, or even singing “Take on Me” but tap into the deeper spaces of your heart that make you FEEL without thinking too much. I just thought of my Linda too as she wasn’t even considered with the original notes. That’s just how it works warriors. Find your A-HA pauses. They are there if you really remember. Then, you will KNOW…

P.S. Oh, I thought of SO many more for me. There was yoga, meditation, crystals (of last week,) and a ton of others! Think of your own. No, not all mine are of a “spiritual” nature… It’s just what we need to do. All in divine timing that aligns perfectly for you. 🤍

*** Now, I’m singing A-HA’s song in my head!!!! 🎼🎧🎤

A House, a Tree, and a Crystal… 🏡🌳🩷🖤

Yes, I know. That’s a long title and I went through many before settling on this one. It made me laugh because it sounds like one of those jokes about… “all walked into a bar…. “ You know those right? Well, it doesn’t apply here but was funny when I thought about it. You’ll understand in a bit as all 3 involved 2 dreams. Hey, I haven’t talked about those in a while and must choose my words well when explaining.

Before exploring dreamland 😴🥱happy November warriors! We got some ❄️ last night, ugh… The holidays are coming fast to end this year of 2023. Oh my goodness, always much to do but this post is about a house, tree, and crystal today. Almost a treehouse, but not quite. The beginning of this dream about a month ago involved a grocery store but it didn’t affect Warrior so we’ll fast forward a little. The store part was really weird but I did have some groceries in my cart and was headed to the parking lot. As I approached my car, I noticed many photographers and which seemed to be a media frenzy surrounding the area. I didn’t know what was going on so I asked a few people. It felt like Warrior was out of wrestling and had retreated away from the public. That kinda did happen, but not like this. He had bought this house which sat on top of a big hill surrounded by trees.

Why was it by the store? Always with the questions… These onlookers somehow found out Warrior was indeed the mystery man living in this big house on the hill. Why did they need to bother him so much as he was now out of the business? I knew him very well but he hadn’t told me of his new address. Again, why not? 🤔 I would never reveal his whereabouts to the media at all. Guess there was proof it was him as possibly he had been seen but I believe whoever told me so I had to go.

It was then that I abandoned all the groceries in the cart 🛒 and pushed my way through the crowd. I could see the lights on in the house but here’s the interesting part (although it already is…). I didn’t make my way to the door but decided instead to climb a tree and peer through the window. Why would I do this but maybe there was no door access with the mob nearby. There are always elements I don’t know of in dreams. Well, I’m climbing this tree assuming he’s home so I can speak to him through a 🪟. Let’s hope he sees me. I finally make my way to the top as I did like tree climbing as a child. I’m knocking and banging on the window trying to get his attention. I could see him walking around and a dog lying on the floor. He finally comes to the window after hearing me yell: “it’s ME!” multiple times. He is face-to-face with me in the tree. He looks similar to the pic down below. I kid you not!

Anyways, before letting me in he just kept staring with a puzzled look. Maybe he didn’t recognize me or perhaps something had happened to make him think distrust. This is NOT the case at all but there’s always more to learn. I really don’t know as I begged him to open the window while still convincing his doubtful self it was really ME. He did open the window as I climbed in. I told him about the grocery cart and how others relayed to me about this being his house. He seemed amazed I climbed a tree, but I don’t remember too many words spoken after that. He was glad it was really me but then I awakened. I felt kind of despondent remembering the dream but I know there probably are plenty of metaphors. 😔 We all want those alone times, including me. I can analyze in other ways but he knows I will forever be on his side so perhaps there is a meaning I’m not meant to know. I was so grateful getting him to visit but next time, it better be a little happier!

This next dream was about crystals. Third times the charm or should I say 3 count as it makes 3 dreams about my precious gems I work with daily. I had lived elsewhere and our neighbors were having a party. It was a loud one too and we couldn’t sleep. Finally, it seemed to end and then into the wee hours of the morning, I stepped outside. Their lawn was covered in crystals! I vividly saw white or clear ones that had different color dots but I haven’t seen any pics similar. I did look some up online. They were crystals though. Our yards met up so I wandered a bit more. Then, I saw the crystal I work with every Wednesday when writing. Lots and lots of rhodonite everywhere! It’s a beautiful dark pink with black swirls on it. You can look up all the meanings but it’s extra special to me. It must be to appear in this dream and not just one but what seemed like hundreds all over one area of the yard.

I picked up a handful and headed on home despite already having a rhodonite of my own. I’m sure they won’t miss just a few, but why were these part of their party anyway? I don’t know and it didn’t really matter. It’s all about love and who doesn’t want more of that? Crystals in my dreams are rare, but to have 3️⃣ makes me take even greater notice. Yes, I have gotten the others as well but rhodonite I already bought a while back now. Maybe the universe or even Warrior wanted to remind me how loved I am despite the outside noise of our chaotic world. I love my crystals and have many as we all do what’s right for us. You can have your practices too.

Thank you Warrior for coming in yet another dream and for the beautiful rhodonite crystals I treasure so much. I will climb a tree and dismiss the naysayers any day. Perhaps he’s telling me to not try so hard. It isn’t necessary in order to be the REAL me. We also don’t need another’s backyard to find the love that’s already inside us. I will always try my best but maybe if I slow down a little sometimes, the answers will be clearer. 💕🙏🏻☺️

***P.S. I had found the pic of Warrior below thru Instagram and decided to use it today as it sorta fits… Always when choosing a pic- I make little notes to myself so I don’t forget. This pic’s title was : “Instagram muscles!” I thought that was funny. Hey, it’s what I do to remember… 😂💪🏻💪🏻

***P.P.S. We recently just had Oct. 29th so I will ALWAYS remember that date. It was in 2013 when the 2K2014 games were released but it ALSO was a huge turning point spiritually for me back in 2019- 6 years later…. I have talked about that but more next week… ❤️‍🩹

My Superstar Seven 💙🌟7️⃣

Welcome to October warriors as another new month is upon us once again. That also means my BIG anniversary week with the blog turning 7 TODAY. Who would’ve guessed it would fall on a Wednesday, but I am happy it has. It began on Monday, then Tuesday, and officially found its home being Warrior Wednesday. How could I ignore that alliteration? I went back to read my very first post titled: ” Why Do This?” It was so brief back then, but I wanted to see if I have stayed true to my beginnings. That post wasn’t too detailed but I have stayed true, really I have. I will always feel the same as when I begin. Why I did this encompasses many reasons that have been said before but it all comes down to the core or root of it all. I’m still humbled and gracious every single day. Every single one. ☺️

My book :“Spirit and Belief” will turn 6️⃣ on the 7th and I will always remember the 8th of this month too. That marks my story of : “The Box” 6 months after Warrior’s passing detailed in the book. It’s over at Amazon and other retailers. I don’t mention it much on here anymore, but I still have copies!!! I can ship (: How are we 6 months away from 10 years?******* I’ll “rope” you back into the present now. That pic below is only the second time I have done a “selfie” with Warrior. You can’t tell but I’m sitting on top of our TV hutch just to get in the shot with him. It was just a fun idea I had with this year of 2023, equaling 7 and Warrior’s name of 7 letters. I felt like it was a mini photo shoot and it turned out pretty good. After all, it is our anniversary of sorts that we share with all you readers. To those who have stuck around, my immense and ULTIMATE thanks. I hope you have been inspired or find a true and genuine reason in reading each week. I am wearing some of my Ultimate Warrior gear today, too! 🥹💖💚

No stats, just gratitude and reflection today. I have so enjoyed this warrior journey as well as sharing it with all of you. Next year has a LOT of emotional numbers while looking ahead to year 8 of these writings in Warrior’s life and in mine but it’s OK to celebrate the now. A shout out also has to go to any new followers as of late. Some of you are not familiar with my earlier posts but geez, have they evolved. It’s all there or even the beginnings are in my book if you feel like taking a trip down memory lane. But like I said earlier, I am to my core still the same just like I wrote 7 years ago. A little more educated with all the WHYS, but very much that heart centered warrior woman I’ve always been. Those posts have evolved into much more details as life tends to go but who knows how this match will end. There’s another first for me while writing today. I usually jot down little notes to prepare or a “working title” but not for year 7’s post. Nope, nothing. I just decided to be spontaneous and write what I wish without looking at a prepared list. Many times have I looked to the side thinking: ” where’s my paper”?

You’ve probably all heard that expression of ” lucky sevens” but I’m not much of a gambler. Sure, I’ve done casino games a few times but not like Las Vegas level. It doesn’t truly interest me besides the beautiful night lights. I guess you can say I’m more of a gambler in other ways like writing about my life here, Warrior’s , and fame. Life is a gamble and sometimes we just roll the dice and take that chance. The number 7 is all about self discovery and spiritual growth so that works well for me~ Warrior too. 7 can be that good luck charm many believe it to be but we need to create our own luck. ☘️ This number is also very religious (if you follow) so lots of significance in that area too.

2016 was a huge year for me and it started long before this blog’s inception. Meditation, dreams, feathers, music, and so MANY more signs made that year truly ultimate as little did I know back then. Always such mixed emotions for sure. Some days I look back and simply CANNOT believe what I wrote at all but then there are those moments where I say: “F*CK it, it’s all me!” They can take it or leave it. Believe at your own risk. I’m not after the fame, money, or followers, although I LOVE if you are interested! I’m also not over defending myself anymore either like I used to. I’m still very passionate and intense about these writings, don’t get me wrong~~~ but it’s my “normal” like an extension of myself.

If you also want to connect in another way, search up the YouTube channel under my name at:

@kathypickett1527. Look for the Bluejay feather. I haven’t done any videos in such a while, I just lose track so sorry to loyal followers! There’s some great ones I have on Warrior, hard to believe it was started 6 years ago in 2017. I still remember my one sister commenting to me on the very first video I made plugging the NEW blog. She said how relaxed I seemed and not nervous at all. That meant quite a lot as it felt natural to me. I did NOT start that channel because of Warrior’s past with YouTube. My daughter was getting into videos at that time and it inspired me to start my own. Oh boy, there I go defending like I said I don’t do, UGH!!! Well, that’s OK. It’s fun to reminisce just a little.

Happy 7️⃣th anniversary warrior writings but 6️⃣ to my book too. Just for fun, I looked up the gifts for a 7th anniversary. It doesn’t just have to be for a wedding… They are copper and wool. Copper represents prosperity and fortune while wool is warm and secure. Wool can be itchy to me, but I’ll take it. There’s a joke in there…. I’m not sharing it but had to break for a laugh! 😂🤭😬I can be BAD at times, he-he…. Thank you all for any support as 7 might not be a big deal to some but it is to me. Never could I have guessed this would continue. Thank you *******WARRIOR for your inspiration, loyalty, honesty, and so many many more spiritual hugs from up in parts unknown. I am ultimately humbled in every way.

P.S. STILL popular with viewers:

“Back to Warrior’s Machete.”

“The Mysterious Batteries.” ( this is in my book! 🔋🔋)

“Family Business Banter.”

“Disciplines of Destrucity.”

I LOVE them all!!!

P.P.S. How about this? We went to see our girl in a Band Festival last Sat. and I decided to wear my Warrior totem necklace, just because… Had NO idea 2 bands were called “Warriors!” Before they performed, I heard that ringing in my ears!!! 🎼🥰👂🏻

Our Kinetic Karma 🪐💥💛

It’s the first “official” day of summer here in the Northern Hemisphere today, wow! How is it mid June already? Time is a thief for sure… Aren’t those powerful words above? To be kinetic means actively moving in a dynamic and energizing way. I’m sure you all know about karma as I’ve touched on it briefly here but today, we’re getting a little deeper in. No, not the Taylor Swift song! It is all about consequences that follow actions we either take or we don’t. The cause-and-effect of good and bad or those other labels we put on it all. Kinetically, everything moves through us and then we face what will happen next. It’s all about words we say, actions we take, (like Warrior did in and out of the ring) and both mixed together in a kinetic fashion that brings the karma. Just remember, it can go the opposite way too regarding what we don’t say or do.

People say “karma will collect.” I know Warrior had said that about a few others but they also said it about him. Even though that could be our thoughts, voicing it aloud takes on a whole new meaning. Keep your mouth shut. Zip your lip. We’ve heard those but sometimes we still feel the need to say or do something. There’s always a cost though. That kinetic karma will be there waiting. I share but I’m silent too. I am trying somewhat to do both, but boy is it HARD many times.

Do any of you binge watch Netflix shows or something similar? I do not much at all, but my daughter finds these shows. One I was familiar with as it was around a few years ago now that it aired on national TV. I totally identified with this series and got hooked on it plus the characters. We have watched all the seasons and I am glad I did. Parts of it made me agree and then well~ I wanted to share but would zip my lip. This topic is really close to my heart and I KNOW things. OK, none of us knows everything about the Universe but on this, I’ve had personal experiences and TV will dramatize for sure. I loved some episodes as they tugged at me, but some were just plain kooky. 😊😜I wanted to question as they seemed to use a phrase synonymously with another. This happens, I know but years ago never would it even phase me. Did I speak up when watching? Nope, not really anyway. No bad karma for me as I share with more like minded ones who get it. BTW, there are some words that actually ARE synonymous with another but in this case, ah~~~ nope. Not from what I believe and have felt on my OWN…

Has this happened to you where you feel the need to speak up but then don’t because of other reasons? Is it karma to know? Is it karma to tell? Warrior was never one to shy away from a powerful opinionated (or even factual) discussion but with some areas, they will remain just for a select few because that’s how it has to be. Another example is from a favorite book of mine that I’ve had now for over 8 years. 📗 There is a specific term written that once again years ago wouldn’t have bothered me. Nowadays though, UGH~~~ it does. It shouldn’t but there’s that small part of me that gets this way🤫😬. Many of us use words that really mean something else but perhaps we are just uninformed or uneducated. I cannot fault the source because none of us have all the answers but will I somehow call it out in perhaps this post or social media? I will not. I accept it as is despite knowing differently and good karma can manifest from my non-action. Sorry for the vagueness as the book became quite popular and MANY readers may be aware of it, but just know you can apply this to your situation as well. I know you know you know. 😉

People can and should learn on their own, whether as adults or kids. I mention in my book, Spirit and Belief doing much for my children when little as it was easier to get things done but as time goes by, they need to sometimes fall in order to learn how to get back up. That’s kinetic karma to me just like us grown-ups will know more answers someday. We want the good but then do we fight so hard that the bad might set us up for some unexpected clotheslines? Of course, those actual wrestling moves are all scripted but in “real life” they need to be anticipated too. Our free will factors in with all this kinetic karma but we still can’t control another’s reactions or responses. To have that warrior bold spirit requires so much from us but how far and how much are we willing to risk? Do you cross that line? It all depends, at least for me. Can I share that somewhat famous book title? You bet I could. Can I share that Netflix show’s title? You bet I could. Am I though? Nope, not necessary. My actual title today was almost the name of that Netflix show but then I thought against it . Too many questions I’d have to face whether outwardly or not.

Warrior faced his own kinetic karma just like we all should and will but again, much is your choosing. Our entire lives revolve around this. It’s all about thoughts, words, and actions that get “roped” in together. It’s OK to plan but not everything. It’s OK to be spontaneous but not all the time. Balance warriors as that’s always been the match. You’ll win, you’ll lose (which are lessons learned) but we need it ALL. It’s the angel/ devil complex really😇😈 but a little of both is what we are all made up of. Even me! Believe it. I’m not always angelic. Nope, not at all. How we and others interpret is well, undetermined until it happens. What kind of situations have you tried to balance that kinetic karma with? I am sure too many to name. Warrior could be that “loose cannon” as Mean Gene had said but then again, he was also that introverted thinker. Which one dominates? Circumstances dictate that for sure.

Use your own kinetic karma well warriors but not so much you forget to truly live. You will take it with you to parts unknown. Whatever you put out into this world comes back somehow so do good while fighting that urge to always defend. You will know the karma that’s worth it in the end. 🧨

P.S. I am loyal true and true… If you confide in me, I’ll keep it to myself always and perhaps that act would be reciprocated… There’s good karma. 🤝

P.P.S. AND~~~ the planet Saturn is ALL about karma! Warrior had that as part of his wrist tattoo (: I do know some Astro facts! 🤭😏💡

We Are Never Done 💙😊🫵🏻

“So, when are you gonna be done with all the Warrior stuff?” That was asked by my daughter a few weeks ago. It all started with her looking at silly tattoo pics online. No idea why and some are funny but others were just plain idiotic. 🤪 I bet she’ll get a few someday. Then, she asked about mine as I told her the stories behind each one. The Ultimate Warrior tattoo story is in my book: “Spirit and Belief” but she didn’t remember any details at all. It’ll turn 9 this year on her 17th birthday later in May. When she asked me that question, I really didn’t know how to answer. I wasn’t sure if she met my blog or what as it was recently just renewed another 2 years and then it’ll be close to 10. 😳Come to think of it, I never answered because well~ I can’t. To me, he will never be done (despite his physicality,) but who knows when the blog will be. When it’s time, it’s time, but not just yet.

None of us will ever be fully done. That is why Warrior wanted to leave behind such an ultimate legacy to always be remembered here and in parts unknown. All of us need to believe in our own legacy however it looks. His face in the photo below is depicted being asked questions about the HOF speech. F bombs or not? 💣Well, he didn’t use that word, although I DO now so will keep that part of his legacy alive, ha ha! His HOF speech ended but the impact will never officially be done. We all know that as those who have touched us live forever in our hearts always. I did ponder my girl’s words once more regarding these writings I share.

Do any of you remember me saying how originally I was going to do this for just a year? Yep, that was the feeling but as years progress, it begs the question of what then? When this does end someday as it will, how am I going to feel? Accomplished? I hope so. Sad? Perhaps a little, but I do know obligatory guilt cannot be there. Sure, I had some goals and some were met, others still looming… By the time I possibly feel differently about writing, my kids will be all grown up (almost are now!) and hopefully we’ll be starting anew outside of Ohio. That’s a ways off yet but it’s there. I will find other ways as we all need to move forward in new directions. Again, the physicality of something will be done, but the legacy or even essence always lives on. We shouldn’t feel that sense of obligation just because we are used to something the way it is or has been. I left teaching like the Ultimate Warrior left wrestling. Yes, I, KNOW- not the same at all but the mentality is. There always would have been one more student to teach like there will always be one more fan to entertain. You readers are the same. You will FEEL when it is time to move on and be done with something while beginning again. Sometimes like with us, it was a choice but for some it might not be. ❤️‍🩹

I gotta add this here as far as readers go.Recently while looking up some other info, I happen to come across this one interesting forum from a few years back. Yes, it was about Warrior (what I was searching,) but I am very much a part of Google in that way. I can’t remember the actual site but a guy posted about finding the “goofyest” stuff. UGH, people- please spell correctly. 🤦🏻‍♀️ He was referencing my blog saying how: ” this girl talks about communicating with the Ultimate Warrior in spirit.” Another guy said something like : ” well, if anyone can do that, he can!” Yeppers! I’ll take that as a compliment and he will too (: Who knows what other comments there were as I couldn’t read them all. This girl… OK, I do sometimes say that but come on~ I’m not 12! That was not a present comment but I had never really read anything like that and I can get defensive. I know not to, as it can be difficult to process. Not everyone is meant to understand or believe any of this. I actually laughed a little, so thanks goes to guy number 2 for some validation. I will be done on Google someday when this blog is no more or the book isn’t searched, but in other ways I never will be and that includes Warrior.

How do you feel about something being done? I guess it truly does depend on if it’s liked by you or not. We are glad when it would be a struggle but then with other situations, it can become difficult ending or seeing it done like a goodbye. Every parent can relate on this but again, we have to move as life is fluid all the time. I know fans were not happy to see the character of Ultimate Warrior leave several times during his run with WWE (F.) As far as we knew he was done and we had no idea if he’d ever be on our TVs again. At least I didn’t. I did get upset and cried a little back then as I felt he was barely there, and then gone….*PAUSE* here. He wasn’t done, but at that time it wasn’t even known by him.

You don’t have to be famous in order to maybe be done with fame, but still easily accessed in this day and age. No, us regular folks can’t be all over the Internet (shouldn’t be anyway!,) and videos, old TV shows, or any of that we aren’t done in people’s minds and hearts. The memories and love will be there and I hope they are for you too. Professional Youtubers with millions of followers isn’t for me. It might be you the reader though, and that’s OK. There’s so many things in life we are done with and some at certain ages, but then other ideas will remain. You can be done with actual schooling in a building but being educated on topics is for a lifetime. You can be done raising kids but will always be their parent. Every year we are done with and a new one and new birthday is upon us. Don’t get me started on stuff I totally WANT to be done with, too many to list! I’m sure you have yours as well.

So, to me as with many of you other fans, Warrior will never be done. I scoff at that. Yes, his fame keeps him going, but he was so much more in spite of all that. So much more. Whatever you feel done with, set it free but know much will still be there. I will never be done with music either as most do know that! 🎼Some will lesson like I said last week, but others will not and there are many reasons why. My Warrior stuff remains always. 🥹

P.S. Last week I got something incorrect… The Boy Band referenced was NKOTB (New Kids on the Block) not N’Sync. Ugh, I always got them all mixed up! 🤬😂

P.P.S. I found another U.W. fan group over on Instagram called: ultimatewarriorofficial. Some others I know follow so check them out!

My Chance Encounters 💖💙

Oh my goodness warriors will this be quite the post. First off, I had such a debate in my head over what photo to use this week. I decided on the one below because I took it at 4:14 P.M. That date is in a few days and ends my 3 weeks of “running” on emotion. It was decided when I saw the timestamp so there ya go. I had a couple chance encounters at the latest Holistic Fair and what a beautiful time. How do I begin and what do I share? I’m still deciding as I glance at all my notes. I guess the beginning is a good place so grab your coffee, tea, or favorite beverage and take it all in.

I hadn’t sat for a card reading with anyone in over a year as it is a rarity I do so. Sure, I can draw cards from a deck and use a guidebook like they do (I do at home) but this time, there was so much more. SO much more. I wanted to sign in and decided to sit with another spiritual friend of mine instead of my regular gal. This other girl I was familiar with from my book club and we have chatted a bit, but not in depth. She was running late so I decided to sit in on a house reading with my one friend and this older gentleman who is very well-known around here. Both are spiritual mediums so believe what you want on this. I had attended a few of his group meditations and she was the one who interviewed me for the podcast several years ago. I can still hear her saying “that poor man” about Warrior’s passing and it wasn’t sad for me. I have told that story here but today’s is new. They both were pretty accurate with info coming through, and he is so funny! You need the humor too. It does matter as I know.

They finished and as I proceeded to the hallway, I met up with my former book club leader! She came all the way from Florida to see her first great grandchild (: I got to meet her granddaughter there too. What a joyous reunion we had. Oh, have I totally missed that Earth Goddess Mother! Her face just lit up as did mine. I was meant to go that day and as my tears flowed, I became grateful. 🥰 By then, my card reader walked past me so I told her I would be her first session. She was so happy to see me and had no idea I was coming. Just remember, she had no clue I would be there…

We reminisced for a few moments as she pulled a deck to work with. I am more into oracles and not Tarot but she didn’t know that. The deck she chose I was familiar with and she picked 5 cards. The anchor card was “Compass” so that totally fit for me as I am following my true north! You will know your purpose even if it scares you a little. Another card was “Unexpected Visitors” and I linked that to my Earth Goddess mother mentioned above. The cards did connect and I shared some of my insights as well. I had mentioned how much I enjoyed our time in the book club and asked if she remembered me writing a book. Yes, I KNOW. Finally Warrior comes into this post more but it’s great storytelling, don’t ya think? She could tell I practice and follow many things without me sharing much info at all. Maybe it was my energy or passion for being there, who knows?

It was then how I felt our connection a little more and shared a BIG spiritual trait about myself that few others know. It does connect to Warrior and she proceeded to tell me SHE has this rare trait as well with someone. Neither of us had met another with this same type of experience. Our eyes met as I felt easy and comfortable. I said a few things about his fame and passing while she said how sorry she was. She was sorry for me that it happened. Sorry for ME… I of course knew why she said that but it was heartwarming as I told her I appreciate the sentiment and all is OK… She went on to state how she has many gifts including access to past lives which always intrigues me. Again, take what you will from this. I have found out bits and pieces of a past life of mine from our mutual psychic friend but my healer validates much in our sessions. I will see my card reader again about that as she will do it as a favor to a friend without payment. I was honored but with our shared spiritual trait, we bonded. She did say a few things about seeing me in a past life and validated how I passed which I knew. She did add what happened before that, and it makes sense as I shed some tears later on. That info was new to me. 😓 It affects my life now and I can totally relate. It is surreal, but fits for sure. ❤️‍🩹

After that serious yet interesting few moments, she started laughing. 😂 I had no idea why as nothing seemed amusing. She brought up Warrior again and described him younger. I do believe up there we can choose a young version of ourselves at times. I asked what was humorous. She went on to say how funny and cute we are together. Now, THAT is something I totally agree with. 😉😜She picked up on his humor, I love that. You might say this is vague and I don’t blame you, but there was more in snippets which is how it has to be. I am keeping it all in my heart. 🫶🏻

She also saw me painting which I did briefly last year but don’t see that much in myself. It was therapeutic when I needed that break but others paint, not me. This was a future premonition of sorts, not the past. My daughter is that artist similar to Warrior, but it was never something I saw myself doing. Reason to *** PAUSE*** here… 👩🏻‍🎨🎨 That older gentleman I referenced earlier, who is a medium saw me helping to design artwork for a book cover one day. Wow! He told me this years ago and I never forgot. Would not have seen that coming at all. I did a post on art way back now, but it does tend to be an emotional topic for me. Any of us can do anything but to be placed in that category is just amazing to me. It is all free will and some info we take in more than others… I would like to sit with her soon to explore some of those little tidbits and maybe we can expand on them. I had no idea she also had that gift and she doesn’t follow my work either. It was a chance encounter just like seeing my book club moderator mother. To think it all began with just a card reading and turned into so much more. The Warrior stories were brief but enough details to warm my heart.

Again, she didn’t look him up as very few of these people are aware of him or his fame at all. She had no idea I decided to sit with her, and I had no idea on some small information which got presented to me that day. I have lived longer now than in a past life but we probably all have if you believe. Without a doubt, I KNOW so much more of my purpose, as I truly think THAT life was too short. Now is my redemption through more self-confidence in myself. I’m excited to visit with her again and see what transpires. Chance encounters? Nothing is coincidental. I am OWNing my destiny and will continue to follow that compass…

P.S. Here is part of a text I received from my cousin who I talk to daily. I was having an off day near the end of March. Maybe with all of the Warrior dates being around but I felt like I was in a “fog.” I gave her some info and this was part of her reply:

“Never be sorry… it’s good to explain and to know others do care what you are going thru. All will be good but he knows you are a strong WARRIOR like him and continuing his life’s journey through you is amazing! I’m so proud of you and carry your crystals with you! Love you.”

*** She is one of a kind and I was overwhelmed by her words. She always says how she is not a writer. I totally disagree. 🥹

P.P.S. Last year I remember hearing “The Warrior” song on April 1st which was awesome! This year, it popped up on my radio Easter Sunday, April 9th when I was in the kitchen alone prepping dinner… I found out about Warrior’s passing 9 years ago on the 9th. How truly fitting…. 💙🙏🏻

My Wandering Tent Dream ⛺️😴💙

I do realize this title sounds bizarre but you’ll understand as the post continues on. This dream took several twists and turns with so many people popping up, it was hard to keep track. No wonder sometimes I wake up like I hadn’t slept at all. 😲 I do go everywhere when I dream, ya know… The full moon of last week brought other bizarre dreams too and it was in Virgo which is my sign. 🌕♍️ I’m sure few of you are “Astro” buffs but I follow somewhat. The moon does affect me in ways it never did years ago, so these dreams could be part of that, but not all. Let’s begin, shall we?

This seemed to be at a fairground or something similar. That takes me back to another dream many years ago, but it has been told already and is in my book: “Spirit and Belief.” I was with my husband and son in this dream, no daughter. That’s OK as she was in a dream with Dana and Mattie of Warrior’s family so this time it was me and the guys. We had a bucket of chicken like from KFC and were just walking around looking at everything. Humor follows me everywhere. 😅 My husband wandered off (very typical of him at times when we are shopping together in real life,) and then my son went to go find him. Really? Let’s leave Mom with the chicken bucket as we just go off without her! That was oddly weird. Guess I just assumed I’d meet up with them somehow later. There was so much to see, I just had to keep going.

Then, I saw what seemed to be a small tent like those strange shows at the fair with “Mermaid Girl,” “World’s Smallest Horse,” or something like that. I remember seeing “Gorilla Girl” years ago. All smoke and mirrors with strobe lights of course but silly fun. No one was in there, but a movie was playing. Yes, another movie again but not quite the same. I immediately saw Warrior’s face on that burlap side of the tent wall similar to a hologram. The bucket of chicken and I grabbed a chair without looking and sat to watch. Good thing I didn’t miss the chair! Most have a bucket of popcorn at the movies, I had my chicken. 🍗 I’m still laughing at this. 🤣 Anyways, when I sat down, I knew right away how this was the second movie Warrior made. I actually said :“this is the second movie he made and I never saw it!” To any confused, he WAS planning to sign on to star in another movie after “Firepower” but left Hollywood before that could happen. If you recall, I had another dream of Warrior in a 🎥 similar to “Conan the Barbarian” but this time was different. Instead of Conan like Arnold, it was more like “The Terminator.” Who was playing this movie and why wasn’t anyone else around? Was this just for me? Had it been playing? Always questions…

I seemed to stay in that tent for a while and nobody else ever joined me. Here’s a little bit of the plot. Warrior was a cyborg and left his mostly “human” life to fight crime. A true superhero indeed. No idea how he became a cyborg but I remember seeing lightning strike him and then a scene like when your body turns into a skeleton. You see flashing bones in a way. Yep, that’s what I saw. Years went by in the movie and this teenage girl had to find him. She was his daughter, although he didn’t know. He was pretty famous as this cyborg superhero but I had no idea he was being followed. She finally told him who she was and had proof in someway. She stayed with him as they continued to fight crime together. No true ending as that was all I saw. Guess I had forgotten about my family, oh no! Were they looking for me? I had to leave the tent but what an interesting movie for sure. I was happy to have finally seen his second movie!? Would he have taken on a similar role if things lined up— who knows? Maybe I was given another possible future 👀…

It was then how I kept wandering and saw so many other things that seemed out of place but really~ it’s common place in my dreams. This part felt like a scene from “This is Your Life.” First, I saw my brother-in-law and his wife. They seemed to be walking somewhere but I never felt like anyone saw me. Next, it was my mom and stepmom carrying covered dishes of food like they were going to a potluck or something. Was this still the fair or another place? They were talking but I never spoke to either, maybe I was invisible? I could see lots of streets and it was more open like with cafés, shopping, and people eating. All of a sudden I looked and saw my childhood best friend’s sister. She was seated at an outdoor table chatting with some friends. I haven’t seen her in years, so why now? Then, there was a big above ground pool like what we have in our yard but I looked down and I was in it! How did I change into a swimsuit? This was getting ridiculous as it went along.

By that time in the dream, I believe lucidity set in as I told myself to wake up and get out of there. No clue on if I ever found my boys or not but I got out of the pool and headed over to a big grassy field. It seemed to go nowhere but then I finally did awaken. I have tried to put all these pieces together that happened after Warrior’s movie. It could’ve just been people I have known, although some interesting pairings. The BF’s sister is the odd one that doesn’t connect but maybe something is going on with her. It is what it is. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ In the beginning, I thought maybe an abandonment issue but I didn’t really know. I do have holiday issues as well with family so that could explain it needing to be resolved. I just have to keep going down my road and not worry so much about others and their detailed lives. It sounds selfish, but truly isn’t. The boys just had to do their own thing so I could do mine, and that included being in that fair tent all alone watching Warrior. Well, not entirely since I did have my chicken bucket!

I always thank the Universe for showing me aspects that either need to be healed, not feared, or maybe just observed. I too always thank Warrior for showing me aspects of his life however they come in whatever form. The movie was really cool and obviously presented to me for a reason. The other stuff is a little harder to figure out. Maybe some of you have detailed dreams like mine and yes, they do seem a bit much (that’s putting it mildly, I know!) but it’s been my whole life. Warrior in them has not been of course, but they all have purpose and I am grateful. Now, the next time I get a bucket of chicken I’ll think of that fair tent with Warrior as a cyborg. I’ll also have to watch my guys the next time we are together and see what happens!

P.S. As Arnold said in “The Terminator” movie: “I’ll be back!” He met a young “Warrior” years ago when bodybuilding… 🏋🏻‍♀️

P.P.S. It is a rarity that I pre write these in front of anyone but the Warrior part was already written so I could just concentrate on the rest. We were all in the living room and of course I get asked what I’m writing, ugh… I did say a little about the boys, chicken, and the tent but left out particulars! My girl starts making me laugh by showing goofy pics on her phone. They were buckets of chicken, different types of tents, and so much more. It was hysterical but I did actually finish writing after all her shenanigans! 😅😂🤣